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作者:Wilkie Collins | 字数:10430 字

CHAPTERI。

THEBRIDE’SMISTAKE。

"FORafterthismannerintheoldtimetheholywomenalsowhotrustedinGodadornedthemselves,beinginsubjectionuntotheirownhusbands;evenasSarahobeyedAbraham,callinghimlord;

whosedaughtersyeareaslongasyedowell,andarenotafraidwithanyamazement。"

ConcludingtheMarriageServiceoftheChurchofEnglandinthosewell—knownwords,myuncleStarkweathershutuphisbook,andlookedatmeacrossthealtarrailswithaheartyexpressionofinterestonhisbroad,redface。Atthesametimemyaunt,Mrs。

Starkweather,standingbymyside,tappedmesmartlyontheshoulder,andsaid,"Valeria,youaremarried!"

Whereweremythoughts?Whathadbecomeofmyattention?Iwastoobewilderedtoknow。Istartedandlookedatmynewhusband。

HeseemedtobealmostasmuchbewilderedasIwas。Thesamethoughthad,asIbelieve,occurredtousbothatthesamemoment。Wasitreallypossible——inspiteofhismother’soppositiontoourmarriage——thatwewereManandWife?MyauntStarkweathersettledthequestionbyasecondtaponmyshoulder。

"Takehisarm!"shewhispered,inthetoneofawomanwhohadlostallpatiencewithme。

Itookhisarm。

"Followyouruncle。"

Holdingfastbymyhusband’sarm,Ifollowedmyuncleandthecuratewhohadassistedhimatthemarriage。

Thetwoclergymenledusintothevestry。ThechurchwasinoneofthedrearyquartersofLondon,situatedbetweentheCityandtheWestEnd;thedaywasdull;theatmospherewasheavyanddamp。Wewereamelancholylittleweddingparty,worthyofthedrearyneighborhoodandthedullday。Norelativesorfriendsofmyhusband’swerepresent;hisfamily,asIhavealreadyhinted,disapprovedofhismarriage。Exceptmyuncleandmyaunt,nootherrelationsappearedonmyside。Ihadlostbothmyparents,andIhadbutfewfriends。Mydearfather’sfaithfuloldclerk,Benjamin,attendedtheweddingto"givemeaway,"asthephraseis。Hehadknownmefromachild,and,inmyforlornposition,hewasasgoodasafathertome。

Thelastceremonylefttobeperformedwas,asusual,thesigningofthemarriageregister。Intheconfusionofthemoment(andintheabsenceofanyinformationtoguideme)Icommittedamistake——ominous,inmyauntStarkweather’sopinion,ofeviltocome。Isignedmymarriedinsteadofmymaidenname。

"What!"criedmyuncle,inhisloudestandcheeriesttones,"youhaveforgottenyourownnamealready?Well,well!letushopeyouwillneverrepentpartingwithitsoreadily。Tryagain,Valeria——tryagain。"

WithtremblingfingersIstruckthepenthroughmyfirsteffort,andwrotemymaidenname,verybadlyindeed,asfollows:

ValeriaBrintonWhenitcametomyhusband’sturnInoticed,withsurprise,thathishandtrembledtoo,andthatheproducedaverypoorspecimenofhiscustomarysignature:

EustaceWoodvilleMyaunt,onbeingrequestedtosign,compliedunderprotest。"A

badbeginning!"shesaid,pointingtomyfirstunfortunatesignaturewiththefeatherendofherpen。"Ihope,mydear,youmaynotlivetoregretit。"

Eventhen,inthedaysofmyignoranceandmyinnocence,thatcuriousoutbreakofmyaunt’ssuperstitionproducedacertainuneasysensationinmymind。Itwasaconsolationtometofeelthereassuringpressureofmyhusband’shand。Itwasanindescribablerelieftohearmyuncle’sheartyvoicewishingmeahappylifeatparting。Thegoodmanhadlefthisnorth—countryVicarage(myhomesincethedeathofmyparents)expresslytoreadtheserviceatmymarriage;andheandmyaunthadarrangedtoreturnbythemid—daytrain。Hefoldedmeinhisgreatstrongarms,andhegavemeakisswhichmustcertainlyhavebeenheardbytheidlerswaitingforthebrideandbridegroomoutsidethechurchdoor。

