"Iamfondofyou,especiallyasyouaretheonelivemanamongourwholeset。Yes,you’reallright!Choosewhatyouwill;it’sallthesame。You’llbeallrightanywhere。Butlookhere:giveupvisitingthoseKuraginsandleadingthatsortoflife。Itsuitsyousobadly—allthisdebauchery,dissipation,andtherestofit!"
"Whatwouldyouhave,mydearfellow?"answeredPierre,shrugginghisshoulders。"Women,mydearfellow;women!"
"Idon’tunderstandit,"repliedPrinceAndrew。"Womenwhoarecommeilfaut,that’sadifferentmatter;buttheKuragins’setofwomen,’womenandwine’Idon’tunderstand!"
PierrewasstayingatPrinceVasiliKuragin’sandsharingthedissipatedlifeofhissonAnatole,thesonwhomtheywereplanningtoreformbymarryinghimtoPrinceAndrew’ssister。
"Doyouknow?"saidPierre,asifsuddenlystruckbyahappythought,"seriously,Ihavelongbeenthinkingofit……LeadingsuchalifeIcan’tdecideorthinkproperlyaboutanything。One’sheadaches,andonespendsallone’smoney。Heaskedmefortonight,butIwon’tgo。"
"Yougivemeyourwordofhonornottogo?"
"Onmyhonor!"
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Itwaspastoneo’clockwhenPierrelefthisfriend。Itwasacloudless,northern,summernight。Pierretookanopencabintendingtodrivestraighthome。Butthenearerhedrewtothehousethemorehefelttheimpossibilityofgoingtosleeponsuchanight。Itwaslightenoughtoseealongwayinthedesertedstreetanditseemedmorelikemorningoreveningthannight。OnthewayPierrerememberedthatAnatoleKuraginwasexpectingtheusualsetforcardsthatevening,afterwhichtherewasgenerallyadrinkingbout,finishingwithvisitsofakindPierrewasveryfondof。
"IshouldliketogotoKuragin’s,"thoughthe。
ButheimmediatelyrecalledhispromisetoPrinceAndrewnottogothere。Then,ashappenstopeopleofweakcharacter,hedesiredsopassionatelyoncemoretoenjoythatdissipationhewassoaccustomedtothathedecidedtogo。ThethoughtimmediatelyoccurredtohimthathispromisetoPrinceAndrewwasofnoaccount,becausebeforehegaveithehadalreadypromisedPrinceAnatoletocometohisgathering;"besides,"thoughthe,"allsuch’wordsofhonor’areconventionalthingswithnodefinitemeaning,especiallyifoneconsidersthatbytomorrowonemaybedead,orsomethingsoextraordinarymayhappentoonethathonoranddishonorwillbeallthesame!"Pierreoftenindulgedinreflectionsofthissort,nullifyingallhisdecisionsandintentions。HewenttoKuragin’s。
ReachingthelargehouseneartheHorseGuards’barracks,inwhichAnatolelived,Pierreenteredthelightedporch,ascendedthestairs,andwentinattheopendoor。Therewasnooneintheanteroom;emptybottles,cloaks,andovershoeswerelyingabout;therewasasmellofalcohol,andsoundsofvoicesandshoutinginthedistance。
Cardsandsupperwereover,butthevisitorshadnotyetdispersed。Pierrethrewoffhiscloakandenteredthefirstroom,inwhichweretheremainsofsupper。Afootman,thinkingnoonesawhim,wasdrinkingontheslywhatwasleftintheglasses。Fromthethirdroomcamesoundsoflaughter,theshoutingoffamiliarvoices,thegrowlingofabear,andgeneralcommotion。Someeightornineyoungmenwerecrowdinganxiouslyroundanopenwindow。Threeotherswererompingwithayoungbear,onepullinghimbythechainandtryingtosethimattheothers。
"IbetahundredonStevens!"shoutedone。
"Mind,noholdingon!"criedanother。
"IbetonDolokhov!"criedathird。"Kuragin,youpartourhands。"
"There,leaveBruinalone;here’sabeton。"
"Atonedraught,orheloses!"shoutedafourth。
"Jacob,bringabottle!"shoutedthehost,atall,handsomefellowwhostoodinthemidstofthegroup,withoutacoat,andwithhisfinelinenshirtunfastenedinfront。"Waitabit,youfellows……HereisPetya!Goodman!"criedhe,addressingPierre。
Anothervoice,fromamanofmediumheightwithclearblueeyes,particularlystrikingamongallthesedrunkenvoicesbyitssoberring,criedfromthewindow:"Comehere;partthebets!"ThiswasDolokhov,anofficeroftheSemenovregiment,anotoriousgamblerandduelist,whowaslivingwithAnatole。Pierresmiled,lookingabouthimmerrily。
"Idon’tunderstand。What’sitallabout?"
