ByAlbertBigelowPaineVOLUMEI,Part1:1835—1866
MARKTWAIN
ABIOGRAPHY
THEPERSONALANDLITERARYLIFEOF
SAMUELLANGHORNECLEMENS
BY
ALBERTBIGELOWPAINE
TO
CLARACLEMENSGABRILOWITSCH
WHOSTEADILYUPHELDTHE
AUTHOR’SPURPOSETOWRITE
HISTORYRATHERTHANEULOGYAS
THESTORYOFHERFATHER’SLIFE
ANACKNOWLEDGMENT
DearWilliamDeanHowells,JosephHopkinsTwichell,JosephT。Goodman,andotheroldfriendsofMarkTwain:
Icannotletthesevolumesgotopresswithoutsomegratefulwordtoyouwhohavehelpedmeduringthesixyearsandmorethathavegonetotheirmaking。
First,IwanttoconfesshowIhaveenviedyouyourassociationwithMarkTwaininthosedayswhenyouandhe"wentgipsying,alongtimeago。"
Next,Iwanttoexpressmywonderatyourwillingnesstogivemesounstintedlyfromyourpreciouslettersandmemories,whenitisinthenatureofmantohoardsuchtreasures,forhimselfandforthosewhofollowhim。And,lastly,IwanttotellyouthatIdonotenvyyousomuch,anymore,forinthesechapters,oneafteranother,throughyourgrace,Ihavegonegipsyingwithyouall。NeitherdoIwondernow,forI
havecometoknowthatoutofyourloveforhimgrewthatgreaterunselfishness(ordivineselfishness,ashehimselfmighthavetermedit),andthatnothingshortofthefullestyoucoulddoforhismemorywouldhavecontentedyourhearts。
Mygratitudeismeasureless;anditisworld—wide,forthereisnolandsodistantthatitdoesnotcontainsomeonewhohaseagerlycontributedtothestory。Only,Iseemsopoorlyabletoputmythanksintowords。
AlbertBigelowPaine。
PREFATORYNOTE
CertainhappeningsasrecordedinthisworkwillbefoundtodiffermateriallyfromthesameincidentsandepisodesassetdowninthewritingsofMr。Clemenshimself。MarkTwain’sspiritwasbuiltoftheveryfabricoftruth,sofarasmoralintentwasconcerned,butinhisearlierautobiographicalwritings——andmostofhisearlierwritingswereautobiographical——hemadenorealpretensetoaccuracyoftime,place,orcircumstance——seeking,ashesaid,"onlytotellagoodstory"——whileinlateryearsanever—vividimaginationandacapriciousmemorymadehistorydifficult,evenwhen,asinhisso—called"Autobiography,"hiseffortwasinthedirectionoffact。
"WhenIwasyoungerIcouldrememberanything,whetherithappenedornot,"heoncesaid,quaintly,"butIamgettingold,andsoonIshallrememberonlythelatter。"
Thereadermaybeassured,wherediscrepanciesoccur,thatthewriterofthismemoirhasobtainedhisdatafromdirectandpositivesources:
letters,diaries,accountbooks,orotherimmediatememoranda;alsofromtheconcurringtestimonyofeye—witnesses,supportedbyaunityofcircumstanceandconditions,andnotfromhearsayorvagrantprinteditems。
MARKTWAIN
ABIOGRAPHY
I
ANCESTORS
Onpage492oftheoldvolumeofSuetonius,whichMarkTwainreaduntilhisverylastday,thereisareferencetooneFlaviusClemens,amanofwiderepute"forhiswantofenergy,"andinamarginalnotehehaswritten:
"Iguessthisiswhereourlinestarts。"
Itwaslikehimtowritethat。Itspokeinhiswhimsicalfashiontheattitudeofhumility,thereadyacknowledgmentofshortcoming,whichwashischiefcharacteristicandmadehimlovable——inhispersonalityandinhiswork。
Historically,weneednotacceptthisidentityoftheClemensancestry。
Thenameitselfhasakindlymeaning,andwasnotanuncommononeinRome。Therewasanearlypopebythatname,anditappearsnowandagainintheannalsoftheMiddleAges。MorelatelytherewasaGregoryClemens,anEnglishlandownerwhobecameamemberofParliamentunderCromwellandsignedthedeath—warrantofCharlesI。Afterwardhewastriedasaregicide,hisestateswereconfiscated,andhisheadwasexposedonapoleonthetopofWestminsterHall。
TraditionsaysthatthefamilyofGregoryClemensdidnotremaininEngland,butemigratedtoVirginia(orNewJersey),andfromthem,indirectline,descendedtheVirginiaClemenses,includingJohnMarshallClemens,thefatherofMarkTwain。Perhapsthelinecouldbetraced,anditsvariousstepsidentified,but,afterall,anancestormoreorlessneednotmatterwhenitisthestoryofadescendantthatistobewritten。
OfMarkTwain’simmediateforebears,however,thereissomethingtobesaid。Hispaternalgrandfather,whosenamealsowasSamuel,wasamanofcultureandliterarytaste。In1797hemarriedaVirginiagirl,PamelaGoggin;andoftheirfivechildrenJohnMarshallClemens,bornAugust11,1798,wastheeldest——becomingmaleheadofthefamilyattheageofseven,whenhisfatherwasaccidentallykilledatahouse—raising。Thefamilywasnotapoorone,buttheboygrewupwithatasteforwork。Asayouthhebecameaclerkinanironmanufactory,atLynchburg,anddoubtlessstudiedatnight。Atallevents,heacquiredaneducation,butinjuredhishealthinthemeantime,andsomewhatlater,withhismotherandtheyoungerchildren,removedtoAdairCounty,Kentucky,wherethewidowpresentlymarriedasweetheartofhergirlhood,oneSimonHancock,agoodman。Induecourse,JohnClemenswassenttoColumbia,thecountyseat,tostudylaw。Whenthelivingheirsbecameofageheadministeredhisfather’sestate,receivingashisownsharethreenegroslaves;alsoamahoganysideboard,whichremainsamongtheClemenseffectstothisday。
Thiswasin1821。JohnClemenswasnowayoungmanoftwenty—three,neververyrobust,butwithagoodprofession,plentyofresolution,andaheartfullofhopeanddreams。Sober,industrious,andunswervinglyupright,itseemedcertainthathemustmakehismark。Thathewaslikelytobesomewhattoooptimistic,evenvisionary,wasnotthenregardedasamisfortune。
ItwastwoyearslaterthathemetJaneLampton;whosemotherwasaCasey——aMontgomery—CaseywhosefatherwasoftheLamptons(Lambtons)ofDurham,England,andwhoonherownaccountwasreputedtobethehandsomestgirlandthewittiest,aswellasthebestdancer,inallKentucky。TheMontgomeriesandtheCaseysofKentuckyhadbeenIndianfightersintheDanielBooneperiod,andgrandmotherCasey,whohadbeenJaneMontgomery,hadwornmoccasinsinhergirlhood,andoncesavedherlifebyjumpingafenceandout—runningaredskinpursuer。TheMontgomeryandCaseyannalswerefullofblood—curdlingadventures,andthereisto—dayaCaseyCountynexttoAdair,withaMontgomeryCountysomewhatfarthereast。AsfortheLamptons,thereisanearldomintheEnglishfamily,andtherewereclaimantseventhenintheAmericanbranch。AllthesethingswereworthwhileinKentucky,butitwasrareJaneLamptonherself——gay,buoyant,celebratedforherbeautyandhergrace;abletodanceallnight,andalldaytoo,forthatmatter——thatwontheheartofJohnMarshallClemens,swepthimoffhisfeetalmostatthemomentoftheirmeeting。ManyofthecharacteristicsthatmadeMarkTwainfamouswereinheritedfromhismother。Hissenseofhumor,hisprompt,quaintlyspokenphilosophy,theseweredistinctlyhercontributiontohisfame。Speakingofherinalaterday,heoncesaid:
"Shehadasortofabilitywhichisrareinmanandhardlyexistentinwoman——theabilitytosayahumorousthingwiththeperfectairofnotknowingittobehumorous。"
Shebequeathedhimthis,withoutdoubt;alsoherdelicatecomplexion;herwonderfulwealthofhair;hersmall,shapelyhandsandfeet,andthepleasantdrawlingspeechwhichgaveherwit,andhis,asereneandperfectsetting。
Itwasaone—sidedloveaffair,thebriefcourtshipofJaneLamptonandJohnMarshallClemens。Allherlife,JaneClemenshonoredherhusband,andwhilehelivedservedhimloyally;butthechoiceofherhearthadbeenayoungphysicianofLexingtonwithwhomshehadquarreled,andherpromptengagementwithJohnClemenswasamatteroftemperratherthantenderness。Shestipulatedthattheweddingtakeplaceatonce,andonMay6,1823,theyweremarried。Shewasthentwenty;herhusbandtwenty—
five。Morethansixtyyearslater,whenJohnClemenshadlongbeendead,shetookarailwayjourneytoacitywheretherewasanOldSettlers’
Convention,becauseamongthenamesofthoseattendingshehadnoticedthenameoftheloverofheryouth。Shemeanttohumbleherselftohimandaskforgivenessafteralltheyears。Shearrivedtoolate;theconventionwasover,andhewasgone。MarkTwainoncespokeofthis,andadded:
"Itisaspatheticaromanceasanythathascrossedthefieldofmypersonalexperienceinalonglifetime。"
II
THEFORTUNESOFJOHNANDJANECLEMENS
Withallhisabilityandindustry,andwiththe—bestofintentions,JohnClemenswouldseemtohavehadanunerringfacultyformakingbusinessmistakes。Itwashisoptimisticoutlook,nodoubt——hisabsoluteconfidenceintheprosperitythatlayjustahead——whichledhimfromoneunfortunatelocalityorenterprisetoanother,aslongashelived。