"Iwishyouhealthandhappiness,mylove,withallmyheart。Youareoldenoughtochooseforyourself,and——nooffense,Mr。

Woodville,youandIarenewfriends——andIprayGod,Valeria,itmayturnoutthatyouhavechosenwell。Ourhousewillbedrearyenoughwithoutyou;butIdon’tcomplain,mydear。Onthecontrary,ifthischangeinyourlifemakesyouhappier,I

rejoice。Come,come!don’tcry,oryouwillsetyourauntoff——andit’snojokeathertimeoflife。Besides,cryingwillspoilyourbeauty。Dryyoureyesandlookintheglassthere,andyouwillseethatIamright。Good—by,child——andGodblessyou!"

Hetuckedmyauntunderhisarm,andhurriedout。Myheartsankalittle,dearlyasIlovedmyhusband,whenIhadseenthelastofthetruefriendandprotectorofmymaidendays。

ThepartingwitholdBenjamincamenext。"Iwishyouwell,mydear;don’tforgetme,"wasallhesaid。Buttheolddaysathomecamebackonmeatthosefewwords。BenjaminalwaysdinedwithusonSundaysinmyfather’stime,andalwaysbroughtsomelittlepresentwithhimforhismaster’schild。Iwasverynearto"spoilingmybeauty"(asmyunclehadputit)whenIofferedtheoldmanmycheektokiss,andheardhimsightohimself,asifhetoowerenotquitehopefulaboutmyfuturelife。

Myhusband’svoicerousedme,andturnedmymindtohappierthoughts。

"Shallwego,Valeria?"heasked。

Istoppedhimonourwayouttotakeadvantageofmyuncle’sadvice;inotherwords,toseehowIlookedintheglassoverthevestryfireplace。

Whatdoestheglassshowme?

Theglassshowsatallandslenderyoungwomanofthree—and—twentyyearsofage。Sheisnotatallthesortofpersonwhoattractsattentioninthestreet,seeingthatshefailstoexhibitthepopularyellowhairandthepopularpaintedcheeks。Herhairisblack;dressed,intheselaterdays(asitwasdressedyearssincetopleaseherfather),inbroadripplesdrawnbackfromtheforehead,andgatheredintoasimpleknotbehind(likethehairoftheVenusdeMedicis),soastoshowtheneckbeneath。Hercomplexionispale:exceptinmomentsofviolentagitationthereisnocolortobeseeninherface。Hereyesareofsodarkabluethattheyaregenerallymistakenforblack。Hereyebrowsarewellenoughinform,buttheyaretoodarkandtoostronglymarked。Hernosejustinclinestowardtheaquilinebend,andisconsideredalittletoolargebypersonsdifficulttopleaseinthematterofnoses。Themouth,herbestfeature,isverydelicatelyshaped,andiscapableofpresentinggreatvarietiesofexpression。Astothefaceingeneral,itistoonarrowandtoolongatthelowerpart,toobroadandtoolowinthehigherregionsoftheeyesandthehead。Thewholepicture,asreflectedintheglass,representsawomanofsomeelegance,rathertoopale,andrathertoosedateandseriousinhermomentsofsilenceandrepose——inshort,apersonwhofailstostriketheordinaryobserveratfirstsight,butwhogainsingeneralestimationonasecond,andsometimesonathirdview。Asforherdress,itstudiouslyconceals,insteadofproclaiming,thatshehasbeenmarriedthatmorning。Shewearsagraycashmeretunictrimmedwithgraysilk,andhavingaskirtofthesamematerialandcolorbeneathit。Onherheadisabonnettomatch,relievedbyaquillingofwhitemuslinwithonedeepredrose,asamorselofpositivecolor,tocompletetheeffectofthewholedress。

HaveIsucceededorfailedindescribingthepictureofmyselfwhichIseeintheglass?Itisnotformetosay。Ihavedonemybesttokeepclearofthetwovanities——thevanityofdepreciatingandthevanityofpraisingmyownpersonalappearance。Fortherest,wellwrittenorbadlywritten,thankHeavenitisdone!

