第2章
作者:Willa Cather | 字数:9738 字

"I’llhavetogodowntomyofficetogetsomemedicine,Kronborg。Thedrugstorewon’tbeopen。Keepthecoversonher。Iwon’tbegonelong。Shakedownthestoveandputonalittlecoal,butnottoomuch;soit’llcatchquickly,Imean。Findanoldsheetforme,andputittheretowarm。"

Thedoctorcaughthiscoatandhurriedoutintothedarkstreet。Nobodywasstirringyet,andthecoldwasbitter。

Hewastiredandhungryandinnomildhumor。"Theidea!"hemuttered;"tobesuchanassathisage,abouttheseventh!Andtofeelnoresponsibilityaboutthelittlegirl。

Sillyoldgoat!Thebabywouldhavegotintotheworldsomehow;theyalwaysdo。Butanicelittlegirllikethat——she’sworththewholelitter。Wheresheevergotitfrom——"HeturnedintotheDukeBlockandranupthestairstohisoffice。

TheaKronborg,meanwhile,waswonderingwhyshehappenedtobeintheparlor,wherenobodybutcompany——usuallyvisitingpreachers——everslept。Shehadmo—

mentsofstuporwhenshedidnotseeanything,andmo—

mentsofexcitementwhenshefeltthatsomethingunusualandpleasantwasabouttohappen,whenshesawevery—

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thingclearlyintheredlightfromtheisinglasssidesofthehard—coalburner——thenickeltrimmingsonthestoveitself,thepicturesonthewall,whichshethoughtverybeautiful,theflowersontheBrusselscarpet,Czerny’s"DailyStudies"whichstoodopenontheuprightpiano。

Sheforgot,forthetimebeing,allaboutthenewbaby。

Whensheheardthefrontdooropen,itoccurredtoherthatthepleasantthingwhichwasgoingtohappenwasDr。Archiehimself。Hecameinandwarmedhishandsatthestove。Asheturnedtoher,shethrewherselfwearilytowardhim,halfoutofherbed。Shewouldhavetumbledtothefloorhadhenotcaughther。Hegavehersomemedi—

cineandwenttothekitchenforsomethingheneeded。Shedrowsedandlostthesenseofhisbeingthere。Whensheopenedhereyesagain,hewaskneelingbeforethestove,spreadingsomethingdarkandstickyonawhitecloth,withabigspoon;batter,perhaps。Presentlyshefelthimtakingoffhernightgown。Hewrappedthehotplasteraboutherchest。Thereseemedtobestrapswhichhepinnedoverhershoulders。Thenhetookoutathreadandneedleandbe—

gantosewherupinit。That,shefelt,wastoostrange;

shemustbedreaminganyhow,soshesuccumbedtoherdrowsiness。

Theahadbeenmoaningwitheverybreathsincethedoctorcameback,butshedidnotknowit。Shedidnotrealizethatshewassufferingpain。Whenshewascon—

sciousatall,sheseemedtobeseparatedfromherbody;tobeperchedontopofthepiano,oronthehanginglamp,watchingthedoctorsewherup。Itwasperplexingandunsatisfactory,likedreaming。Shewishedshecouldwakenupandseewhatwasgoingon。

ThedoctorthankedGodthathehadpersuadedPeterKronborgtokeepoutoftheway。Hecoulddobetterbythechildifhehadhertohimself。Hehadnochildrenofhisown。Hismarriagewasaveryunhappyone。AsheliftedandundressedThea,hethoughttohimselfwhatabeauti—

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fulthingalittlegirl’sbodywas,——likeaflower。Itwassoneatlyanddelicatelyfashioned,sosoft,andsomilkywhite。Theamusthavegotherhairandhersilkyskinfromhermother。ShewasalittleSwede,throughandthrough。