AboutayearafterhismarriagehesettledwithhisyoungwifeinGainsborough,Tennessee,amountaintownontheCumberlandRiver,andhere,in1825,theirfirstchild,aboy,wasborn。TheynamedhimOrion——aftertheconstellation,perhaps——thoughtheychangedtheaccenttothefirstsyllable,callingitOrion。Gainsboroughwasasmallplacewithfewenoughlawcases;butitcouldhardlyhavebeenassmall,orfurnishedasfewcases;asthenextoneselected,whichwasJamestown,FentressCounty,stillfarthertowardtheEastwardMountains。YetJamestownhadtheadvantageofbeingbrandnew,andintheeyeofhisfancyJohnClemensdoubtlesssawitthefuturemetropolisofeastTennessee,withhimselfitsforemostjuristandcitizen。Hetookanimmediateandactiveinterestinthedevelopmentoftheplace,establishedthecounty—seatthere,builtthefirstCourtHouse,andwaspromptlyelectedascircuitclerkofthecourt。
ItwasthenthathedecidedtolaythefoundationofafortuneforhimselfandhischildrenbyacquiringFentressCountyland。Grantscouldbeobtainedinthosedaysattheexpenseoflessthanacentanacre,andJohnClemensbelievedthattheyearslaynotfardistantwhenthelandwouldincreaseinvaluetenthousand,twenty,perhapsevenahundredthousandfold。Therewasnowrongestimateinthat。Landcoveredwiththefinestprimevaltimber,andfilledwithpreciousminerals,couldhardlyfailtobecomeworthmillions,eventhoughhisentirepurchaseof75,000acresprobablydidnotcosthimmorethan$500。ThegreattractlayabouttwentyninestothesouthwardofJamestown。StandinginthedooroftheCourtHousehehadbuilt,lookingoutoverthe"Knob"oftheCumberlandMountainstowardhisvastpossessions,hesaid:
"Whateverbefallsmenow,myheirsaresecure。Imaynotlivetoseetheseacresturnintosilverandgold,butmychildrenwill。"
Suchwasthecreationofthatmirageofwealth,the"Tennesseeland,"
whichallhisdaysandforlongafterwardwouldliejustahead——agoldenvision,itsnamethesinglewatchwordofthefamilyfortunes——thedreamfadingwithyears,onlymaterializingatlastasathemeinastoryofphantomriches,TheGildedAge。
YetforonceJohnClemenssawclearly,andifhisdreamdidnotcometruehewasinnowisetoblame。Thelandispricelessnow,andacorporationoftheClemensheirsisto—daycontestingthetitleofathinfragmentofit——aboutonethousandacres——overlookedinsomesurvey。
Believingthefutureprovidedfor,Clemensturnedhisattentiontopresentneeds。Hebuilthimselfahouse,unusualinitsstyleandelegance。Ithadtwowindowsineachroom,anditswallswerecoveredwithplastering,somethingwhichnooneinJamestownhadeverseenbefore。Hewasregardedasanaristocrat。Heworeaswallow—tailcoatoffinebluejeans,insteadofthecoarsebrownnative—madecloth。Theblue—jeanscoatwasornamentedwithbrassbuttonsandcostonedollarandtwenty—fivecentsayard,ahighpriceforthatlocalityandtime。Hiswifeworeacalicodressforcompany,whiletheneighborwivesworehomespunlinsey—woolsey。ThenewhousewasreferredtoastheCrystalPalace。WhenJohnandJaneClemensattendedballs——therewerecontinuousballsduringtheholidays——theywereconsideredthemostgracefuldancers。
Jamestowndidnotbecomethemetropolishehaddreamed。Itattainedalmostimmediatelytoagrowthoftwenty—fivehouses——mainlyloghouses——
andstoppedthere。Thecountry,too,wassparselysettled;lawpracticewasslenderandunprofitable,thecircuit—ridingfromcourttocourtwasverybadforoneofhisphysique。JohnClemenssawhisreserveofhealthandfundsdwindling,anddecidedtoembarkinmerchandise。Hebuilthimselfastoreandputinasmallcountrystockofgoods。Theseheexchangedforginseng,chestnuts,lampblack,turpentine,rosin,andotherproduceofthecountry,whichhetooktoLouisvilleeveryspringandfallinsix—horsewagons。Inthemeantimehewouldseemtohavesoldoneormoreofhisslaves,doubtlesstoprovidecapital。Therewasasecondbabynow——alittlegirl,Pamela,——borninSeptember,1827。Threeyearslater,May1830,anotherlittlegirl,Margaret,came。Bythistimethestoreandhomewereinonebuilding,thestoreoccupyingoneroom,thehouseholdrequiringtwo——clearlythefamilyfortunesweredeclining。
AboutayearafterlittleMargaretwasborn,JohnClemensgaveupJamestownandmovedhisfamilyandstockofgoodstoapointninemilesdistant,knownastheThreeForksofWolf。TheTennesseelandwassafe,ofcourse,andwouldbeworthmillionssomeday,butinthemeantimethestrugglefordailysubstancewasbecominghard。
HecouldnothaveremainedattheThreeForkslong,forin1832wefindhimatstillanotherplace,ontherightbankofWolfRiver,whereapost—officecalledPallMallwasestablished,withJohnClemensaspostmaster,usuallyaddressedas"Squire"or"Judge。"Astorewasruninconnectionwiththepostoffice。AtPallMall,inJune,1832,anotherboy,Benjamin,wasborn。
ThefamilyatthistimeoccupiedaloghousebuiltbyJohnClemenshimself,thestorebeingkeptinanotherloghouseontheoppositebankoftheriver。Henolongerpractisedlaw。InTheGildedAgewehaveMarkTwain’spictureofSquireHawkinsandObedstown,writtenfromdescriptionssuppliedinlateryearsbyhismotherandhisbrotherOrion;
and,whilenotexactindetail,itisnotregardedasanexaggeratedpresentationofeastTennesseeconditionsatthattime。Thechapteristoolongandtoodepressingtobesetdownhere。Thereadermaylookitupforhimself,ifhechooses。IfhedoeshewillnotwonderthatJaneClemens’shandsomefeatureshadbecomesomewhatsharper,andhermannerashadegraver,withtheyearsandburdensofmarriage,orthatJohnClemensatthirty—six—outofhealth,outoftunewithhisenvironment——
wasrapidlygettingoutofheart。Afterallthebrightpromiseofthebeginning,thingshadsomehowgonewrong,andhopeseemeddwindlingaway。
Atallman,hehadbecomethinandunusuallypale;helookedolderthanhisyears。Everyspringhewasprostratedwithwhatwascalled"sunpain,"anacuteformofheadache,nerve—rackinganddestroyingtoallpersistenteffort。Yethedidnotretreatfromhismoralandintellectualstandards,orlosetherespectofthatshiftlesscommunity。
Hewasneverintimidatedbytherougherelement,andhiseyeswereofakindthatwoulddisconcertninemenoutoften。Grayanddeep—setunderbushybrows,theyliterallylookedyouthrough。Absolutelyfearless,hepermittednonetotrampleonhisrights。ItistoldofJohnClemens,atJamestown,thatoncewhenhehadlostacowhehandedtheministeronSundaymorninganoticeofthelosstobereadfromthepulpit,accordingtothecustomofthatcommunity。Forsomereason,theministerputthedocumentasideandneglectedit。AtthecloseoftheserviceClemensroseand,goingtothepulpit,readhisannouncementhimselftothecongregation。ThosewhoknewMarkTwainbestwillnotfailtorecallinhimcertainofhisfather’slegacies。
Thearrivalofaletterfrom"ColonelSellers"invitingtheHawkinsfamilytocometoMissouriistoldinTheGildedAge。InrealitytheletterwasfromJohnQuarles,whohadmarriedJaneClemens’ssister,PatseyLampton,andsettledinFlorida,MonroeCounty,Missouri。ItwasamomentousletterinTheGildedAge,andnolesssoinreality,foritshiftedtheentiresceneoftheClemensfamilyfortunes,andithadtodowiththebirthplaceandtheshapingofthecareerofonewhosememoryislikelytolastaslongasAmericanhistory。
III
AHUMBLEBIRTHPLACE
Florida,Missouri,wasasmallvillageintheearlythirties——smallerthanitisnow,perhaps,thoughinthatdayithadmorepromise,eveniflesscelebrity。TheWestwasunassembledthen,undigested,comparativelyunknown。TwoStates,LouisianaandMissouri,withlessthanhalfamillionwhitepersons,wereallthatlaybeyondthegreatriver。
St。Louis,withitsboastedtenthousandinhabitantsanditsrivertradewiththeSouth,wasthesinglemetropolisinallthatvastunchartedregion。Therewasnotelegraph;therewerenorailroads,nostagelinesofanyconsequence——scarcelyanymaps。Forallthatonecouldseeorguess,oneplacewasaspromisingasanother,especiallyasettlementlikeFlorida,locatedattheforksofaprettystream,SaltRiver,whichthoseearlysettlersbelievedmightonedaybecomenavigableandcarrythemerchandiseofthatregiondowntothemightyMississippi,thencetotheworldoutside。
InthosedayscameJohnA。Quarles,ofKentucky,withhiswife,whohadbeenPatseyAnnLampton;also,later,BenjaminLampton,herfather,andothersoftheLamptonrace。ItwasnaturalthattheyshouldwantJaneClemensandherhusbandtogiveupthatdishearteningeastTennesseeventureandjointheminthisnewandpromisingland。Itwasnatural,too,forJohnQuarles——happy—hearted,generous,andoptimistic——towritetheletter。Therewereonlytwenty—onehousesinFlorida,butQuarlescountedstables,out—buildings——everythingwitharoofonit——andsetdownthenumberatfifty—four。
Florida,withitsiridescentpromiseandnegligiblefuture,wasjustthekindofaplacethatJohnClemenswithunerringinstinctwouldbecertaintoselect,andtheQuarleslettercouldhavebutoneanswer。Yettherewouldbethelongingforcompanionship,too,andJaneClemensmusthavehungeredforherpeople。InTheGildedAge,theSellersletterends:
"Come!——rush!——hurry!——don’twaitforanything!"
