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作者:Gene Stratton Porter | 字数:5050 字

Ifsheeverworkedastroke,nooneknewit。Alldaylongshesatintheparlour,theverybestone,everyday;oronbenchesunderthetreeswithembroideryframesorbooks,someofthemfearful,big,difficultlookingones,orrodeoverthecountry。

Sherodeinsunshineandsherodeinstorm,untilyouwouldthinkshecouldn’tseeherwaythroughhertangledblackhair。Sherodethroughsnowandinpouringrain,whenshecouldhavestayedoutofit,ifshehadwantedto。Shedidn’tseemtobeafraidofanythingonearthorinHeaven。Everyonethoughtshewaslikeherfatheranddidn’tbelievetherewasanyGod;sowhenshecameamongusatchurchoranypublicgathering,asshesometimesdid,peoplewereinnohurrytobefriendly,whileshelookedstraightaheadandneverspokeuntilshewasspokento,andthenshewaspreciseandcold,Itellyou。

Mentookofftheirhats,gotoutoftheroadwhenshecamepoundingalong,andstaredafterherlike“be-addledmummies,“mymothersaid。Butthatwasallshe,oranyoneelse,couldsay。

Theyoungfellowswerewildabouther,andiftheytriedtosidleuptoherinthehopethattheymightleadherhorseorgettoholdherfootwhenshemounted,theyalwayssawwhentheyreachedher,thatshewasn’tthere。

Butshewashere!Ihadseenheronlyafewtimes,butthiswasthePryorgirl,justassureasIwouldhaveknownifithadbeenSally。WhatdazedmewasthatsheansweredineveryparticularthedescriptionLaddiehadgivenmeoftheQueen’sdaughter。Andworstofall,fromthedayshefirstcameamongus,movingsoproudandcold,blabbingoldHannahDoversaidshecarriedherselflikeaPrincess——asifHannahDoverknewHOWaPrincesscarriedherself!——everylivingsoul,myfathereven,hadcalledherthePrincess。AtfirstitwasbecauseshewasliketheythoughtaPrincesswouldbe,butlatertheydiditinmeanness,tomakefun。Aftertheyknewhername,theywereusedtocallingherthePrincess,sotheykeptitup,butsomeofthemweresecretlyproudofher;becauseshecouldlook,anddo,andbewhattheywouldhavegivenanythingto,andknewtheycouldn’ttosavethem。

Iwasneverinsuchafixinallmylife。ShelookedmoreasLaddiehadsaidthePrincesswouldthanyouwouldhavethoughtanywomancould,butshewasPamelaPryor,nevertheless。EveryonecalledherthePrincess,butshecouldn’tmakerealityoutofthat。Shejustcouldn’tbetheFairyQueen’sdaughter;sothelettercouldn’tpossiblybeforher。

Shehadnobusinessinourwoods;youcouldseethattheyhadplentyoftheirown。Shewentstraighttothedoorofthewillowroomandwalkedinasifshebelongedthere。WhatifshefoundthehollowandtookLaddie’sletter!FastasIcouldslipovertheleaves,Iwentback。Shewasonthemosscarpet,onherknees,andtheletterwasinherfingers。It’sagoodthingtohaveyourmannerssoundlythrashedintoyou。You’vegottobescaredstiffbeforeyouforgetthem。Iwasn’tsoafraidofherasIwouldhavebeenifIhadknownsheWAStheprincess,andhaveLaddiesletter,sheshouldnot。Whathadthekindofgirlshewas,fromahomelikehers,toteachanyonefromourhouseaboutmakingsunshine?Iwasatthewillowwallbythattimepeeringthrough,soIjustparteditalittleandsaid:“Pleaseputbackthatletterwhereyougotit。Itisn’tforyou。“

Shekneltonthemosses,theletterinherhand,andherface,assheturnedtome,wasratherstartled;butwhenshesawmeshelaughed,andsaidinthesweetestvoiceIeverheard:“Areyousoverysureofthat?“

“WellIoughttobe,“Isaid。“Iputitthere。“

“MightIinquireforwhomyouputitthere?“

“Noma’am!That’sasecret。“

Youshouldhaveseenthelightflameinhereyes,thereddeepenonhercheeks,andthelittlecurloflaughterthatcurvedherlips。

“Howinteresting!“shecried。“IwondernowifyouarenotLittleSister。“

“IamtoLaddieandourfolks,“Isaid。“Youareastranger。“

Allthedancinglightswentfromherface。Shelookedasifsheweregoingtocryunlessshehurriedupandswalloweditdownhardandfast。