"Waitabit,heisnotdrunkyet!Abottlehere,"saidAnatole,takingaglassfromthetablehewentuptoPierre。
"Firstofallyoumustdrink!"
Pierredrankoneglassafteranother,lookingfromunderhisbrowsatthetipsyguestswhowereagaincrowdingroundthewindow,andlisteningtotheirchatter。AnatolekeptonrefillingPierre’sglasswhileexplainingthatDolokhovwasbettingwithStevens,anEnglishnavalofficer,thathewoulddrinkabottleofrumsittingontheouterledgeofthethirdfloorwindowwithhislegshangingout。
"Goon,youmustdrinkitall,"saidAnatole,givingPierrethelastglass,"orIwon’tletyougo!"
"No,Iwon’t,"saidPierre,pushingAnatoleaside,andhewentuptothewindow。
DolokhovwasholdingtheEnglishman’shandandclearlyanddistinctlyrepeatingthetermsofthebet,addressinghimselfparticularlytoAnatoleandPierre。
Dolokhovwasofmediumheight,withcurlyhairandlight—blueeyes。Hewasabouttwenty—five。Likeallinfantryofficersheworenomustache,sothathismouth,themoststrikingfeatureofhisface,wasclearlyseen。Thelinesofthatmouthwereremarkablyfinelycurved。Themiddleoftheupperlipformedasharpwedgeandclosedfirmlyonthefirmlowerone,andsomethingliketwodistinctsmilesplayedcontinuallyroundthetwocornersofthemouth;this,togetherwiththeresolute,insolentintelligenceofhiseyes,producedaneffectwhichmadeitimpossiblenottonoticehisface。
Dolokhovwasamanofsmallmeansandnoconnections。Yet,thoughAnatolespenttensofthousandsofrubles,Dolokhovlivedwithhimandhadplacedhimselfonsuchafootingthatallwhoknewthem,includingAnatolehimself,respectedhimmorethantheydidAnatole。Dolokhovcouldplayallgamesandnearlyalwayswon。Howevermuchhedrank,heneverlosthisclearheadedness。BothKuraginandDolokhovwereatthattimenotoriousamongtherakesandscapegracesofPetersburg。
Thebottleofrumwasbrought。Thewindowframewhichpreventedanyonefromsittingontheoutersillwasbeingforcedoutbytwofootmen,whowereevidentlyflurriedandintimidatedbythedirectionsandshoutsofthegentlemenaround。
Anatolewithhisswaggeringairstrodeuptothewindow。Hewantedtosmashsomething。Pushingawaythefootmenhetuggedattheframe,butcouldnotmoveit。Hesmashedapane。
"Youhaveatry,Hercules,"saidhe,turningtoPierre。
Pierreseizedthecrossbeam,tugged,andwrenchedtheoakframeoutwithacrash。
"Takeitrightout,orthey’llthinkI’mholdingon,"saidDolokhov。
"IstheEnglishmanbragging?……Eh?Isitallright?"saidAnatole。
"First—rate,"saidPierre,lookingatDolokhov,whowithabottleofruminhishandwasapproachingthewindow,fromwhichthelightofthesky,thedawnmergingwiththeafterglowofsunset,wasvisible。
Dolokhov,thebottleofrumstillinhishand,jumpedontothewindowsill。"Listen!"criedhe,standingthereandaddressingthoseintheroom。Allweresilent。
"Ibetfiftyimperials"—hespokeFrenchthattheEnglishmanmightunderstandhim,buthedid,notspeakitverywell—"Ibetfiftyimperials……ordoyouwishtomakeitahundred?"addedhe,addressingtheEnglishman。
"No,fifty,"repliedthelatter。
"Allright。Fiftyimperials……thatIwilldrinkawholebottleofrumwithouttakingitfrommymouth,sittingoutsidethewindowonthisspot"(hestoopedandpointedtotheslopingledgeoutsidethewindow)"andwithoutholdingontoanything。Isthatright?"