TheClemensfamilybeganimmediatelyitspreparationforgettingaway。
Thestorewassold,andthefarm;thelasttwowagon—loadsofproduceweresenttoLouisville;andwiththeaidofthemoneyrealized,afewhundreddollars,JohnClemensandhisfamily"flittedoutintothegreatmysteriousblankthatlaybeyondtheKnobsofTennessee。"Theyhadatwo—horsebarouche,whichwouldseemtohavebeenpreservedoutoftheirearlierfortunes。Thebaroucheheldtheparentsandthethreeyoungerchildren,Pamela,Margaret,analthelittleboy,Benjamin。Therewerealsotwoextrahorses,whichOrion,nowten,andJennie,thehouse—girl,aslave,rode。Thiswasearlyinthespringof1835。
TheytraveledbythewayoftheiroldhomeatColumbia,andpaidavisittorelatives。AtLouisvilletheyembarkedonasteamerboundforSt。
Louis;thenceoverlandoncemorethroughwildernessandsolitudeintowhatwasthentheFarWest,thepromisedland。
Theyarrivedoneevening,andifFloridawasnotquiteallinappearancethatJohnClemenshaddreamed,itwasatleastahaven——withJohnQuarles,jovial,hospitable,andfullofplans。ThegreatMississippiwaslessthanfiftymilesaway。SaltRiver,withasystemoflocksanddams,wouldcertainlybecomenavigabletotheForks,withFloridaasitsheadofnavigation。ItwasaSellersfancy,thoughperhapsitshouldbesaidherethatJohnQuarleswasnotthechieforiginalofthatlovelycharacterinTheGildedAge。Thatwasanotherrelative——JamesLampton,acousin——quiteaslovable,andabuilderofevenmoreinsubstantialdreams。
JohnQuarleswasalreadyestablishedinmerchandiseinFlorida,andwasprosperinginasmallway。Hehadalsoacquiredagoodfarm,whichheworkedwiththirtyslaves,andwasprobablytherichmanandleadingcitizenofthecommunity。HeofferedJohnClemensapartnershipinhisstore,andagreedtoaidhimintheselectionofsomeland。Furthermore,heencouragedhimtorenewhispracticeofthelaw。Thusfar,atleast,theFloridaventurewasnotamistake,for,whatevercame,matterscouldnotbeworsethantheyhadbeeninTennessee。
Inasmallframebuildingnearthecenterofthevillage,JohnandJaneClemensestablishedtheirhousehold。Itwasahumbleone—storyaffair,withtwomainroomsandalean—tokitchen,thoughcomfortableenoughforitssize,andcomparativelynew。Itisstillstandingandoccupiedwhentheselinesarewritten,anditshouldbepreservedandguardedasashrinefortheAmericanpeople;foritwasherethattheforemostAmerican—bornauthor——themanmostcharacteristicallyAmericanineverythoughtandwordandactionofhislife——drewhisfirstflutteringbreath,caughtblinkinglythelightofaworldthatintheyearstocomewouldriseupandinitswiderealmoflettershailhimasaking。
Itwasonableakday,November30,1835,thatheenteredfeeblythedomainhewastoconquer。Long,afterward,oneofthosewhoknewhimbestsaid:
"Healwaysseemedtomelikesomegreatbeingfromanotherplanet——neverquiteofthisraceorkind。"
Hemayhavebeen,foragreatcometwasintheskythatyear,anditwouldreturnnomoreuntilthedaywhenheshouldbebornebackintothefarspacesofsilenceandundiscoveredsuns。Butnobodythoughtofthis,then。
Hewasaseven—monthschild,andtherewasnofanfareofwelcomeathiscoming。Perhapsitwasevensuggestedthat,inahousesosmallandsosufficientlyfilled,therewasnorealneedofhiscomingatall。OnePollyAnnBuchanan,whoissaidtohaveputthefirstgarmentofanysortonhim,livedtoboastofthefact,——[ThishonorhasbeenclaimedalsoforMrs。MillieUptonandaMrs。Damrell。Probablyallwerepresentandassisted。]——butshehadnoparticularprideinthatmatterthen。Itwasonlyapunybabywithawaveringpromiseoflife。Still,JohnClemensmusthaveregardedwithfavorthisfirstgiftoffortuneinanewland,forhenamedthelittleboySamuel,afterhisfather,andaddedthenameofanoldanddearVirginiafriend,Langhorne。Thefamilyfortuneswouldseemtohavebeenimprovingatthistime,andhemayhaveregardedthearrivalofanothersonasagoodomen。
Withafamilyofeight,now,includingJennie,theslavegirl,moreroomwasbadlyneeded,andhebeganbuildingwithoutdelay。Theresultwasnotamansion,byanymeans,beingstilloftheone—storypattern,butitwasmorecommodiousthanthetinytwo—roomaffair。Theroomswerelarger,andtherewasatleastoneell,orextension,forkitchenanddining—roomuses。Thishouse,completedin1836,occupiedbytheClemensfamilyduringtheremainderoftheyearsspentinFlorida,wasofteninlaterdayspointedoutasMarkTwain’sbirthplace。Itmissedthatdistinctionbyafewmonths,thoughitshonorwassufficientinhavingshelteredhisearlychildhood。——[Thishouseisnolongerstanding。
Whenitwastorndownseveralyearsago,portionsofitwerecarriedoffandmanufacturedintosouvenirs。MarkTwainhimselfdisclaimeditashisbirthplace,andoncewroteonaphotographofit:"No,itistoostylish,itisnotmybirthplace。"]
IV
BEGINNINGALONGJOURNEY
Itwasnotarobustchildhood。Thenewbabymanagedtogothroughthewinter——amatterofcommentamongthefamilyandneighbors。Addedstrengthcame,butslowly;"LittleSam,"astheycalledhim,wasalwaysdelicateduringthoseearlyyears。
Itwasacuriouschildhood,fullofweird,fantasticimpressionsandcontradictoryinfluences,stimulatingaliketotheimaginationandthatembryophilosophyoflifewhichbeginsalmostwithinfancy。JohnClemensseldomdevotedanytimetothecompanyofhischildren。Helookedaftertheircomfortandmentaldevelopmentaswellashecould,andgaveadviceonoccasion。Heboughtabooknowandthen——sometimesapicture—book——
andsubscribedforPeterParley’sMagazine,amarvelofdelighttotheolderchildren,buthedidnotjoinintheiramusements,andherarely,ornever,laughed。MarkTwaindidnotremembereverhavingseenorheardhisfatherlaugh。TheproblemofsupplyingfoodwasasomberonetoJohnClemens;also,hewasworkingonaperpetual—motionmachineatthisperiod,whichabsorbedhissparetime,and,totheinventoratleast,wasnotamirthfuloccupation。JaneClemenswasbusy,too。Hersenseofhumordidnotdie,butwithaddedcaresandyearshertemperaswellasherfeaturesbecamesharper,anditwasjustaswelltobefairlyoutofrangewhenshewasbusywithheremployments。
LittleSam’scompanionswerehisbrothersandsisters,allolderthanhimself:Orion,tenyearshissenior,followedbyPamelaandMargaretatintervalsoftwoandthreeyears,thenbyBenjamin,akindlylittleladwhosegentlelifewaschieflydevotedtolookingafterthebabybrother,threeyearshisjunior。Butinadditiontotheseassociations,therewerethestillmorepotentinfluencesOfthatdayandsection,theintimate,envelopinginstitutionofslavery,thedailycompanionshipoftheslaves。Allthechildrenofthattimewerefondofthenegroesandconfidedinthem。Theywould,infact,havebeenlostwithoutsuchprotectionandcompany。
ItwasJennie,thehouse—girl,andUncleNed,amanofallwork——
apparentlyacquiredwiththeimprovedprospects——whowereinrealchargeofthechildrenandsuppliedthemwithentertainment。Wonderfulentertainmentitwas。Thatwasatimeofvisionsanddreams,small。
gossipandsuperstitions。Oldtaleswererepeatedoverandover,withadornmentsandimprovementssuggestedbyimmediateevents。AteveningtheClemenschildren,bigandlittle,gatheredaboutthegreatopenfireplacewhileJennieandUncleNedtoldtalesandhair—liftinglegends。
Evenababyoftwoorthreeyearscouldfollowthedriftofthisprimitivetellingandwouldshiverandclingclosewiththehorroranddelightofitscurdlingthrill。Thetalesalwaysbeganwith"Once’ponatime,"andoneofthemwasthestoryofthe"GoldenArm"whichthesmallestlistenerwouldonedayrepeatmoreelaboratelytowideraudiencesinmanylands。Brieflyitranasfollows:
"Once’Ponatimetherewasaman,andhehadawife,andshehada’armofpuregold;andshedied,andtheyburiedherinthegraveyard;andonenightherhusbandwentanddugherupandcutoffhergoldenarmandtuckithome;andonenightaghostallinwhitecometohim;andshewashiswife;andshesays:
"W—h—a—r—r’smygoldenarm?W—h—a—r—r’smygoldenarm?W—h—a—r—r’smyg—o—l—denarm?"
AsUncleNedrepeatedtheseblood—curdlingquestionshewouldlookfirstoneandthenanotherofhislistenersintheeyes,withhisbandsdrawnupinfrontofhisbreast,hisfingersturnedoutandcrookedlikeclaws,whilehebentwitheachquestionclosertotheshrinkingformsbeforehim。Thetonewassepulchral,withawfulpauseasifwaitingeachtimeforareply。Theculminationcamewithapounceononeofthegroup,ashakeoftheshoulders,andashoutof:
"YOU’VEgotit!’andshetorehimalltopieces!"