“Thatisquitetrue,“shesaid。“Iamastranger。Doyouknowthatbeingastrangeristhehardestthingthatcanhappentoanyoneinallthisworld?“

“Thenwhydon’tyouopenyourdoors,inviteyourneighboursin,gotoseethem,andstopyourfatherfromsayingsuchdreadfulthings?“

“Theyarenotmydoors,“shesaid,“andcouldyoukeepyourfatherfromsayinganythinghechooses?“

Istoodandblinkedather。OfcourseIwouldn’tevendaretrythat。

“I’msosorry,“wasallIcouldthinktosay。

Icouldn’taskhertocometoourhouse。Iknewnoonewantedher。ButifIcouldn’tspeakfortheothers,surelyImightformyself。Iletgothewillowsandwenttothedoor。ThePrincessaroseandsatontheseatLaddiehadmadefortheQueen’sdaughter。Itwasanawfulpitytotellhersheshouldn’tsitthere,forIhadmydoubtsifthereal,truePrincesswouldbehalfaslovelywhenshecame——ifsheeverdid。SomewaythePrincess,whowasnotaPrincess,appearedsoreal,Icouldn’tkeepfrombecomingconfusedandforgettingthatshewasonlyjustPamelaPryor。AlreadythelovelylightshadgonefromherfaceuntilitmademesosadIwantedtocry,andIwasnoeasycry-

babyeither。IfIcouldn’tofferfriendshipformyfamilyI

wouldformyself。

“YoumaycallmeLittleSister,ifyoulike,“Isaid。“Iwon’tbeastranger。“

“Whyhowlovely!“criedthePrincess。

Youshouldhaveseenthedancinglightsflybacktohereyes。

Probablyyouwon’tbelievethis,butthefirstthingIknewIwasbesideheronthethrone,herarmwasaroundme,andit’sthegospeltruththatshehuggedmetight。IjusthadsenseenoughtoreachoverandpickLaddie’sletterfromherfingers,andthenIwasonherside。Idon’tknowwhatshedidtome,butallatonceIknewthatshewasdreadfullylonely;thatshehatedbeingastranger;thatshewassorryenoughtocrybecausetheirhousewasoneofmystery,andthatshewouldopenthedoorifshecould。

“Ilikeyou,“Isaid,reachinguptotouchhercurls。

IneverhadseenherthatIdidnotwantto。TheywerelikeI

thoughttheywouldbe。FatherandLaddieandsomeofushadwavyhair,butherswascrisp——anditclungtoyourfingers,andwrappedaroundthemandseemedtotugatyourheartlikeitdoeswhenababygripsyou。Idrewawaymyhand,andthehairstretchedoutuntilitwaslongasanyofours,andthencurledupagain,andyoucouldseethatnotinshadstabbedintoherheadtomakethosecurls。Ibegantryingtosingleoutonehair。

“Whatareyoudoing?“sheasked。

“Iwanttoknowifonlyonehairisstrongenoughtodrawadrowningmanfromthewaterorstrangleanunhappyone,“Isaid。

“Believeme,no!“criedthePrincess。“ItwouldtakeallIhave,wovenintoarope,todothat。“

“Laddieknowscurlsthatjustonehairofthemisstrongenough,“

Iboasted。

“Iwondernow!“saidthePrincess。“IthinkhemusthavebeenmakingpoetryortellingFairytales。“

“Hewastellingthetruth,“Iassuredher。“Fatherdoesn’tbelieveinFairies,andmotherlaughs,butLaddieandIknow。DoyoubelieveinFairies?“

“OfcourseIdo!“shesaid。

“ThenyouknowthatthisCOULDbeanEnchantedWood?“

“Ihavefounditso,“saidthePrincess。

“AndMAYBEthisisaMagicCarpet?“

“ItsurelyisaMagicCarpet。“

“AndyoumightbethedaughteroftheQueen?Youreyesare`moonlitpoolsofdarkness。’Ifonlyyourhairwerestronger,andyouknewaboutmakingsunshine!“

“MaybeitisstrongerthanIthink。Itneverhasbeentested。

PerhapsIdoknowaboutmakingsunshine。PossiblyIamastrueasthewoodandthecarpet。“

Idrewawayandstaredather。ThelongerIlookedthemoreuncertainIbecame。MaybehermotherwastheQueen。Perhapsthatwasthemystery。Itmightbethereasonshedidn’twantthepeopletoseeher。MaybeshewassobusymakingsunshineforthePrincesstobringtoLaddiethatshehadnotimetosewcarpetrags,andtogotoquiltings,andfunerals,andmakevisits。Itwashardtoknowwhattothink。