"Quiteright,"saidtheEnglishman。
AnatoleturnedtotheEnglishmanandtakinghimbyoneofthebuttonsofhiscoatandlookingdownathim—theEnglishmanwasshort—
beganrepeatingthetermsofthewagertohiminEnglish。
"Wait!"criedDolokhov,hammeringwiththebottleonthewindowsilltoattractattention。"Waitabit,Kuragin。Listen!Ifanyoneelsedoesthesame,Iwillpayhimahundredimperials。Doyouunderstand?"
TheEnglishmannodded,butgavenoindicationwhetherheintendedtoacceptthischallengeornot。Anatoledidnotreleasehim,andthoughhekeptnoddingtoshowthatheunderstood,AnatolewentontranslatingDolokhov’swordsintoEnglish。Athinyounglad,anhussaroftheLifeGuards,whohadbeenlosingthatevening,climbedonthewindowsill,leanedover,andlookeddown。
"Oh!Oh!Oh!"hemuttered,lookingdownfromthewindowatthestonesofthepavement。
"Shutup!"criedDolokhov,pushinghimawayfromthewindow。Theladjumpedawkwardlybackintotheroom,trippingoverhisspurs。
Placingthebottleonthewindowsillwherehecouldreachiteasily,Dolokhovclimbedcarefullyandslowlythroughthewindowandloweredhislegs。Pressingagainstbothsidesofthewindow,headjustedhimselfonhisseat,loweredhishands,movedalittletotherightandthentotheleft,andtookupthebottle。Anatolebroughttwocandlesandplacedthemonthewindowsill,thoughitwasalreadyquitelight。Dolokhov’sbackinhiswhiteshirt,andhiscurlyhead,werelitupfrombothsides。Everyonecrowdedtothewindow,theEnglishmaninfront。Pierrestoodsmilingbutsilent。Oneman,olderthantheotherspresent,suddenlypushedforwardwithascaredandangrylookandwantedtoseizeholdofDolokhov’sshirt。
"Isay,thisisfolly!He’llbekilled,"saidthismoresensibleman。
Anatolestoppedhim。
"Don’ttouchhim!You’llstartlehimandthenhe’llbekilled。
Eh?……Whatthen?……Eh?"
Dolokhovturnedroundand,againholdingonwithbothhands,arrangedhimselfonhisseat。
"Ifanyonecomesmeddlingagain,"saidhe,emittingthewordsseparatelythroughhisthincompressedlips,"Iwillthrowhimdownthere。Nowthen!"
Sayingthisheagainturnedround,droppedhishands,tookthebottleandliftedittohislips,threwbackhishead,andraisedhisfreehandtobalancehimself。OneofthefootmenwhohadstoopedtopickupsomebrokenglassremainedinthatpositionwithouttakinghiseyesfromthewindowandfromDolokhov’sback。Anatolestooderectwithstaringeyes。TheEnglishmanlookedonsideways,pursinguphislips。Themanwhohadwishedtostoptheaffairrantoacorneroftheroomandthrewhimselfonasofawithhisfacetothewall。Pierrehidhisface,fromwhichafaintsmileforgottofadethoughhisfeaturesnowexpressedhorrorandfear。Allwerestill。
Pierretookhishandsfromhiseyes。Dolokhovstillsatinthesameposition,onlyhisheadwasthrownfurtherbacktillhiscurlyhairtouchedhisshirtcollar,andthehandholdingthebottlewasliftedhigherandhigherandtrembledwiththeeffort。Thebottlewasemptyingperceptiblyandrisingstillhigherandhisheadtiltingyetfurtherback。"Whyisitsolong?"thoughtPierre。Itseemedtohimthatmorethanhalfanhourhadelapsed。SuddenlyDolokhovmadeabackwardmovementwithhisspine,andhisarmtremblednervously;
thiswassufficienttocausehiswholebodytoslipashesatontheslopingledge。Ashebeganslippingdown,hisheadandarmwaveredstillmorewiththestrain。Onehandmovedasiftoclutchthewindowsill,butrefrainedfromtouchingit。Pierreagaincoveredhiseyesandthoughthewouldneverneverthemagain。Suddenlyhewasawareofastirallaround。Helookedup:Dolokhovwasstandingonthewindowsill,withapalebutradiantface。
"It’sempty。"
HethrewthebottletotheEnglishman,whocaughtitneatly。
Dolokhovjumpeddown。Hesmeltstronglyofrum。
"Welldone!……Finefellow!……There’sabetforyou!……Deviltakeyou!"camefromdifferentsides。
TheEnglishmantookouthispurseandbegancountingoutthemoney。Dolokhovstoodfrowninganddidnotspeak。Pierrejumpeduponthewindowsill。
"Gentlemen,whowishestobetwithme?I’lldothesamething!"hesuddenlycried。"Evenwithoutabet,there!Tellthemtobringmeabottle。I’lldoit……Bringabottle!"