Andthechildrenwouldshout"Lordy!"andlookfurtivelyovertheirshoulders,fearingtoseeawomaninwhiteagainsttheblackwall;but,instead,onlygloomy,shapelessshadowsdartedacrossitastheflickeringflamesinthefireplacewentoutononebrandandflareduponanother。Thentherewasastoryofagreatballoffirethatusedtofollowlonelytravelersalongdarkroadsthroughthewoods。
"Once’ponatimetherewasaman,andhewasridingalongderoadandhecometoaha’ntedhouse,andhehearddechains’a—rattlin’anda—rattlin’
anda—rattlin’,andaballoffirecomerollin’upandgotunderhisstirrup,anditdidn’tmakenodifferenceifhishorsegallopedorwentsloworstoodstill,deballoffirestaidunderhisstirruptillhegotplumtodefrontdo’,andhiswifecomeoutandsay:’MyGord,dat’sdevilfire!’andshehadtoworkawitchspelltodriveitaway。"
"Howbigwasit,UncleNed?"
"Oh,’boutasbigasyourhead,andI’spectit’slikelytocomedowndisyerechimney’mostanytime。"
Certainlyanatmospherelikethismeantatropicdevelopmentfortheimaginationofadelicatechild。Allthegamesanddailytalkconcernedfancifulsemi—Africanconditionsandstrangeprimalpossibilities。Thechildrenofthatdaybelievedinspellsandcharmsandbad—lucksigns,alllearnedoftheirnegroguardians。
Butifthenegroeswerethechiefcompanionsandprotectorsofthechildren,theywerelikewiseoneoftheirdiscomforts。Thegreatestrealdreadchildrenknewwasthefearofmeetingrunawayslaves。Arunawayslavewasregardedasworsethanawildbeast,andtreatedworsewhencaught。OncethechildrensawonebroughtintoFloridabysixmenwhotookhimtoanemptycabin,wheretheythrewhimonthefloorandboundhimwithropes。Hisgroanswereloudandfrequent。Suchthingsmadeanimpressionthatwouldlastalifetime。
Slavepunishment,too,wasnotunknown,eveninthehousehold。Jennieespeciallywasoftensaucyandobstreperous。JaneClemens,withmorestrengthofcharacterthanofbody,onceundertooktopunishherforinsolence,whereuponJenniesnatchedthewhipfromherhand。JohnClemenswassentforinhaste。Hecameatonce,tiedJennie’swriststogetherwithabridlerein,andadministeredchastisementacrosstheshoulderswithacowhide。Thesewerethingsallcalculatedtoimpressasensitivechild。
Inpleasantweatherthechildrenroamedoverthecountry,huntingberriesandnuts,drinkingsugar—water,tyingknotsinlove—vine,pickingthepetalsfromdaisiestotheformula"Loveme—lovemenot,"alwaysaccompaniedbyoneormore,sometimesbyhalfadozen,oftheirsmalldarkyfollowers。ShoesweretakenoffthefirstofApril。Foratimeapairofoldwoolenstockingswereworn,butthesesoondisappeared,leavingthefeetbareforthesummer。Oneoftheirdreadswasthepossibilityofstickingarustynailintothefoot,asthiswasliabletocauselockjaw,amaladyregardedwithaweandterror。Theyknewwhatlockjawwas——UncleJohnQuarles’sblackman,Dan,wassubjecttoit。
Sometimeswhenheopenedhismouthtoitsutmostcapacityhefeltthejointsslipandwascompelledtoputdownthecornbread,orjoleandgreens,orthepieceof’possumhewaseating,whilehismouthremainedafixedabyssuntilthedoctorcameandrestoredittoanaturalpositionbyanexertionofmuscularpowerthatwouldhavewell—nighliftedanox。
UncleJohnQuarles,hishome,hisfarm,hisslaves,allweresourcesofnever—endingdelight。PerhapsthefarmwasjustanordinaryMissourifarmandtheslavesjustaveragenegroes,buttothosechildrenthesethingswereneverapparent。TherewasahaloaboutanythingthatbelongedtoUncleJohnQuarles,andthathalowasthejovial,hilariouskindnessofthatgentle—hearted,humaneman。Tovisitathishousewasforachildtobeinaheavenofmirthandprankscontinually。Whenthechildrencameforeggshewouldsay:
"Yourhenswon’tlay,eh?Tellyourmawtofeed’emparchedcornanddrive’emuphill,"andthiswasalwaysasplendidstrokeofhumortohissmallhearers。
Also,heknewhowtomimicwithhisemptyhandsthepeculiarpattingandtossingofaponeofcorn—breadbeforeplacingitintheoven。Hewouldmakethemostfearfulthreatstohisownchildren,fordisobedience,butneverexecutedanyofthem。Whentheywereoutfishingandreturnedlatehewouldsay:
"You——ifIhavetohuntyouagainafterdark,Iwillmakeyousmelllikeaburnthorn!"
Nothingcouldexceedtheferocityofthisthreat,andallthechildren,withdelightfulterrorandcuriosity,wonderedwhatwouldhappen——ifiteverdidhappen——thatwouldresultingivingachildthatpeculiarsavor。
AltogetheritwasacuriousearlychildhoodthatLittleSamhad——atleastitseemssotousnow。Doubtlessitwascommonplaceenoughforthattimeandlocality。
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THEWAYOFFORTUNE
PerhapsJohnQuarles’sjocular,happy—go—luckynatureandgeneralconductdidnotaltogetherharmonizewithJohnClemens’smoretaciturnbusinessmethods。Notwithstandingthefactthathewasabuilderofdreams,Clemenswasneatandmethodical,withhispapersalwaysinorder。Hehadaheartydislikeforanythingresemblingfrivolityandconfusion,whichverylikelywerethechieffeaturesofJohnQuarles’sstorekeeping。Atallevents,theydissolvedpartnershipattheendoftwoorthreeyears,andClemensopenedbusinessforhimselfacrossthestreet。Healsopractisedlawwhenevertherewerecases,andwaselectedjusticeofthepeace,acquiringthepermanenttitleof"Judge。"Heneededsomeonetoassistinthestore,andtookinOrion,whowasbythistimetwelveorthirteenyearsold;but,besideshisyouth,Orion——allhisdaysavisionary——wasastudious,pensiveladwithnotasteforcommerce。Thenapartnershipwasformedwithamanwhodevelopedneithercapitalnorbusinessability,andprovedadisasterintheend。ThemodesttideofsuccesswhichhadcomewithJohnClemens’sestablishmentatFloridahadbeguntowane。Anotherboy,Henry,borninJuly,1838,addedonemoreresponsibilitytohisburdens。
Therestillremainedapromiseofbetterthings。ThereseemedatleastagoodprospectthattheschemeformakingSaltRivernavigablewaslikelytobecomeoperative。Withevensmallboats(bateaux)runningashighasthelowerbranchoftheSouthFork,Floridawouldbecomeanemporiumoftrade,andmerchantsandproperty—ownersofthatvillagewouldreapaharvest。AnactoftheLegislaturewaspassedincorporatingthenavigationcompany,withJudgeClemensasitspresident。Congresswaspetitionedtoaidthisworkofinternalimprovement。Soconfidentwasthecompanyofsuccessthatthehamletwasthrownintoafeverofexcitementbytheestablishmentofaboatyardand,theactualconstructionofabateau;butaDemocraticCongressturneditsbackontheproposedimprovement。NoboatbiggerthanaskiffeverascendedSaltRiver,thoughtherewasawildreport,evidentlyahoax,thatapartyofpicnickershadseenonenightaghostlysteamer,loadedandmanned,puffingupthestream。AnoldScotchman,HughRobinson,whenheheardofit,said:
"Idon’tdoubtawordtheysay。InScotland,itoftenhappensthatwhenpeoplehavebeenkilled,oraretroubled,theysendtheirspiritsabroadandtheyareseenasmuchlikethemselvesasareflectioninalooking—
glass。Thatwasaghostofsomewreckedsteamboat。"
ButJohnQuarles,whowaspresent,laughed:
"Ifeveranybodywasintrouble,themenonthatsteamboatwere,"hesaid。"TheyweretheDemocraticcandidatesatthelastelection。TheykilledSaltRiverimprovements,andSaltRiverhaskilledthem。Theirghostswentuptheriveronaghostlysteamboat。"
Itispossiblethatthiscomment,whichwaswidelyrepeatedandtraveledfar,wastheoriginoftheterm"GoingupSaltRiver,"asappliedtodefeatedpoliticalcandidates。——[Thedictionariesgivethisphraseasprobablytraceabletoasmall,difficultstreaminKentucky;butitseemsmorereasonabletobelievethatitoriginatedinQuarles’swittycomment。]
NootherattemptwasevermadetoestablishnavigationonSaltRiver。
RumorsofrailroadsalreadyrunningintheEastputanendtoanysuchthought。Railroadscouldrunanywhereandwereprobablycheaperandeasiertomaintainthanthedifficultnavigationrequiringlocksanddams。SaltRiverlostitsprestigeasapossiblewaterhighwayandbecamemerescenery。RailroadshaveruinedgreaterriversthantheLittleSalt,andgreatervillagesthanFlorida,thoughneitherFloridanorSaltRiverhasbeentouchedbyarailroadtothisday。Perhapssuchclosedetailofearlyhistorymaybethoughtunnecessaryinaworkofthiskind,butallthesethingsweredefiniteinfluencesinthecareerofthelittleladwhomtheworldwouldonedayknowasMarkTwain。
VI
ANEWHOME
ThedeathoflittleMargaretwasthefinalmisfortunethatcametotheClemensfamilyinFlorida。Doubtlessithastenedtheirdeparture。
Therewasasuperstitioninthosedaysthattorefertohealthasgoodluck,ratherthantoascribeittothekindnessofProvidence,wastobringaboutajudgment。JaneClemensonedayspoketoaneighboroftheirgoodluckinthusfarhavinglostnomemberoftheirfamily。Thatsameday,whenthesisters,PamelaandMargaret,returnedfromschool,Margaretlaidherbooksonthetable,lookedintheglassatherflushedcheeks,pulledoutthetrundle—bed,andlaydown。
Shewasneverinherrightmindagain。Thedoctorwassentforanddiagnosedthecase"biliousfever。"Oneevening,aboutnineo’clock,Orionwassittingontheedgeofthetrundle—bedbythepatient,whenthedooropenedandLittleSam,thenaboutfouryearsold,walkedinfromhisbedroom,fastasleep。Hecametothesideofthetrundle—bedandpulledatthebeddingnearMargaret’sshoulderforsometimebeforehewoke。