AndwhomdoIseeintheglassstandingbymyside?

IseeamanwhoisnotquitesotallasIam,andwhohasthemisfortuneoflookingolderthanhisyears。Hisforeheadisprematurelybald。Hisbigchestnut—coloredbeardandhislongoverhangingmustacheareprematurelystreakedwithgray。Hehasthecolorinthefacewhichmyfacewants,andthefirmnessinhisfigurewhichmyfigurewants。Helooksatmewiththetenderestandgentlesteyes(ofalightbrown)thatIeversawinthecountenanceofaman。Hissmileisrareandsweet;hismanner,perfectlyquietandretiring,hasyetalatentpersuasivenessinitwhichis(towomen)irresistiblywinning。Hejusthaltsalittleinhiswalk,fromtheeffectofaninjuryreceivedinpastyears,whenhewasasoldierservinginIndia,andhecarriesathickbamboocane,withacuriouscrutchhandle(anoldfavorite),tohelphimselfalongwheneverhegetsonhisfeet,indoorsorout。Withthisonelittledrawback(ifitisadrawback),thereisnothinginfirmoroldorawkwardabouthim;

hisslightlimpwhenhewalkshas(perhapstomypartialeyes)acertainquaintgraceofitsown,whichispleasantertoseethantheunrestrainedactivityofothermen。Andlastandbestofall,Ilovehim!Ilovehim!Ilovehim!Andthereisanendofmyportraitofmyhusbandonourwedding—day。

TheglasshastoldmeallIwanttoknow。Weleavethevestryatlast。

Thesky,cloudysincethemorning,hasdarkenedwhilewehavebeeninthechurch,andtherainisbeginningtofallheavily。

Theidlersoutsidestareatusgrimlyundertheirumbrellasaswepassthroughtheirranksandhastenintoourcarriage。Nocheering;nosunshine;noflowersstrewninourpath;nograndbreakfast;nogenialspeeches;nobridesmaids;nofathersormother’sblessing。Adrearywedding——thereisnodenyingit——and(ifAuntStarkweatherisright)abadbeginningaswell!

A_coup_hasbeenreservedforusattherailwaystation。Theattentiveporter,onthelook—outforhisfeepullsdowntheblindsoverthesidewindowsofthecarriage,andshutsoutallpryingeyesinthatway。Afterwhatseemstobeaninterminabledelaythetrainstarts。Myhusbandwindshisarmroundme。"Atlast!"hewhispers,withloveinhiseyesthatnowordscanutter,andpressesmetohimgently。Myarmstealsroundhisneck;myeyesanswerhiseyes。Ourlipsmeetinthefirstlong,lingeringkissofourmarriedlife。

Oh,whatrecollectionsofthatjourneyriseinmeasIwrite!Letmedrymyeyes,andshutupmypaperfortheday。

CHAPTERII。

THEBRIDE’STHOUGHTS。

WEhadbeentravelingforalittlemorethananhourwhenachangepassedinsensiblyoverusboth。

Stillsittingclosetogether,withmyhandinhis,withmyheadonhisshoulder,littlebylittlewefellinsensiblyintosilence。Hadwealreadyexhaustedthenarrowyeteloquentvocabularyoflove?Orhadwedeterminedbyunexpressedconsent,afterenjoyingtheluxuryofpassionthatspeaks,totrythedeeperandfinerraptureofpassionthatthinks?Icanhardlydetermine;Ionlyknowthatatimecamewhen,undersomestrangeinfluence,ourlipswereclosedtowardeachother。Wetraveledalong,eachofusabsorbedinourownreverie。Washethinkingexclusivelyofme——asIwasthinkingexclusivelyofhim?Beforethejourney’sendIhadmydoubts;atalittlelatertimeIknewforcertainthathisthoughts,wanderingfarawayfromhisyoungwife,wereallturnedinwardonhisownunhappyself。