Dr。Archiecouldnothelpthinkinghowhewouldcherishalittlecreaturelikethisifshewerehis。Herhands,solit—

tleandhot,soclever,too,——heglancedattheopenexer—

cisebookonthepiano。Whenhehadstitcheduptheflax—

seedjacket,hewipeditneatlyabouttheedges,wherethepastehadworkedoutontheskin。Heputonherthecleannightgownhehadwarmedbeforethefire,andtuckedtheblanketsabouther。Ashepushedbackthehairthathadfuzzeddownoverhereyebrows,hefeltherheadthought—

fullywiththetipsofhisfingers。No,hecouldn’tsaythatitwasdifferentfromanyotherchild’shead,thoughhebelievedthattherewassomethingverydifferentabouther。Helookedintentlyatherwide,flushedface,frecklednose,fiercelittlemouth,andherdelicate,tenderchin——theonesofttouchinherhardlittleScandinavianface,asifsomefairygodmotherhadcaressedherthereandleftacrypticpromise。Herbrowswereusuallydrawntogetherdefiantly,butneverwhenshewaswithDr。Archie。Heraffectionforhimwasprettierthanmostofthethingsthatwenttomakeupthedoctor’slifeinMoonstone。

Thewindowsgrewgray。Heheardatrampingontheatticfloor,onthebackstairs,thencries:"Givememyshirt!""Where’smyotherstocking?"

"I’llhavetostaytilltheygetofftoschool,"hereflected,"orthey’llbeinheretormentingher,thewholelotofthem。"

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II

ForthenextfourdaysitseemedtoDr。Archiethathispatientmightslipthroughhishands,dowhathemight。Butshedidnot。Onthecontrary,afterthatsherecoveredveryrapidly。Asherfatherremarked,shemusthaveinheritedthe"constitution"whichhewasnevertiredofadmiringinhermother。

Oneafternoon,whenhernewbrotherwasaweekold,thedoctorfoundTheaverycomfortableandhappyinherbedintheparlor。Thesunlightwaspouringinoverhershoulders,thebabywasasleeponapillowinabigrocking—chairbesideher。Wheneverhestirred,sheputoutherhandandrockedhim。Nothingofhimwasvisiblebutaflushed,puffyfore—

headandanuncompromisinglybig,baldcranium。Thedoorintohermother’sroomstoodopen,andMrs。Kronborgwassittingupinbeddarningstockings。Shewasashort,stalwartwoman,withashortneckandadetermined—lookinghead。Herskinwasveryfair,herfacecalmandunwrinkled,andheryellowhair,braideddownherbackasshelayinbed,stilllookedlikeagirl’s。ShewasawomanwhomDr。Archierespected;active,practical,unruffled;good—

humored,butdetermined。Exactlythesortofwomantotakecareofaflightypreacher。Shehadbroughtherhus—

bandsomeproperty,too,——onefourthofherfather’sbroadacresinNebraska,——butthisshekeptinherownname。

Shehadprofoundrespectforherhusband’seruditionandeloquence。Shesatunderhispreachingwithdeephumility,andwasasmuchtakeninbyhisstiffshirtandwhiteneck—

tiesasifshehadnotironedthemherselfbylamplightthenightbeforetheyappearedcorrectandspotlessinthepul—

pit。Butforallthis,shehadnoconfidenceinhisadminis—

trationofworldlyaffairs。Shelookedtohimformorning<p12>

prayersandgraceattable;sheexpectedhimtonamethebabiesandtosupplywhateverparentalsentimenttherewasinthehouse,torememberbirthdaysandanniver—

saries,topointthechildrentomoralandpatrioticideals。

Itwasherworktokeeptheirbodies,theirclothes,andtheirconductinsomesortoforder,andthissheaccom—

plishedwithasuccessthatwasasourceofwondertoherneighbors。Assheusedtoremark,andherhusbandad—

miringlytoecho,she"hadneverlostone。"Withallhisflightiness,PeterKronborgappreciatedthematter—of—fact,punctualwayinwhichhiswifegotherchildrenintotheworldandalonginit。Hebelieved,andhewasrightinbelieving,thatthesovereignStateofColoradowasmuchindebtedtoMrs。Kronborgandwomenlikeher。

Mrs。Kronborgbelievedthatthesizeofeveryfamilywasdecidedinheaven。Moremodernviewswouldnothavestartledher;theywouldsimplyhaveseemedfoolish——

thinchatter,liketheboastsofthemenwhobuiltthetowerofBabel,orlikeAxel’splantobreedostrichesinthechickenyard。FromwhatevidenceMrs。Kronborgformedheropinionsonthisandothermatters,itwouldhavebeendifficulttosay,butonceformed,theywereunchangeable。