Nextdaythelittlegirlwas"pickingatthecoverlet,"anditwasknownthatshecouldnotlive。Aboutaweeklatershedied。Shewasnineyearsold,abeautifulchild,plumpinform,withrosycheeks,blackhair,andbrighteyes。ThiswasinAugust,1839。ItwasLittleSam’sfirstsightofdeath——thefirstbreakintheClemensfamily:itleftasadhousehold。Theshoemakerwholivednextdoorclaimedtohaveseenseveralweeksprevious,inavision,thecoffinandthefuneral—
processionpassthegatebythewindingroad,tothecemetery,exactlyasithappened。
MatterswerenowgoingbadlyenoughwithJohnClemens。Yetheneverwaswithoutonegreatcomfortingthought——thefutureoftheTennesseeland。
Itunderlaideveryplan;itwasananodyneforeveryill。
"WhenweselltheTennesseelandeverythingwillbeallright,"wastherefrainthatbroughtsolaceinthedarkesthours。Ablessingforhimthatthiswasso,forhehadlittleelsetobrightenhisdays。
Negotiationslookingtothesaleofthelandwereusuallyinprogress。
Whenthepressurebecameveryhardandfinanceswereattheirlowestebb,itwasofferedatanyprice——atfivecentsanacre,sometimes。Whenconditionsimproved,howeverlittle,thepricesuddenlyadvancedeventoitsmaximumofonethousanddollarsanacre。Nowandthenagenuineoffercamealong,but,thougheagerlywelcomedatthemoment,itwasalwaysrefusedafteralittleconsideration。
"Wewillstrugglealongsomehow,Jane,"hewouldsay。"Wewillnotthrowawaythechildren’sfortune。"
TherewasoneotherwhobelievedintheTennesseeland——JaneClemens’sfavoritecousin,JamesLampton,thecourtliest,gentlest,mostprodigaloptimistofallthatguilelessrace。ToJamesLamptonthelandalwayshad"millionsinit"——everythinghad。Hemadestupendousfortunesdaily,innewways。ThebarementionoftheTennesseelandsenthimoffintofiguresthatendedwiththepurchaseofestatesinEnglandadjoiningthoseoftheDurhamLamptons,whomhealwaysreferredtoas"ourkindred,"casuallymentioningthewhereaboutsandhealthofthe"presentearl。"MarkTwainmerelyputJamesLamptononpaperwhenhecreatedColonelSellers,andthestoryoftheHawkinsfamilyastoldinTheGildedAgereflectsclearlythestruggleofthosedays。Thewords"Tennesseeland,"withtheirgoldenpromise,becamehisearliestrememberedsyllables。Hegrewtodetestthemintime,fortheycametomeanmockery。
Oneoftheoffersreceivedwasthetriflingsumoftwohundredandfiftydollars,andsuchwasthemoment’sneedthateventhiswasconsidered。
Then,ofcourse,itwasscornfullyrefused。InsomeautobiographicalchapterswhichOrionClemensleftbehindhesaid:
"Ifwehadreceivedthattwohundredandfiftydollars,itwouldhavebeenmorethanweevermade,clearofexpenses,outofthewholeoftheTennesseeland,afterfortyyearsofworrytothreegenerations。"
Whatalessspeculativeandmorelogicalreasonerwouldhavedoneinthebeginning,JohnClemensdidnow;heselectedaplacewhich,thoughlittlemorethanavillage,wasonariveralreadynavigable——asteamboattownwithatleastthebeginningsofmanufacturingandtradealreadyestablished——thatistosay,Hannibal,Missouri——apointwellchosen,asshownbyitsprosperityto—day。
Hedidnotdelaymatters。Whenhecametoadecision,heactedquickly。
Hedisposedofaportionofhisgoodsandshippedtheremainderoverland;
then,withhisfamilyandchattelsloadedinawagon,hewasreadytosetoutforthenewhome。Orionrecordsthat,forsomereason,hisfatherdidnotinvitehimtogetintothewagon,andhow,beingalwayssensitivetoslight,hehadregardedthisinthelightofdeliberatedesertion。
"Thesenseofabandonmentcausedmyhearttoache。ThewagonhadgoneafewfeetwhenIwasdiscoveredandinvitedtoenter。HowIwishedtheyhadnotmissedmeuntiltheyhadarrivedatHannibal。ThentheworldwouldhaveseenhowIwastreatedandwouldhavecried’Shame!’"
Thisincident,notedandremembered,longafterbecamecuriouslyconfusedwithanother,inMarkTwain’smind。InanautobiographicalchapterpublishedinTheNorthAmericanReviewhetellsofthemovetoHannibalandrelatesthathehimselfwasleftbehindbyhisabsentmindedfamily。
Theincidentofhisownabandonmentdidnothappenthen,butlater,andsomewhatdifferently。Itwouldindeedbeanabsent—mindedfamilyiftheparents,andthesisterandbrothersranginguptofourteenyearsofage,shoulddriveoffleavingLittleSam,agefour,behind。
——[AsmentionedinthePrefatoryNote,MarkTwain’smemoryplayedhimmanytricksinlaterlife。Incidentswerefilteredthroughhisvividimaginationuntilmanyofthemborelittlerelationtotheactualoccurrence。Someoftheselapseswereonlyamusing,butoccasionallytheyworkedanunintentionalinjustice。Itistheauthor’spurposeineveryinstance,sofarasispossible,tokeeptherecordstraight。]
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THELITTLETOWNOFHANNIBAL
Hannibalin1839wasalreadyacorporatecommunityandhadanatmosphereofitsown。ItwasatownwithadistinctSouthernflavor,thoughrathermoreastirthanthetrueSoutherncommunityofthatperiod;moreWesterninthatitplanned,thoughwithoutexcitement,certainnewenterprisesandmadeashow,atleast,ofmanufacturing。Itwassomnolent(aslavetowncouldnotbelessthanthat),butitwasnotwhollyasleep——thatistosay,dead——anditwastranquillycontent。MarkTwainremembereditas"thewhitetowndrowsinginthesunshineofasummermorning,……thegreatMississippi,themagnificentMississippi,rollingitsmile—widetidealong;……thedenseforestawayontheotherside。"
Thelittlecitywasproudofitsscenery,andjustlyso:circledwithbluffs,withHolliday’sHillonthenorth,Lover’sLeaponthesouth,theshiningriverintheforeground,therewaslittletobedesiredinthewayofsetting。
Theriver,ofcourse,wasthegreathighway。Raftsdriftedby;
steamboatspassedupanddownandgavecommunicationtotheoutsideworld;St。Louis,themetropolis,wasonlyonehundredmilesaway。
Hannibalwasinclinedtorankitselfasofnextimportance,andtookonairsaccordingly。Ithadsociety,too——allkinds——fromthenegroesandthetowndrunkards("General"GainesandJimmyFinn;later,OldBenBlankenship)upthroughseveralnondescriptgradesofmechanicsandtradesmentotheprofessionalmenofthecommunity,whoworetallhats,ruffledshirt—fronts,andswallow—tailcoats,usuallyofsomepositivecolor—blue,snuff—brown,andgreen。TheseandtheirfamiliesconstitutedthetruearistocracyoftheSoutherntown。Mostofthemhadpleasanthomes——brickorlargeframemansions,withcolonnadedentrances,afterthemannerofallSouthernarchitectureofthatperiod,whichhadanundoubtedGreekroot,becauseofcertaindrawing—books,itissaid,accessibletothebuildersofthosedays。Mostofthem,also,hadmeans——slavesandlandwhichyieldedanincomeinadditiontotheirprofessionalearnings。Theylivedinsuchstyleaswasconsideredfittingtotheirrank,andhadsuchcomfortsaswerethenobtainable。
ItwastothisgradeofsocietythatjudgeClemensandhisfamilybelonged,buthismeansnolongerenabledhimtoprovideeitherthecomfortsortheostentationofhisclass。HesettledhisfamilyandbelongingsinaportionofahouseonHillStreet——thePaveyHotel;hismerchandiseheestablishedmodestlyonMainStreet,withOrion,inanewsuitofclothes,asclerk。PossiblytheclothesgaveOrionarenewedambitionformercantilelife,butthiswaned。Businessdidnotbeginactively,andhewaspresentlydreamingandreadingawaythetime。A
littlelaterhebecameaprinter’sapprentice,intheofficeoftheHannibalJournal,athisfather’ssuggestion。
OrionClemensperhapsdeservesaspecialwordhere。Hewastobemuchassociatedwithhismorefamousbrotherformanyyears,andhispersonalityasboyandmanisworthatleastacasualconsideration。
Hewasfifteennow,andhaddevelopedcharacteristicswhichinagreaterorlessdegreeweretogowithhimthroughlife。Ofakindly,lovingdisposition,likealloftheClemenschildren,quickoftemper,butalwayscontrite,orforgiving,hewasneverwithoutthefondregardofthosewhoknewhimbest。Hisweaknessesweremanifold,but,onthewhole,ofanegativekind。Honorableandtruthful,hehadnotendencytobadhabitsorunworthypursuits;indeed,hehadnopositivetraitsofanysort。Thatwashischiefmisfortune。Fullofwhimsandfancies,unstable,indeterminate,hewasswayedbyeverypassingemotionandinfluence。Dailyhelaidoutanewcourseofstudyandachievement,onlytoflingitasidebecauseofsomechanceremarkorprintedparagraphorbitofadvicethatrancontrarytohispurpose。Suchalifeisboundtobeasuccessionofextremes——alternateperiodsofsupremeexaltationanddespair。Inhisautobiographicalchapters,alreadymentioned,Orionsetsdowneveryimpulseandemotionandfailurewiththatfaithfulhumilitywhichwonhimalwaystherespect,ifnotalwaystheapproval,ofmen。
Printingwasastepdownward,foritwasatrade,andOrionfeltitkeenly。Agentleman’ssonandaprospectiveheiroftheTennesseeland,hewasentitledtoaprofession。Tohimitwaspunishment,andthedisgraceweigheduponhim。ThenherememberedthatBenjaminFranklinhadbeenaprinterandhadeatenonlyanappleandabunchofgrapesforhisdinner。OriondecidedtoemulateFranklin,andforatimehetookonlyabiscuitandaglassofwateratameal,foreseeingthedaywhenheshouldelectrifytheworldwithhiseloquence。Hewassurprisedtofindhowclearhismindwasonthislowdietandhowrapidlyhelearnedhistrade。