Formethesecretpleasureoffillingmymindwithhim,whileI

felthimbymyside,wasaluxuryinitself。

Ipicturedinmythoughtsourfirstmeetingintheneighborhoodofmyuncle’shouse。

Ourfamousnorth—countrytroutstreamwounditsflashingandfoamingwaythrougharavineintherockymoorland。Itwasawindy,shadowyevening。Aheavilycloudedsunsetlaylowandredinthewest。Asolitaryanglerstoodcastinghisflyataturninthestreamwherethebackwaterlaystillanddeepunderanoverhangingbank。Agirl(myself)standingonthebank,invisibletothefishermanbeneath,waitedeagerlytoseethetroutrise。

Themomentcame;thefishtookthefly。

Sometimesonthelittlelevelstripofsandatthefootofthebank,sometimes(whenthestreamturnedagain)intheshallowerwaterrushingoveritsrockybed,theanglerfollowedthecapturedtrout,nowlettingthelinerunoutandnowwindingitinagain,inthedifficultanddelicateprocessof"playing"thefish。AlongthebankIfollowedtowatchthecontestofskillandcunningbetweenthemanandthetrout。IhadlivedlongenoughwithmyuncleStarkweathertocatchsomeofhisenthusiasmforfieldsports,andtolearnsomething,especially,oftheangler’sart。Stillfollowingthestranger,withmyeyesintentlyfixedoneverymovementofhisrodandline,andwithnotsomuchasachancefragmentofmyattentiontosparefortheroughpathalongwhichIwaswalking,Isteppedbychanceonthelooseoverhangingearthattheedgeofthebank,andfellintothestreaminaninstant。

Thedistancewastrifling,thewaterwasshallow,thebedoftheriverwas(fortunatelyforme)ofsand。BeyondthefrightandthewettingIhadnothingtocomplainof。InafewmomentsIwasoutofthewaterandupagain,verymuchashamedofmyself,onthefirmground。Shortastheintervalwas,itprovedlongenoughtofavortheescapeofthefish。Theanglerhadheardmyfirstinstinctivecryofalarm,hadturned,andhadthrownasidehisrodtohelpme。Weconfrontedeachotherforthefirsttime,Ionthebankandheintheshallowwaterbelow。Oureyesencountered,andIverilybelieveourheartsencounteredatthesamemoment。

ThisIknowforcertain,weforgotourbreedingasladyandgentleman:welookedateachotherinbarbaroussilence。

Iwasthefirsttorecovermyself。WhatdidIsaytohim?

Isaidsomethingaboutmynotbeinghurt,andthensomethingmore,urginghimtorunbackandtryifhemightnotyetrecoverthefish。

Hewentbackunwillingly。Hereturnedtome——ofcoursewithoutthefish。Knowinghowbitterlydisappointedmyunclewouldhavebeeninhisplace,Iapologizedveryearnestly。Inmyeagernesstomakeatonement,Ievenofferedtoshowhimaspotwherehemighttryagain,lowerdownthestream。

Hewouldnothearofit;heentreatedmetogohomeandchangemywetdress。Icarednothingforthewetting,butIobeyedhimwithoutknowingwhy。