Shewouldnomorehavequestionedherconvictionsthanshewouldhavequestionedrevelation。Calmandeven—

tempered,naturallykind,shewascapableofstrongpre—

judices,andsheneverforgave。

WhenthedoctorcameintoseeThea,Mrs。Kronborgwasreflectingthatthewashingwasaweekbehind,andde—

cidingwhatshehadbetterdoaboutit。Thearrivalofanewbabymeantarevisionofherentiredomesticschedule,andasshedroveherneedlealongshehadbeenworkingoutnewsleepingarrangementsandcleaningdays。Thedoctorhadenteredthehousewithoutknocking,aftermakingnoiseenoughinthehalltopreparehispatients。Theawasreading,herbookproppedupbeforeherinthesun—

light。

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"Mustn’tdothat;badforyoureyes,"hesaid,asTheashutthebookquicklyandslippeditunderthecovers。

Mrs。Kronborgcalledfromherbed:"Bringthebabyhere,doctor,andhavethatchair。Shewantedhiminthereforcompany。"

Beforethedoctorpickedupthebaby,heputayellowpaperbagdownonThea’scoverlidandwinkedather。

Theyhadacodeofwinksandgrimaces。Whenhewentintochatwithhermother,Theaopenedthebagcautiously,tryingtokeepitfromcrackling。Shedrewoutalongbunchofwhitegrapes,withalittleofthesawdustinwhichtheyhadbeenpackedstillclingingtothem。TheywerecalledMalagagrapesinMoonstone,andonceortwiceduringthewintertheleadinggrocergotakegofthem。Theywereusedmainlyfortabledecoration,aboutChristmas—time。

Theahadneverhadmorethanonegrapeatatimebefore。

Whenthedoctorcamebackshewasholdingthealmosttransparentfruitupinthesunlight,feelingthepale—greenskinssoftlywiththetipsofherfingers。Shedidnotthankhim;sheonlysnappedhereyesathiminaspecialwaywhichheunderstood,and,whenhegaveherhishand,putitquicklyandshylyunderhercheek,asifsheweretryingtodosowithoutknowingit——andwithouthisknowingit。

Dr。Archiesatdownintherocking—chair。"Andhow’sTheafeelingto—day?"

Hewasquiteasshyashispatient,especiallywhenathirdpersonoverheardhisconversation。Bigandhand—

someandsuperiortohisfellowtownsmenasDr。Archiewas,hewasseldomathisease,andlikePeterKronborgheoftendodgedbehindaprofessionalmanner。Therewassometimesacontractionofembarrassmentandself—

consciousnessalloverhisbigbody,whichmadehimawk—

ward——likelytostumble,tokickuprugs,ortoknockoverchairs。Ifanyonewasverysick,heforgothimself,buthehadaclumsytouchinconvalescentgossip。

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Theacurleduponhersideandlookedathimwithpleasure。"Allright。Iliketobesick。Ihavemorefunthenthanothertimes。"

"How’sthat?"

"Idon’thavetogotoschool,andIdon’thavetoprac—

tice。IcanreadallIwantto,andhavegoodthings,"——

shepattedthegrapes。"IhadlotsoffunthattimeI

mashedmyfingerandyouwouldn’tletProfessorWunschmakemepractice。OnlyIhadtodolefthand,eventhen。

Ithinkthatwasmean。"

Thedoctortookherhandandexaminedtheforefinger,wherethenailhadgrownbackalittlecrooked。"Youmustn’ttrimitdowncloseatthecornerthere,andthenitwillgrowstraight。Youwon’twantitcrookedwhenyou’reabiggirlandwearringsandhavesweethearts。"

Shemadeamockinglittlefaceathimandlookedathisnewscarf—pin。"That’stheprettiestoneyouev—ERhad。

Iwishyou’dstayalongwhileandletmelookatit。Whatisit?"

Dr。Archielaughed。"It’sanopal。SpanishJohnnybroughtitupformefromChihuahuainhisshoe。IhaditsetinDenver,andIworeitto—dayforyourbenefit。"

Theahadacuriouspassionforjewelry。Shewantedeveryshiningstoneshesaw,andinsummershewasalwaysgoingoffintothesandhillstohuntforcrystalsandagatesandbitsofpinkchalcedony。Shehadtwocigarboxesfullofstonesthatshehadfoundortradedfor,andsheimaginedthattheywereofenormousvalue。Shewasalwaysplan—

ninghowshewouldhavethemset。

"Whatareyoureading?"ThedoctorreachedunderthecoversandpulledoutabookofByron’spoems。"Doyoulikethis?"