OftheotherchildrenPamela,nowtwelve,andBenjamin,seven,wereputtoschool。Theywerepretty,attractivechildren,andHenry,thebaby,wasasturdytoddler,theprideofthehousehold。LittleSamwastheleastpromisingoftheflock。Heremaineddelicate,anddevelopedlittlebeyondatendencytopranks。Hewasaqueer,fanciful,uncommunicativechildthatdetestedindoorsandwouldrunawayifnotwatched——alwaysinthedirectionoftheriver。Hewalkedinhissleep,too,andoftentherestofthehouseholdgotupinthemiddleofthenighttofindhimfrettingwithcoldinsomedarkcorner。Thedoctorwassummonedforhimoftenerthanwasgoodforthefamilypurse——orforhim,perhaps,ifwemaycreditthestoryofheavydosingsofthosesternallopathicdays。
Yethewouldappearnottohavebeensatisfiedwithhisheritageofailments,andwasambitiousformore。Anepidemicofmeasles——theblack,deadlykind——wasravagingHannibal,andheyearnedforthecomplaint。
Heyearnedsomuchthatwhenheheardofaplaymate,oneoftheBowenboys,whohadit,heranawayand,slippingintothehouse,creptintobedwiththeinfection。Thesuccessofthisventurewascomplete。Somedayslater,theClemensfamilygatheredtearfullyaroundLittleSam’sbedtoseehimdie。Accordingtohisownafter—confession,thisgratifiedhim,andhewaswillingtodieforthegloryofthattouchingscene。
However,hedisappointedthem,andwaspresentlyupandaboutinsearchoffreshlaurels。——[InlaterlifeMr。Clemensdidnotrecollectthepreciseperiodofthisillness。Withhabitualindifferenceheassignedittovariousyears,ashismoodortheexigenciesofhisthemerequired。
Withoutdoubtthe"measles"incidentoccurredwhenhewasveryyoung。]——
Hemusthavebeenawearingchild,andwemaybelievethatJaneClemens,withhervariedcaresandlabors,didnotalwaysfindhimacomfort。
"YougavememoreuneasinessthananychildIhad,"shesaidtohimonce,inheroldage。
"IsupposeyouwereafraidIwouldn’tlive,"hesuggested,inhistranquilfashion。
Shelookedathimwiththatkeenhumorthathadnotdulledineightyyears。"No;afraidyouwould,"shesaid。Butthatwasonlyherjoke,forshewasthemosttenderheartedcreatureintheworld,and,likemothersingeneral,hadaweaknessforthechildthatdemandedmostofhermother’scare。
ItwasmainlyonhisaccountthatshespenthersummersonJohnQuarles’sfarmnearFlorida,anditwasduringthefirstsummerthatanincidentalreadymentionedoccurred。Itwasdecidedthatthewholefamilyshouldgoforabriefvisit,andoneSaturdaymorninginJuneMrs。Clemens,withthethreeelderchildrenandthebaby,accompaniedbyJennie,theslave—
girl,setoutinalightwagonfortheday’sdrive,leavingJudgeClemenstobringLittleSamonhorsebackSundaymorning。ThehourwasearlywhenJudgeClemensgotuptosaddlehishorse,andLittleSamwasstillasleep。Thehorsebeingready,Clemens,hismindfaraway,mountedandrodeoffwithoutoncerememberingthelittleboy,andinthecourseoftheafternoonarrivedathisbrother—in—law’sfarm。ThenhewasconfrontedbyJaneClemens,whodemandedLittleSam。
"Why,"saidthejudge,aghast,"IneveroncethoughtofhimafterIlefthimasleep。"
WhartonLampton,abrotherofJaneClemensandPatseyQuarles,hastilysaddledahorseandsetout,helter—skelter,forHannibal。Hearrivedintheearlydusk。Thechildwassafeenough,buthewascryingwithlonelinessandhunger。Hehadspentmostofthedayinthelocked,desertedhouseplayingwithaholeinthemeal—sackwherethemealranout,whenproperlyencouraged,inatinystream。Hewasfedandcomforted,andnextdaywassafeonthefarm,whichduringthatsummerandthosethatfollowedit,becamesolargeapartofhisboyhoodandlentacoloringtohislateryears。
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THEFARM
WehavealreadymentionedthedelightoftheClemenschildreninUncleJohnQuarles’sfarm。ToLittleSamitwasprobablyalife—saver。Withhissmallcousin,Tabitha,——[TabithaQuarles,nowMrs。Greening,ofPalmyra,Missouri,hassuppliedmostofthematerialforthischapter。]——
justhisownage(theycalledherPuss),hewanderedoverthatmagicdomain,fordingnewmarvelsateverystep,newdelightseverywhere。A
slave—girl,Mary,usuallyattendedthem,butshewasonlysixyearsolder,andnotolderatallinreality,soshewasjustaplaymate,andnotaguardiantobefearedorevaded。Sometimes,indeed,itwasnecessaryforhertothreatentotell"MissPatsey"or"MissJane,"whenherlittlechargesinsistedongoingfartherorstayinglaterthanshethoughtwisefromtheviewpointofherownpersonalsafety;butthiswasseldom,andonthewholeastayatthefarmwasjustonelongidyllicdreamofsummer—timeandfreedom。
Thefarm—housestoodinthemiddleofalargeyardenteredbyastilemadeofsawed—offlogsofgraduatedheights。Inthecorneroftheyardwerehickorytrees,andblackwalnut,andbeyondthefencethehillfellawaypastthebarns,thecorn—cribs,andthetobacco—housetoabrook——
adivineplacetowade,withdeep,dark,forbiddenpools。Downinthepasturetherewereswingsunderthebigtrees,andMaryswungthechildrenandranunderthemuntiltheirfeettouchedthebranches,andthentookherturnand"balanced"herselfsohighthattheironewishwastobeasoldasMaryandswinginthatsplendidway。Allthewoodswerefullofsquirrels——graysquirrelsandthered—foxspecies——andmanybirdsandflowers;allthemeadowsweregaywithcloverandbutterflies,andmusicalwithsinginggrasshoppersandcallinglarks;therewereblackberriesinthefencerows,applesandpeachesintheorchard,andwatermelonsinthecorn。Theywerenotalwaysripe,thosewatermelons,andonce,whenLittleSamhadeatenseveralpiecesofagreenone,hewasseizedwithcrampssoseverethatmostofthehouseholdexpectedhimtodieforthwith。
JaneClemenswasnotheavilyconcerned。
"Sammywillpullthrough,"shesaid;"hewasn’tborntodiethatway。"
Itistheslenderconstitutionthatbearsthestrain。"Sammy"didpullthrough,andinabrieftimewasreadyforfreshadventure。
Therewereplentyofthese:therewerethehorsestoridetoandfromthefields;theox—wagonstorideinwhentheyhaddumpedtheirheavyloads;
thecircularhorsepowertorideonwhentheythreshedthewheat。Thislastwasadangerousandforbiddenpleasure,butthechildrenwoulddartbetweentheteamsandclimbon,andtheslavewhowasdrivingwouldpretendnottosee。Thenintheeveningwhentheblackwomancamealong,goingafterthecows,thechildrenwouldraceaheadandsetthecowsrunningandjinglingtheirbells——especiallyLittleSam,forhewasawild—headed,impetuouschildofsuddenecstasiesthatsenthimcaperingandswinginghisarms,ventinghisemotionsinaseriesofleapsandshrieksandsomersaults,andspasmsoflaughterashelayrollinginthegrass。
Histendencytomischiefgrewwiththiswideliberty,improvedhealth,andtheencouragementofJohnQuarles’sgood—natured,fun—lovingslaves。
Thenegroquartersbeyondtheorchardwereespeciallyattractive。Inonecabinlivedabed—ridden,white—headedoldwomanwhomthechildrenvisiteddailyandlookeduponwithawe;forshewassaidtobeathousandyearsoldandtohavetalkedwithMoses。Thenegroesbelievedthis;thechildren,too,ofcourse,andthatshehadlostherhealthinthedesert,comingoutofEgypt。ThebaldspotonherheadwascausedbyfrightatseeingPharaohdrowned。Shealsoknewhowtoavertspellsandwardoffwitches,whichaddedgreatlytoherprestige。UncleDan’lwasafavorite,too—kind—heartedanddependable,whilehisoccasionallockjawgavehimanunusualdistinction。LongafterwardhewouldbecomeNiggerJimintheTomSawyerandHuckleberryFinntales,andsoinhisgentleguilelessnesswinimmortalityandtheloveofmanymen。
Certainlythiswasaheavenlyplaceforalittleboy,thefarmofUncleJohnQuarles,andthehousewasaswonderfulasitssurroundings。Itwasatwo—storydoublelogbuilding,withaspaciousfloor(roofedin)
connectingthetwodivisions。Inthesummerthetablewassetinthemiddleofthatshady,breezypavilion,andsumptuousmealswereservedinthelavishSouthernstyle,broughttothetableinvastdishesthatleftonlyroomforrowsofplatesaroundtheedge。Friedchicken,roastpig,turkeys,ducks,geese,venisonjustkilled,squirrels,rabbits,partridges,pheasants,prairie—chickens——thelististoolongtobeservedhere。Ifalittleboycouldnotimproveonthatbilloffareandinthatatmosphere,hiscasewashopelessindeed。Hismotherkepthimthereuntilthelatefall,whenthechillyeveningsmadethemgatheraroundthewide,blazingfireplace。Sixtyyearslaterhewroteofthatscene:
Icanseetheroomyetwithperfectclearness。Icanseeallitsbuildings,allitsdetails:thefamily—roomofthehouse,withthetrundle—bedinonecornerandthespinning—wheelinanotherawheelwhoserisingandfallingwail,heardfromadistance,wasthemournfulestofallsoundstome,andmademehomesickandlow—
spirited,andfilledmyatmospherewiththewanderingspiritsofthedead;thevastfireplace,piledhighwithflaminglogs,fromwhoseendsasugarysapbubbledout,butdidnotgotowaste,forwescrapeditoffandateit;……thelazycatspreadoutontheroughhearthstones,thedrowsydogsbracedagainstthejambs,blinking;myauntinonechimney—cornerandmyuncleintheothersmokinghiscorn—cobpipe;theslickandcarpetlessoakfloorfaintlymirroringtheflametongues,andfreckledwithblackindentationswherefire—coalshadpoppedoutanddiedaleisurelydeath;halfadozenchildrenrompinginthebackgroundtwilight;