"Lethimdoit,lethimdoit,"saidDolokhov,smiling。
"Whatnext?Haveyougonemad?……Noonewouldletyou!……Why,yougogiddyevenonastaircase,"exclaimedseveralvoices。
"I’lldrinkit!Let’shaveabottleofrum!"shoutedPierre,bangingthetablewithadeterminedanddrunkengestureandpreparingtoclimboutofthewindow。
Theyseizedhimbyhisarms;buthewassostrongthateveryonewhotouchedhimwassentflying。
"No,you’llnevermanagehimthatway,"saidAnatole。"WaitabitandI’llgetroundhim……Listen!I’lltakeyourbettomorrow,butnowweareallgoingto—’s。"
"Comeonthen,"criedPierre。"Comeon!……Andwe’lltakeBruinwithus。"
Andhecaughtthebear,tookitinhisarms,lifteditfromtheground,andbegandancingroundtheroomwithit。
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PrinceVasilikeptthepromisehehadgiventoPrincessDrubetskayawhohadspokentohimonbehalfofheronlysonBorisontheeveningofAnnaPavlovna’ssoiree。ThematterwasmentionedtotheEmperor,anexceptionmade,andBoristransferredintotheregimentofSemenovGuardswiththerankofcornet。Hereceived,however,noappointmenttoKutuzov’sstaffdespiteallAnnaMikhaylovna’sendeavorsandentreaties。SoonafterAnnaPavlovna’sreceptionAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedtoMoscowandwentstraighttoherrichrelations,theRostovs,withwhomshestayedwheninthetownandwhereandwhereherdarlingBory,whohadonlyjustenteredaregimentofthelineandwasbeingatoncetransferredtotheGuardsasacornet,hadbeeneducatedfromchildhoodandlivedforyearsatatime。TheGuardshadalreadyleftPetersburgonthetenthofAugust,andherson,whohadremainedinMoscowforhisequipment,wastojointhemonthemarchtoRadzivilov。
ItwasSt。Natalia’sdayandthenamedayoftwooftheRostovs—themotherandtheyoungestdaughter—bothnamedNataly。Eversincethemorning,carriageswithsixhorseshadbeencomingandgoingcontinually,bringingvisitorstotheCountessRostova’sbighouseonthePovarskaya,sowellknowntoallMoscow。Thecountessherselfandherhandsomeeldestdaughterwereinthedrawing—roomwiththevisitorswhocametocongratulate,andwhoconstantlysucceededoneanotherinrelays。
Thecountesswasawomanofaboutforty—five,withathinOrientaltypeofface,evidentlywornoutwithchildbearing—shehadhadtwelve。Alanguorofmotionandspeech,resultingfromweakness,gaveheradistinguishedairwhichinspiredrespect。PrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaDrubetskaya,whoasamemberofthehouseholdwasalsoseatedinthedrawingroom,helpedtoreceiveandentertainthevisitors。Theyoungpeoplewereinoneoftheinnerrooms,notconsideringitnecessarytotakepartinreceivingthevisitors。Thecountmettheguestsandsawthemoff,invitingthemalltodinner。
"Iamvery,verygratefultoyou,moncher,"or"machere"—hecalledeveryonewithoutexceptionandwithouttheslightestvariationinhistone,"mydear,"whethertheywereaboveorbelowhiminrank—"Ithankyouformyselfandforourtwodearoneswhosenamedaywearekeeping。ButmindyoucometodinnerorIshallbeoffended,machere!OnbehalfofthewholefamilyIbegyoutocome,moncher!"Thesewordsherepeatedtoeveryonewithoutexceptionorvariation,andwiththesameexpressiononhisfull,cheerful,clean—shavenface,thesamefirmpressureofthehandandthesamequick,repeatedbows。Assoonashehadseenavisitoroffhereturnedtooneofthosewhowerestillinthedrawingroom,drewachairtowardhimorher,andjauntilyspreadingouthislegsandputtinghishandsonhiskneeswiththeairofamanwhoenjoyslifeandknowshowtolive,heswayedtoandfrowithdignity,offeredsurmisesabouttheweather,ortouchedonquestionsofhealth,sometimesinRussianandsometimesinverybadbutself—confidentFrench;thenagain,likeamanwearybutunflinchinginthefulfillmentofduty,herosetoseesomevisitorsoffand,strokinghisscantygrayhairsoverhisbaldpatch,alsoaskedthemtodinner。