Shelookedconfused,turnedoverafewpagesrapidly,andpointedto"Mynativeland,good—night。""That,"

shesaidsheepishly。

"Howabout`MaidofAthens’?"

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Sheblushedandlookedathimsuspiciously。"Ilike’Therewasasoundofrevelry,’"shemuttered。

Thedoctorlaughedandclosedthebook。ItwasclumsilyboundinpaddedleatherandhadbeenpresentedtotheReverendPeterKronborgbyhisSunday—Schoolclassasanornamentforhisparlortable。

"Comeintotheofficesomeday,andI’lllendyouanicebook。Youcanskipthepartsyoudon’tunderstand。Youcanreaditinvacation。Perhapsyou’llbeabletounder—

standallofitbythen。"

Theafrownedandlookedfretfullytowardthepiano。

"InvacationIhavetopracticefourhourseveryday,andthenthere’llbeThortotakecareof。"Shepronouncedit"Tor。"

"Thor?Oh,you’venamedthebabyThor?"exclaimedthedoctor。

Theafrownedagain,stillmorefiercely,andsaidquickly,"That’sanicename,onlymaybeit’salittle——old—

fashioned。"Shewasverysensitiveaboutbeingthoughtaforeigner,andwasproudofthefactthat,intown,herfatheralwayspreachedinEnglish;verybookishEnglish,atthat,onemightadd。

BorninanoldScandinaviancolonyinMinnesota,PeterKronborghadbeensenttoasmalldivinityschoolinIndianabythewomenofaSwedishevangelicalmission,whowereconvincedofhisgiftsandwhoskimpedandbeggedandgavechurchsupperstogetthelong,lazyyouththroughtheseminary。HecouldstillspeakenoughSwed—

ishtoexhortandtoburythemembersofhiscountrychurchoutatCopperHole,andhewieldedinhisMoon—

stonepulpitasomewhatpompousEnglishvocabularyhehadlearnedoutofbooksatcollege。Healwaysspokeof"theinfantSaviour,""ourHeavenlyFather,"etc。Thepoormanhadnonatural,spontaneoushumanspeech。Ifhehadhissinceremoments,theywereperforceinarticu—

late。Probablyagooddealofhispretentiousnesswasdue<p16>

tothefactthathehabituallyexpressedhimselfinabook—

learnedlanguage,whollyremotefromanythingpersonal,native,orhomely。Mrs。KronborgspokeSwedishtoherownsistersandtohersister—in—lawTillie,andcolloquialEnglishtoherneighbors。Thea,whohadarathersensitiveear,untilshewenttoschoolneverspokeatall,exceptinmonosyllables,andhermotherwasconvincedthatshewastongue—tied。Shewasstillineptinspeechforachildsointelligent。Herideaswereusuallyclear,butsheseldomattemptedtoexplainthem,evenatschool,wheresheexcelledin"writtenwork"andneverdidmorethanmutterareply。

"Yourmusicprofessorstoppedmeonthestreetto—dayandaskedmehowyouwere,"saidthedoctor,rising。

"He’llbesickhimself,trottingaroundinthisslushwithnoovercoatorovershoes。"

"He’spoor,"saidTheasimply。

Thedoctorsighed。"I’mafraidhe’sworsethanthat。

Ishealwaysallrightwhenyoutakeyourlessons?Neveractsasifhe’dbeendrinking?"

Thealookedangryandspokeexcitedly。"Heknowsalot。Morethananybody。Idon’tcareifhedoesdrink;

he’soldandpoor。"Hervoiceshookalittle。

Mrs。Kronborgspokeupfromthenextroom。"He’sagoodteacher,doctor。It’sgoodforushedoesdrink。He’dneverbeinalittleplacelikethisifhedidn’thavesomeweakness。Thesewomenthatteachmusicaroundheredon’tknownothing。Iwouldn’thavemychildwastingtimewiththem。IfProfessorWunschgoesaway,Thea’llhavenobodytotakefrom。He’scarefulwithhisscholars;

hedon’tusebadlanguage。Mrs。KohlerisalwayspresentwhenTheatakesherlesson。It’sallright。"Mrs。Kronborgspokecalmlyandjudicially。Onecouldseethatshehadthoughtthematteroutbefore。