splint—bottomchairshereandthere——somewithrockers;acradle——
outofservice,butwaitingwithconfidence。
Oneistemptedtodwellonthisperiod,toquoteprodigallyfromthesevividmemories——thethousandminuteimpressionswhichthechild’ssensitivemindacquiredinthatlong—agotimeandwouldrevealeverywhereinhisworkintheyearstocome。Forhimitwaseducationofamorevaluableandlastingsortthananyhewouldeveracquirefrombooks。
IX
SCHOOL—DAYS
Nevertheless,onhisreturntoHannibal,itwasdecidedthatLittleSamwasnowreadytogotoschool。Hewasaboutfiveyearsold,andthemonthsonthefarmhadlefthimwiryandlively,evenifnotveryrobust。
Hismotherdeclaredthathegavehermoretroublethanalltheotherchildrenputtogether。
"Hedrivesmecrazywithhisdidoes,whenheisinthehouse,"sheusedtosay;"andwhenheisoutofitIamexpectingeveryminutethatsomeonewillbringhimhomehalfdead。"
Hedid,infact,achievethefirstofhis"ninenarrowescapesfromdrowning"aboutthistime,andwaspulledoutoftheriveroneafternoonandbroughthomeinalimpandunpromisingcondition。Whenwithmulleinteaandcastor—oilshehadrestoredhimtoactivity,shesaid:"Iguesstherewasn’tmuchdanger。Peopleborntobehangedaresafeinwater。"
Shedeclaredshewaswillingtopaysomebodytotakehimoffherhandsforapartofeachdayandtrytoteachhimmanners。PerhapsthisisagoodplacetosaythatJaneClemenswastheoriginalofTomSawyer’s"AuntPolly,"andherportraitaspresentedinthatbookisconsideredperfect。Kind—hearted,fearless,lookingandactingtenyearsolderthanherage,aswomendidinthattime,alwaysoutspokenandsometimessevere,shewasregardedasa"character"byherfriends,andbelovedbythemas,acharitable,sympatheticwomanwhomitwasgoodtoknow。Hersenseofpitywasabnormal。Sherefusedtokillevenflies,andpunishedthecatforcatchingmice。She,woulddrowntheyoungkittens,whennecessary,butwarmedthewaterforthepurpose。OncomingtoHannibal,shejoinedthePresbyterianChurch,andherreligionwasofthatclean—
cut,strenuouskindwhichregardsasnecessaryinstitutionshellandSatan,thoughshehadbeenknowntoexpresspityforthelatterforbeingobligedtosurroundhimselfwithsuchpoorsociety。Herchildrenshedirectedwithconsiderablefirmness,andallweretractableandgrowingingraceexceptLittleSam。EvenbabyHenryattwowaslispingtheprayersthatSamwouldletgobydefaultunlesscarefullyguarded。HissisterPamela,whowaseightyearsolderandalwayslovedhimdearly,usuallysupervisedthesespiritualexercises,andinhergentlecareearnedimmortalityastheCousinMaryofTomSawyer。HewouldsayhisprayerswillinglyenoughwhenencouragedbysisterPamela,buthemuchpreferredtositupinbedandtellastonishingtalesoftheday’sadventure——taleswhichmadeprayerseemafutilecorrectiveandcausedhislistenerstowonderwhythelightningwasrestrainedsolong。Theydidnotknowtheywereglimpsingthefirstoutcroppingsofageniusthatwouldonedayamazeandentertainthenations。Neighborshearingofthesethings(alsocertainofhisnarrations)remonstratedwithMrs。
Clemens。
"Youdon’tbelieveanythingthatchildsays,Ihope。"
"Ohyes,Iknowhisaverage。Idiscounthimninetypercent。Therestispuregold。"Atanothertimeshesaid:"Sammyisawelloftruth,butyoucan’tbringitallupinonebucket。"
This,however,isdigression;theincidentsmayhavehappenedsomewhatlater。
AcertainMissE。HorrwasselectedtoreceivethepaymentfortakingchargeofLittleSamduringseveralhourseachday,directinghimmentallyandmorallyinthemeantime。HerschoolwastheninaloghouseonMainStreet(lateritwasremovedtoThirdStreet),andwasoftheprimitiveold—fashionedkind,withpupilsofallages,ranginginadvancementfromtheprimertothethirdreader,fromthetablestolongdivision,withalittlegeographyandgrammarandagooddealofspelling。Longdivisionandthethirdreadercompletedthecurriculuminthatschool。Pupilswhodecidedtotakeapost—graduatecoursewenttoaMr。Cross,whotaughtinaframehouseonthehillfacingwhatisnowthePublicSquare。
MissHorrreceivedtwenty—fivecentsaweekforeachpupil,andopenedherschoolwithprayer;afterwhichcameachapteroftheBible,withexplanations,andtherulesofconduct。ThentheABCclasswascalled,becausetheirrecitalwasahand—to—handstruggle,requiringnopreparation。
TherulesofconductthatfirstdayinterestedLittleSam。Hecalculatedhowmuchhewouldneedtotrimin,tosailclosetothedanger—lineandstillavoiddisaster。Hemadeamiscalculationduringtheforenoonandreceivedwarning;asecondoffensewouldmeanpunishment。Hedidnotmeantobecaughtthesecondtime,buthehadnotlearnedMissHorryet,andwaspresentlystartledbybeingcommandedtogooutandbringastickforhisowncorrection。
Thiswascertainlydisturbing。Itwassudden,andthenhedidnotknowmuchabouttheselectionofsticks。JaneClemenshadusuallyusedherhand。Itrequiredasecondcommandtogethimheadedintherightdirection,andhewasatrifledazedwhenhegotoutside。HehadtheforestsofMissouritoselectfrom,butchoicewasdifficult。Everythinglookedtoobigandcompetent。Eventhesmallestswitchhadawiry,discouraginglook。Acrossthewaywasacooper—shopwithagoodmanyshavingsoutside。
Onehadblownacrossandlayjustinfrontofhim。Itwasaninspiration。Hepickeditupand,solemnlyenteringtheschool—room,meeklyhandedittoMissHerr。
PerhapsMissHorr’ssenseofhumorpromptedforgiveness,butdisciplinemustbemaintained。
"SamuelLanghorneClemens,"shesaid(hehadneverhearditallstrungtogetherinthatominousway),"Iamashamedofyou!JimmyDunlap,goandbringaswitchforSammy。"AndJimmyDunlapwent,andtheswitchwasofasorttogivethelittleboyanimmediateandpermanentdistasteforschool。Heinformedhismotherwhenhewenthomeatnoonthathedidnotcareforschool;thathehadnodesiretobeagreatman;thathepreferredtobeapirateoranIndianandscalpordrownsuchpeopleasMissHorr。Downinherhearthismotherwassorryforhim,butwhatshesaidwasthatshewasgladtherewassomebodyatlastwhocouldtakehiminhand。
Hereturnedtoschool,butheneverlearnedtolikeit。Eachmorninghewentwithreluctanceandremainedwithloathing——theloathingwhichhealwayshadforanythingresemblingbondageandtyrannyoreventhesmallestcurtailmentofliberty。ASchoolwasruledwitharodinthosedays,abusyandefficientrod,astheScripturerecommended。OfthesmallerboysLittleSam’sbackwassoreasoftenasthenext,andhedreamedmainlyofadaywhen,grownbigandfierce,hewoulddescendwithhisbandandcaptureMissHorrandprobablydragherbythehair,ashehadseenIndiansandpiratesdointhepictures。Whenthedaysofearlysummercameagain;whenfromhisdeskhecouldseethesunshinelightingthesoftgreenofHolliday’sHill,withthepurpledistancebeyond,andtheglintoftheriver,itseemedtohimthattobeshutupwithaWebster’sspelling—bookandacrossoldmaidwasmorethanhumannaturecouldbear。Amongtherecordspreservedfromthatfar—offdaythereremainsayellowslip,whereoninneatold—fashionedpenmanshipisinscribed:
MISSPAMELACLEMENS
Haswontheloveofherteacherandschoolmatesbyheramiabledeportmentandfaithfulapplicationtohervariousstudies。
E。Horr,Teacher。
IfanysuchtestimonialwaseverawardedtoLittleSam,diligentsearchhasfailedtorevealit。Ifhewontheloveofhisteacherandplaymatesitwasprobablyforotherreasons。
Yethemusthavelearned,somehow,forhecouldreadpresentlyandwassoonregardedasagoodspellerforhisyears。Hisspellingcameasanaturalgift,asdidmostofhisattainments,thenandlater。
IthasalreadybeenmentionedthatMissHorropenedherschoolwithprayerandScripturalreadings。LittleSamdidnotespeciallydelightinthesethings,butherespectedthem。Nottodosowasdangerous。Flameswerebeingkeptbriskforlittleboyswhowereheedlessofsacredmatters;hishometeachingconvincedhimofthat。HealsorespectedMissHorrasanexampleoforthodoxfaith,andwhenshereadthetext"Askandyeshallreceive"andassuredthemthatwhoeverprayedforathingearnestly,hisprayerwouldbeanswered,hebelievedit。Asmallschoolmate,thebalker’sdaughter,broughtgingerbreadtoschooleverymorning,andLittleSamwasjust"honing"forsomeofit。Hewantedapieceofthatbaker’sgingerbreadmorethananythingelseintheworld,andhedecidedtoprayforit。
Thelittlegirlsatinfrontofhim,butalwaysuntilthatmorninghadkeptthegingerbreadoutofsight。Now,however,whenhefinishedhisprayerandlookedup,asmallmorselofthepreciousfoodlayinfrontofhim。Perhapsthelittlegirlcouldnolongerstandthathungrylookinhiseyes。Possiblyshehadheardhispetition;atalleventshisprayerborefruitandhisfaithatthatmomentwouldhavemovedHolliday’sHill。
Hedecidedtoprayforeverythinghewanted,butwhenhetriedthegingerbreadsupplicationnextmorningithadnoresult。Grieved,butstillunshaken,hetriednextmorningagain;stillnogingerbread;andwhenathirdandfourtheffortlefthimhungryhegrewdespairingandsilent,andworethehaggardfaceofdoubt。Hismothersaid:
"What’sthematter,Sammy;areyousick?"