“Iwishyou’dtellmeplainoutifyouaretheQueen’sdaughter,“

Isaid。“It’smostimportant。Youcan’thavethisletterunlessIKNOW。It’stheveryfirsttimeLaddieevertrustedmewithaletter,andIjustcan’tgiveittothewrongperson。“

“Thenwhydon’tyouleaveitwherehetoldyou?“

“Butyouhavegoneandfoundtheplace。Youstartedtotakeitonce;youwouldagain,soonasIleft。“

“Lookmestraightintheeyes,LittleSister,“saidthePrincesssoftly。“AmIlikeapersonwhowouldtakeanythingthatdidn’tbelongtoher?“

“No!“Isaidinstantly。

“HowdoyouthinkIhappenedtocometothisplace?“

“Maybeourwoodsareprettierthanyours。“

“HowdoyouthinkIknewwheretheletterwas?“

Ishookmyhead。

“IfIshowyousomeothersexactlyliketheoneyouhavethere,thenwillyoubelievethatisforme?“

“Yes,“Ianswered。

Ibelieveditanyway。ItjustSEEMEDso,thebetteryouknewher。ThePrincessslippedherhandamongthefoldsofthetrailingpalegreenskirt,andfromahiddenpocketdrewotherlettersexactlyliketheoneIheld。SheopenedoneandranherfingeralongthetoplineandIread,“TothePrincess,“andthenshepointedtotheendinganditwasmerelysigned,“Laddie,“butallthewordswrittenbetweenwerehiswriting。SlowlyIhandedhertheletter。

“Youdon’twantmetohaveit?“sheasked。

“Yes,“Isaid。“IwantyoutohaveitifLaddiewroteitforyou——butmotherandfatherwon’t,notatall。“

“Whatmakesyouthinkso?“sheaskedgently。

“Don’tyouknowwhatpeoplesayaboutyou?“

“Someofit,perhaps。“

“Well?“

“Doyouthinkitistrue?“

“Notthatyou’restuckup,andhatefulandproud,notthatyoudon’twanttobeneighbourlywithotherpeople,no,Idon’tthinkthat。ButyourfathersaidinourhomethattherewasnoGod,andyouwouldn’tletmymotherinwhensheputonherbestdressandwentinthecarriage,andwantedtobefriends。Ihavetobelievethat。“

“Yes,youcan’thelpbelievingthat,“saidthePrincess。

“Thencan’tyouseewhyyou’llbelikelytoshowLaddiethewaytofindtrouble,insteadofsunshine?“

“Icansee,“saidthePrincess。

“OhPrincess,youwon’tdoit,willyou?“Icried。

“Don’tyouthinksuchabigmanasLaddiecantakecareofhimself?“sheasked,andthedancinglightsthathadbeguntofadecameback。“Overthere,“shepointedthroughourwoodstowardthesouthwest,“livesamanyouknow。Whatdohisneighbourscallhim?“

“Stiff-neckedJohnny,“Iansweredpromptly。

“Andthemanwholivesnexthim?“

“Pinch-fistWilliams。“

Herfingerveeredtoanotherneighbour’s。

“Thegirlsofthathouse?“

“Giggle-headSmithsons。“

“Whataboutthemanwholivesoverthere?“

“Hebeatshiswife。“

“Andthehousebeyond?“

“Motherwhispersaboutthem。Idon’tknow。“

“Andthewomanonthehill?“

“Shedoesn’tdoanythingbutgussipandmakeeveryonetrouble。“

“Exactly!“saidthePrincess。“Yetmostofthesepeoplecometoyourhouse,andyourfamilygoestotheirs。Doyousupposepeopletheyknownothingaboutaresomuchworsethantheseothers?“

“IfyourfatherwilltakeitbackaboutGod,andyourmotherwillletpeoplein——mymotherandfatherbothwantedtobefriends,youknow。“

“ThatIcan’tpossiblydo,“shesaid,“butmaybeIcouldchangetheirfeelingstowardme。“

“Doit!“Icried。“Oh,I’djustloveyoutodoit!Iwishyouwouldcometoourhouseandbefriends。Sallyisprettyasyouare,onlyadifferentway,andIknowshe’dlikeyou,andsowouldShelley。IfLaddiewritesyoulettersandcomeshereaboutsunshine,ofcoursehe’dbedelightedifmotherknewyou;becausesheloveshimbestofanyofus。Shedependsonhimmostasmuchasfather。“