"I’mgladtohearthat,Mrs。Kronborg。Iwishwecouldgettheoldmanoffhisbottleandkeephimtidy。Doyou<p17>

supposeifIgaveyouanoldovercoatyoucouldgethimtowearit?"ThedoctorwenttothebedroomdoorandMrs。

Kronborglookedupfromherdarning。

"Why,yes,Iguesshe’dbegladofit。He’lltakemostanythingfromme。Hewon’tbuyclothes,butIguesshe’dwear’emifhehad’em。I’veneverhadanyclothestogivehim,havingsomanytomakeoverfor。"

"I’llhaveLarrybringthecoataroundto—night。Youaren’tcrosswithme,Thea?"takingherhand。

Theagrinnedwarmly。"NotifyougiveProfessorWunschacoat——andthings,"shetappedthegrapessig—

nificantly。Thedoctorbentoverandkissedher。

III

Beingsickwasallverywell,butTheaknewfromexperiencethatstartingbacktoschoolagainwasattendedbydepressingdifficulties。OneMondaymorningshegotupearlywithAxelandGunner,whosharedherwingroom,andhurriedintothebackliving—room,betweenthedining—roomandthekitchen。There,besideasoft—coalstove,theyoungerchildrenofthefamilyundressedatnightanddressedinthemorning。Theolderdaughter,Anna,andthetwobigboyssleptupstairs,wheretheroomsweretheoreticallywarmedbystovepipesfrombelow。Thefirst(andtheworst!)thingthatconfrontedTheawasasuitofclean,pricklyredflannel,freshfromthewash。UsuallythetormentofbreakinginacleansuitofflannelcameonSunday,butyesterday,asshewasstayinginthehouse,shehadbeggedoff。Theirwinterunderwearwasatrialtoallthechildren,butitwasbitteresttoTheabecauseshehappenedtohavethemostsensitiveskin。Whileshewastuggingiton,herAuntTilliebroughtinwarmwaterfromtheboilerandfilledthetinpitcher。Theawashedherface,brushedandbraidedherhair,andgotintoherbluecash—

meredress。Overthisshebuttonedalongapron,withsleeves,whichwouldnotberemoveduntilsheputonhercloaktogotoschool。GunnerandAxel,onthesoapboxbehindthestove,hadtheirusualquarrelaboutwhichshouldwearthetighteststockings,buttheyexchangedreproachesinlowtones,fortheywerewholesomelyafraidofMrs。Kronborg’srawhidewhip。Shedidnotchastiseherchildrenoften,butshediditthoroughly。Onlyasome—

whatsternsystemofdisciplinecouldhavekeptanydegreeoforderandquietinthatovercrowdedhouse。

Mrs。Kronborg’schildrenwerealltrainedtodressthem—

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selvesattheearliestpossibleage,tomaketheirownbeds,——theboysaswellasthegirls,——totakecareoftheirclothes,toeatwhatwasgiventhem,andtokeepoutoftheway。Mrs。Kronborgwouldhavemadeagoodchess—

player;shehadaheadformovesandpositions。

Anna,theelderdaughter,washermother’slieutenant。

AllthechildrenknewthattheymustobeyAnna,whowasanobstinatecontenderforproprietiesandnotalwaysfair—

minded。ToseetheyoungKronborgsheadedforSunday—

Schoolwaslikewatchingamilitarydrill。Mrs。Kronborgletherchildren’smindsalone。Shedidnotpryintotheirthoughtsornagthem。Sherespectedthemasindividuals,andoutsideofthehousetheyhadagreatdealofliberty。

Buttheircommunallifewasdefinitelyordered。

Inthewinterthechildrenbreakfastedinthekitchen;

GusandCharleyandAnnafirst,whiletheyoungerchil—

drenweredressing。Guswasnineteenandwasaclerkinadry—goodsstore。Charley,eighteenmonthsyounger,workedinafeedstore。Theyleftthehousebythekitchendooratseveno’clock,andthenAnnahelpedherAuntTilliegetthebreakfastfortheyoungerones。Withoutthehelpofthissister—in—law,TillieKronborg,Mrs。Kronborg’slifewouldhavebeenahardone。Mrs。KronborgoftenremindedAnnathat"nohiredhelpwouldeverhavetakenthesameinterest。"