Hewalkedwithme。MywaybacktotheVicaragewashiswaybacktotheinn。Hehadcometoourparts,hetoldme,forthequietandretirementasmuchasforthefishing。Hehadnoticedmeonceortwicefromthewindowofhisroomattheinn。HeaskedifI

werenotthevicar’sdaughter。

Isethimright。Itoldhimthatthevicarhadmarriedmymother’ssister,andthatthetwohadbeenfatherandmothertomesincethedeathofmyparents。HeaskedifhemightventuretocallonDoctorStarkweatherthenextday,mentioningthenameofafriendofhis,withwhomhebelievedthevicartobeacquainted。Iinvitedhimtovisitus,asifithadbeenmyhouse;Iwasspell—boundunderhiseyesandunderhisvoice。I

hadfancied,honestlyfancied,myselftohavebeeninloveoftenandoftenbeforethistime。Neverinanyotherman’scompanyhadIfeltasInowfeltinthepresenceof_this_man。Nightseemedtofallsuddenlyovertheeveninglandscapewhenheleftme。I

leanedagainsttheVicaragegate。Icouldnotbreathe,Icouldnotthink;myheartflutteredasifitwouldflyoutofmybosom——andallthisforastranger!Iburnedwithshame;butoh,inspiteofitall,Iwassohappy!

Andnow,whenlittlemorethanafewweekshadpassedsincethatfirstmeeting,Ihadhimbymyside;hewasmineforlife!I

liftedmyheadfromhisbosomtolookathim。Iwaslikeachildwithanewtoy——Iwantedtomakesurethathewasreallymyown。

Henevernoticedtheaction;henevermovedinhiscornerofthecarriage。Washedeepinhisownthoughts?andweretheythoughtsofMe?

Ilaiddownmyheadagainsoftly,soasnottodisturbhim。Mythoughtswanderedbackwardoncemore,andshowedmeanotherpictureinthegoldengalleryofthepast。

ThegardenattheVicarageformedthenewscene。Thetimewasnight。Wehadmettogetherinsecret。Wewerewalkingslowlytoandfro,outofsightofthehouse,nowintheshadowypathsoftheshrubbery,nowinthelovelymoonlightontheopenlawn。

Wehadlongsinceownedourloveanddevotedourlivestoeachother。Alreadyourinterestswereone;alreadywesharedthepleasuresandthepainsoflife。Ihadgoneouttomeethimthatnightwithaheavyheart,toseekcomfortinhispresenceandtofindencouragementinhisvoice。HenoticedthatIsighedwhenhefirsttookmeinhisarms,andhegentlyturnedmyheadtowardthemoonlighttoreadmytroubleinmyface。Howoftenhehadreadmyhappinessthereintheearlierdaysofourlove!

"Youbringbadnews,myangel,"hesaid,liftingmyhairtenderlyfrommyforeheadashespoke。"Iseethelinesherewhichtellmeofanxietyanddistress。IalmostwishIlovedyoulessdearly,Valeria。"

"Why?"

"Imightgiveyoubackyourfreedom。Ihaveonlytoleavethisplace,andyourunclewouldbesatisfied,andyouwouldberelievedfromallthecaresthatarepressingonyounow。"

"Don’tspeakofit,Eustace!Ifyouwantmetoforgetmycares,sayyoulovememoredearlythanever。"

Hesaiditinakiss。Wehadamomentofexquisiteforgetfulnessofthehardwaysoflife——amomentofdeliciousabsorptionineachother。Icamebacktorealitiesfortifiedandcomposed,rewardedforallthatIhadgonethrough,readytogothroughitalloveragainforanotherkiss。Onlygiveawomanlove,andthereisnothingshewillnotventure,suffer,anddo。

"No,theyhavedonewithobjecting。TheyhaverememberedatlastthatIamofage,andthatIcanchooseformyself。Theyhavebeenpleadingwithme,Eustace,togiveyouup。Myaunt,whomI

thoughtratherahardwoman,hasbeencrying——forthefirsttimeinmyexperienceofher。Myuncle,alwayskindandgoodtome,hasbeenkinderandbetterthanever。HehastoldmethatifI

persistinbecomingyourwife,Ishallnotbedesertedonmywedding—day。Whereverwemaymarry,hewillbetheretoreadtheservice,andmyauntwillgotothechurchwithme。ButheentreatsmetoconsiderseriouslywhatIamdoing——toconsenttoaseparationfromyouforatime——toconsultotherpeopleonmypositiontowardyou,ifIamnotsatisfiedwithhisopinion。Oh,mydarling,theyareasanxioustopartusasifyouweretheworstinsteadofthebestofmen!"