"No,"hesaid,"butIdon’tbelieveinsayingprayersanymore,andI’mnevergoingtodoitagain。"
"Why,Sammy,whatintheworldhashappened?"sheasked,anxiously。Thenhebrokedownandcriedonherlapandtoldher,foritwasaseriousthinginthatdayopenlytorepudiatefaith。JaneClemensgatheredhimtoherheartandcomfortedhim。
"I’llmakeyouawholepanofgingerbread,betterthanthat,"shesaid,"andschoolwillsoonbeout,too,andyoucangobacktoUncleJohn’sfarm。"
AndsopassedandendedLittleSam’sfirstschool—days。
X
EARLYVICISSITUDEANDSORROW
ProsperitycamelagginglyenoughtotheClemenshousehold。Theyear1840
broughthardtimes:thebusinessventurepaidlittleornoreturn;lawpracticewasnotmuchmoreremunerative。JudgeClemensranfortheofficeofjusticeofthepeaceandwaselected,butfeeswereneitherlargenorfrequent。BytheendoftheyearitbecamenecessarytopartwithJennie,theslave—girl——agrieftoallofthem,fortheywerefondofherinspiteofherwilfulness,andsheregardedthemas"herfamily。"
Shewastall,wellformed,nearlyblack,andbroughtagoodprice。A
MethodistministerinHannibalsoldanegrochildatthesametimetoanotherministerwhotookittohishomefartherSouth。Asthesteamboatmovedawayfromthelandingthechild’smotherstoodatthewater’sedge,shriekingheranguish。Wearepronetoconsiderthesethingsharshlynow,whenslaveryhasbeendeadfornearlyhalfacentury,butitwasasacredinstitutionthen,andtosellachildfromitsmotherwaslittlemorethantosellto—dayacalffromitslowingdam。Onecouldbesorry,ofcourse,inbothinstances,butnecessityorconveniencearemattersusuallyconsideredbeforesentiment。MarkTwainoncesaidofhismother:
"Kind—heartedandcompassionateasshewas,Ithinkshewasnotconsciousthatslaverywasabald,grotesque,andunwarrantedursurpation。Shehadneverhearditassailedinanypulpit,buthadhearditdefendedandsanctifiedinathousand。Asfarasherexperiencewent,thewise,thegood,andtheholywereunanimousinthebeliefthatslaverywasright,righteous,sacred,thepeculiarpetoftheDeity,andaconditionwhichtheslavehimselfoughttobedailyandnightlythankfulfor。"
YetJaneClemensmusthavehadqualmsattimes——vague,unassembleddoubtsthattroubledherspirit。AfterJenniewasgonealittleblackchore—boywashiredfromhisowner,whohadboughthimontheeastshoreofMarylandandbroughthimtothatremoteWesternvillage,farfromfamilyandfriends。
Hewasacheeryspiritinspiteofthat,andgentle,butverynoisy。Alldayhewentaboutsinging,whistling,andwhoopinguntilhisnoisebecamemonotonous,maddening。OnedayLittleSamsaid:
"Ma——[thatwastheSouthernterm]——,makeSandystopsingingallthetime。It’sawful。"
Tearssuddenlycameintohismother’seyes。
"Poorthing!Heissoldawayfromhishome。Whenhesingsitshowsmaybeheisnotremembering。Whenhe’sstillIamafraidheisthinking,andIcan’tbearit。"
Yetanyoneinthatdaywhoadvancedtheideaoffreeingtheslaveswasheldinabhorrence。Anabolitionistwassomethingtodespise,tostoneoutofthecommunity。Thechildrenheldthenameinhorror,asbelongingtosomethinglessthanhuman;somethingwithclaws,perhaps,andatail。
ThemoneyreceivedforthesaleofJenniemadejudgeClemenseasierforatime。Businessappearstohaveimproved,too,andhewastidedthroughanotheryearduringwhichheseemstohavemadepaymentsonanexpensivepieceofrealestateonHillandMainstreets。Thisproperty,acquiredinNovember,1839,meantthepaymentofsomeseventhousanddollars,andwasacreditpurchase,beyonddoubt。Itwaswellrented,butthetenantsdidnotalwayspay;andpresentlyacrisiscame——adescentofcreditors——
andJohn:Clemensatforty—fourfoundhimselfwithoutbusinessandwithoutmeans。Heofferedeverything——hiscow,hishouseholdfurniture,evenhisforksandspoons——tohiscreditors,whoprotestedthathemustnotstriphimself。Theyassuredhimthattheyadmiredhisintegritysomuchtheywouldaidhimtoresumebusiness;butwhenhewenttoSt。
Louistolayinastockofgoodshewascoldlymet,andtheventurecametonothing。
HenowmadeatriptoTennesseeinthehopeofcollectingsomeolddebtsandtoraisemoneyontheTennesseeland。HetookalonganegromannamedCharlie,whomheprobablypickedupforasmallsum,hopingtomakesomethingthroughhisdisposalinabettermarket。Thetripwasanotherfailure。Themanwhoowedhimaconsiderablesumofmoneywassolvent,butpleadedhardtimes:
Itseemssoveryharduponhim——[JohnClemenswrotehome]——topaysuchasumthatIcouldnothavetheconsciencetoholdhimtoit……IstillhaveCharlie。ThehighestpriceIhadofferedforhiminNewOrleanswas$50,inVicksburg$40。AfterperformingthejourneytoTennessee,Iexpecttosellhimforwhateverhewillbring。
IdonotknowwhatIcancommenceforabusinessinthespring。Mybrainisconstantlyontherackwiththestudy,andIcan’trelievemyselfofit。Thefuture,takingitscompletionfromthestateofmyhealthormind,isalternatelybeaminginsunshineorover—
shadowedwithclouds;butmostlycloudy,asyoumaysuppose。Iwantbodilyexercise——someconstantandactiveemployment,inthefirstplace;and,inthenextplace,Iwanttobepaidforit,ifpossible。
ThisletterisdatedJanuary7,1842。Hereturnedwithoutanyfinancialsuccess,andobtainedemploymentforatimeinacommission—houseonthelevee。Theproprietorfoundsomefaultoneday,andJudgeClemenswalkedoutofthepremises。Onhiswayhomehestoppedinageneralstore,keptbyamannamedSehns,tomakesomepurchases。Whenheaskedthatthesebeplacedonaccount,Selmshesitated。JudgeClemenslaiddownafive—
dollargoldpiece,thelastmoneyhepossessedintheworld,tookthegoods,andneverenteredtheplaceagain。
WhenJaneClemensreproachedhimforhavingmadethetriptoTennessee,atacostoftwohundreddollars,sobadlyneededatthistime,heonlyrepliedgentlythathehadgoneforwhathebelievedtobethebest。
"Iamnotabletodiginthestreets,"headded,andOrion,whorecordsthis,adds:
"Icanseeyetthehopelessexpressionofhisface。"
Duringaformerperiodofdepression,suchasthis,deathhadcomeintotheClemenshome。Itcameagainnow。LittleBenjamin,asensitive,amiableboyoften,onedaysickened,anddiedwithinaweek,May12,1842。Hewasafavoritechildandhisdeathwasaterribleblow。LittleSamlongrememberedthepictureofhisparents’grief;andOrionrecallsthattheykissedeachother,somethinghithertounknown。
JudgeClemenswentbacktohislawandjudicialpractice。Mrs。Clemensdecidedtotakeafewboarders。Orion,bythistimeseventeenandaverygoodjourneymanprinter,obtainedaplaceinSt。Louistoaidinthefamilysupport。
Thetideoffortunehavingtouchedlow—watermark,theusualgentlestageofimprovementsetin。TimesgrewbetterinHannibalafterthosefirsttwoorthreeyears;legalfeesbecamelargerandmorefrequent。WithinanothertwoyearsjudgeClemensappearstohavebeeninfairlyhopefulcircumstancesagain——ableatleasttoinvestsomemoneyinsilkwormcultureandloseit,alsotobuyapianoforPamela,andtobuildamodesthouseontheHillStreetproperty,whicharichSt。Louiscousin,JamesClemens,hadpreservedforhim。Itwasthehousewhichisknowntodayasthe"MarkTwainHome。"——[’Thishouse,in1911,wasboughtbyMr。andMrs。GeorgeA。Mahan,andpresentedtoHannibalforamemorialmuseum。]——Nearit,towardthecornerofMainStreet,washisoffice,andherehedispensedlawandjusticeinamannerwhich,ifitdidnotbringhimaffluence,atleastwonforhimtherespectoftheentirecommunity。Oneexamplewillserve:
Nexttohisofficewasastone—cutter’sshop。Onedaytheproprietor,DaveAtkinson,gotintoamusswithone"Fighting"MacDonald,andtherewasatremendousracket。JudgeClemensranoutandfoundthemendown,punishingeachotheronthepavement。
"Icommandthepeace!"heshouted,ashecameuptothem。
Noonepaidtheleastattention。