Mr。Kronborgcameofapoorerstockthanhiswife;fromalowly,ignorantfamilythathadlivedinapoorpartofSweden。Hisgreat—grandfatherhadgonetoNorwaytoworkasafarmlaborerandhadmarriedaNorwegiangirl。

ThisstrainofNorwegianbloodcameoutsomewhereineachgenerationoftheKronborgs。TheintemperanceofoneofPeterKronborg’suncles,andthereligiousmaniaofanother,hadbeenalikechargedtotheNorwegiangrandmother。BothPeterKronborgandhissisterTillieweremoreliketheNorwegianrootofthefamilythanliketheSwedish,andthissameNorwegianstrainwas<p20>

stronginThea,thoughinherittookaverydifferentcharacter。

Tilliewasaqueer,addle—patedthing,asflightyasagirlatthirty—five,andoverweeninglyfondofgayclothes——

whichtaste,asMrs。Kronborgphilosophicallysaid,didnobodyanyharm。Tilliewasalwayscheerful,andhertonguewasstillforscarcelyaminuteduringtheday。Shehadbeencruellyoverworkedonherfather’sMinnesotafarmwhenshewasayounggirl,andshehadneverbeensohappyasshewasnow;hadneverbefore,asshesaid,hadsuchsocialadvantages。ShethoughtherbrotherthemostimportantmaninMoonstone。Shenevermissedachurchservice,and,muchtotheembarrassmentofthechildren,shealways"spokeapiece"attheSunday—Schoolconcerts。Shehadacompletesetof"StandardRecita—

tions,"whichsheconnedonSundays。Thismorning,whenTheaandhertwoyoungerbrotherssatdowntobreakfast,TilliewasremonstratingwithGunnerbecausehehadnotlearnedarecitationassignedtohimforGeorgeWashingtonDayatschool。TheunmemorizedtextlayheavilyonGunner’sconscienceasheattackedhisbuckwheatcakesandsausage。HeknewthatTilliewasintheright,andthat"whenthedaycamehewouldbeashamedofhimself。"

"Idon’tcare,"hemuttered,stirringhiscoffee;"theyoughtn’ttomakeboysspeak。It’sallrightforgirls。Theyliketoshowoff。"

"Noshowingoffaboutit。Boysoughttoliketospeakupfortheircountry。Andwhatwastheuseofyourfatherbuyingyouanewsuit,ifyou’renotgoingtotakepartinanything?"

"ThatwasforSunday—School。I’dratherwearmyoldone,anyhow。Whydidn’ttheygivethepiecetoThea?"

Gunnergrumbled。

Tilliewasturningbuckwheatcakesatthegriddle。

"Theacanplayandsing,shedon’tneedtospeak。Butyou’vegottoknowhowtodosomething,Gunner,that<p21>

youhave。Whatareyougoingtodowhenyougitbigandwanttogitintosociety,ifyoucan’tdonothing?Every—

body’llsay,`Canyousing?Canyouplay?Canyouspeak?Thengitrightoutofsociety。’An’that’swhatthey’llsaytoyou,Mr。Gunner。"

GunnerandAlexgrinnedatAnna,whowaspreparinghermother’sbreakfast。TheynevermadefunofTillie,buttheyunderstoodwellenoughthatthereweresubjectsuponwhichherideaswereratherfoolish。WhenTilliestrucktheshallows,Theawasusuallypromptinturningtheconversation。

"WillyouandAxelletmehaveyoursledatrecess?"

sheasked。

"Allthetime?"askedGunnerdubiously。

"I’llworkyourexamplesforyouto—night,ifyoudo。"

"Oh,allright。There’llbealotof’em。"

"Idon’tmind,Icanwork’emfast。Howaboutyours,Axel?"

Axelwasafatlittleboyofseven,withpretty,lazyblueeyes。"Idon’tcare,"hemurmured,butteringhislastbuckwheatcakewithoutambition;"toomuchtroubletocopy’emdown。JennySmiley’llletmehavehers。"

TheboysweretopullTheatoschoolontheirsled,asthesnowwasdeep。Thethreesetofftogether。Annawasnowinthehighschool,andshenolongerwentwiththefamilyparty,butwalkedtoschoolwithsomeoftheoldergirlswhowereherfriends,andworeahat,notahoodlikeThea。