"Hasanythinghappenedsinceyesterdaytoincreasetheirdistrustofme?"heasked。

"Yes,"

"Whatisit?"

"Yourememberreferringmyuncletoafriendofyoursandofhis?"

"Yes。ToMajorFitz—David。"

"MyunclehaswrittentoMajorFitz—David"

"Why?"

Hepronouncedthatonewordinatonesoutterlyunlikehisnaturaltonethathisvoicesoundedquitestrangetome。

"Youwon’tbeangry,Eustace,ifItellyou?"Isaid。"Myuncle,asIunderstoodhim,hadseveralmotivesforwritingtothemajor。Oneofthemwastoinquireifheknewyourmother’saddress。"

Eustacesuddenlystoodstill。

Ipausedatthesamemoment,feelingthatIcouldventurenofurtherwithouttheriskofoffendinghim。

Tospeakthetruth,hisconduct,whenhefirstmentionedourengagementtomyuncle,hadbeen(sofarasappearanceswent)alittleflightyandstrange。Thevicarhadnaturallyquestionedhimabouthisfamily。Hehadansweredthathisfatherwasdead;

andhehadconsented,thoughnotveryreadily,toannouncehiscontemplatedmarriagetohismother。Informingusthatshetoolivedinthecountry,hehadgonetoseeher,withoutmoreparticularlymentioningheraddress。IntwodayshehadreturnedtotheVicaragewithaverystartlingmessage。Hismotherintendednodisrespecttomeormyrelatives,butshedisapprovedsoabsolutelyofherson’smarriagethatshe(andthemembersofherfamily,whoallagreedwithher)wouldrefusetobepresentattheceremony,ifMr。WoodvillepersistedinkeepinghisengagementwithDr。Starkweather’sniece。Beingaskedtoexplainthisextraordinarycommunication,Eustacehadtoldusthathismotherandhissisterswerebentonhismarryinganotherlady,andthattheywerebitterlymortifiedanddisappointedbyhischoosingastrangertothefamily。Thisexplanationwasenoughforme;itimplied,sofarasIwasconcerned,acomplimenttomysuperiorinfluenceoverEustace,whichawomanalwaysreceiveswithpleasure。Butitfailedtosatisfymyuncleandmyaunt。ThevicarexpressedtoMr。Woodvilleawishtowritetohismother,ortoseeher,onthesubjectofherstrangemessage。Eustaceobstinatelydeclinedtomentionhismother’saddress,onthegroundthatthevicar’sinterferencewouldbeutterlyuseless。Myuncleatoncedrewtheconclusionthatthemysteryabouttheaddressindicatedsomethingwrong。HerefusedtofavorMr。

Woodville’srenewedproposalformyhand,andhewrotethesamedaytomakeinquiriesofMr。Woodville’sreferenceandofhisownfriendMajorFitz—David。

Undersuchcircumstancesasthese,tospeakofmyuncle’smotiveswastoventureonverydelicateground。EustacerelievedmefromfurtherembarrassmentbyaskingaquestiontowhichIcouldeasilyreply。

"HasyourunclereceivedanyanswerfromMajorFitz—David?"heinquired。

"Yes。

"Wereyouallowedtoreadit?"Hisvoicesankashesaidthosewords;hisfacebetrayedasuddenanxietywhichitpainedmetosee。

"Ihavegottheanswerwithmetoshowyou,"Isaid。

Healmostsnatchedtheletteroutofmyhand;heturnedhisbackonmetoreaditbythelightofthemoon。Theletterwasshortenoughtobesoonread。Icouldhaverepeateditatthetime。I

canrepeatitnow。

"DEARVICAR——Mr。EustaceWoodvilleisquitecorrectinstatingtoyouthatheisagentlemanbybirthandposition,andthatheinherits(underhisdeceasedfather’swill)anindependentfortuneoftwothousandayear。

"Alwaysyours,"LAWRENCEFITZ—DAVID。"

"Cananybodywishforaplaineranswerthanthat?"Eustaceasked,handingtheletterbacktome。

"If_I_hadwrittenforinformationaboutyou,"Ianswered,"itwouldhavebeenplainenoughforme。"

"Isitnotplainenoughforyouruncle?"

"No。"

"Whatdoeshesay?"

"Whyneedyoucaretoknow,mydarling?"

"Iwanttoknow,Valeria。Theremustbenosecretbetweenusinthismatter。Didyourunclesayanythingwhenheshowedyouthemajor’sletter?"

"Yes。"

"Whatwasit?"

"Myuncletoldmethathisletterofinquiryfilledthreepages,andhebademeobservethatthemajor’sanswercontainedonesentenceonly。Hesaid,’IvolunteeredtogotoMajorFitz—Davidandtalkthematterover。Youseehetakesnonoticeofmyproposal。IaskedhimfortheaddressofMr。Woodville’smother。

Hepassesovermyrequest,ashehaspassedovermyproposal——hestudiouslyconfineshimselftotheshortestpossiblestatementofbarefacts。Useyourcommon—sense,Valeria。Isn’tthisrudenessratherremarkableonthepartofamanwhoisagentlemanbybirthandbreeding,andwhoisalsoafriendofmine?’"

Eustacestoppedmethere。

"Didyouansweryouruncle’squestion?"heasked。

"No,"Ireplied。"IonlysaidthatIdidnotunderstandthemajor’sconduct。"

"Andwhatdidyourunclesaynext?Ifyouloveme,Valeria,tellmethetruth。"

"Heusedverystronglanguage,Eustace。Heisanoldman;youmustnotbeoffendedwithhim。"

"Iamnotoffended。Whatdidhesay?"

"Hesaid,’Markmywords!ThereissomethingunderthesurfaceinconnectionwithMr。Woodville,orwithhisfamily,towhichMajorFitz—Davidisnotatlibertytoallude。Properlyinterpreted,Valeria,thatletterisawarning。ShowittoMr。Woodville,andtellhim(ifyoulike)whatIhavejusttoldyou——’"

Eustacestoppedmeagain。

"Youaresureyourunclesaidthosewords?"heasked,scanningmyfaceattentivelyinthemoonlight。

"Quitesure。ButIdon’tsaywhatmyunclesays。Praydon’tthinkthat!"

Hesuddenlypressedmetohisbosom,andfixedhiseyesonmine。

Hislookfrightenedme。

"Good—by,Valeria!"hesaid。"Tryandthinkkindlyofme,mydarling,whenyouaremarriedtosomehappierman。"

Heattemptedtoleaveme。Iclungtohiminanagonyofterrorthatshookmefromheadtofoot。

"Whatdoyoumean?"Iasked,assoonasIcouldspeak。"Iamyoursandyoursonly。WhathaveIsaid,whathaveIdone,todeservethosedreadfulwords?"

"Wemustpart,myangel,"heanswered,sadly。"Thefaultisnoneofyours;themisfortuneisallmine。MyValeria!howcanyoumarryamanwhoisanobjectofsuspiciontoyournearestanddearestfriends?Ihaveledadrearylife。Ihaveneverfoundinanyotherwomanthesympathywithme,thesweetcomfortandcompanionship,thatIfindinyou。Oh,itishardtoloseyou!itishardtogobackagaintomyunfriendedlife!Imustmakethesacrifice,love,foryoursake。Iknownomorewhythatletteriswhatitisthanyoudo。Willyourunclebelieveme?willyourfriendsbelieveme?Onelastkiss,Valeria!Forgivemeforhavinglovedyou——passionately,devotedlylovedyou。Forgiveme——andletmego!"