Sometimesonhiswaybackfromtheanteroomhewouldpassthroughtheconservatoryandpantryintothelargemarbledininghall,wheretableswerebeingsetoutforeightypeople;andlookingatthefootmen,whowerebringinginsilverandchina,movingtables,andunfoldingdamasktablelinen,hewouldcallDmitriVasilevich,amanofgoodfamilyandthemanagerofallhisaffairs,andwhilelookingwithpleasureattheenormoustablewouldsay:"Well,Dmitri,you’llseethatthingsareallastheyshouldbe?That’sright!Thegreatthingistheserving,that’sit。"
Andwithacomplacentsighhewouldreturntothedrawingroom。
"MaryaLvovnaKaraginaandherdaughter!"announcedthecountess’
giganticfootmaninhisbassvoice,enteringthedrawingroom。Thecountessreflectedamomentandtookapinchfromagoldsnuffboxwithherhusband’sportraitonit。
"I’mquitewornoutbythesecallers。However,I’llseeherandnomore。Sheissoaffected。Askherin,"shesaidtothefootmaninasadvoice,asifsaying:"Verywell,finishmeoff。"
Atall,stout,andproud—lookingwoman,witharound—facedsmilingdaughter,enteredthedrawingroom,theirdressesrustling。
"DearCountess,whatanage……Shehasbeenlaidup,poorchild……
attheRazumovski’sball……andCountessApraksina……Iwassodelighted……"camethesoundsofanimatedfemininevoices,interruptingoneanotherandminglingwiththerustlingofdressesandthescrapingofchairs。Thenoneofthoseconversationsbeganwhichlastoutuntil,atthefirstpause,theguestsrisewitharustleofdressesandsay,"Iamsodelighted……Mamma’shealth……andCountessApraksina……andthen,againrustling,passintotheanteroom,putoncloaksormantles,anddriveaway。Theconversationwasonthechieftopicoftheday:theillnessofthewealthyandcelebratedbeauofCatherine’sday,CountBezukhov,andabouthisillegitimatesonPierre,theonewhohadbehavedsoimproperlyatAnnaPavlovna’sreception。
"Iamsosorryforthepoorcount,"saidthevisitor。"Heisinsuchbadhealth,andnowthisvexationabouthissonisenoughtokillhim!"
"Whatisthat?"askedthecountessasifshedidnotknowwhatthevisitoralludedto,thoughshehadalreadyheardaboutthecauseofCountBezukhov’sdistresssomefifteentimes。
"That’swhatcomesofamoderneducation,"exclaimedthevisitor。
"Itseemsthatwhilehewasabroadthisyoungmanwasallowedtodoasheliked,nowinPetersburgIhearhehasbeendoingsuchterriblethingsthathehasbeenexpelledbythepolice。"
"Youdon’tsayso!"repliedthecountess。
"Hechosehisfriendsbadly,"interposedAnnaMikhaylovna。"PrinceVasili’sson,he,andacertainDolokhovhave,itissaid,beenuptoheavenonlyknowswhat!Andtheyhavehadtosufferforit。
DolokhovhasbeendegradedtotheranksandBezukhov’ssonsentbacktoMoscow。AnatoleKuragin’sfathermanagedsomehowtogethisson’saffairhushedup,butevenhewasorderedoutofPetersburg。"
"Butwhathavetheybeenupto?"askedthecountess。
"Theyareregularbrigands,especiallyDolokhov,"repliedthevisitor。"HeisasonofMaryaIvanovnaDolokhova,suchaworthywoman,butthere,justfancy!Thosethreegotholdofabearsomewhere,putitinacarriage,andsetoffwithittovisitsomeactresses!Thepolicetriedtointerfere,andwhatdidtheyoungmendo?TheytiedapolicemanandthebearbacktobackandputthebearintotheMoykaCanal。Andtherewasthebearswimmingaboutwiththepolicemanonhisback!"
"Whatanicefigurethepolicemanmusthavecut,mydear!"shoutedthecount,dyingwithlaughter。
"Oh,howdreadful!Howcanyoulaughatit,Count?"
Yettheladiesthemselvescouldnothelplaughing。
"Itwasalltheycoulddotorescuethepoorman,"continuedthevisitor。"AndtothinkitisCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov’ssonwhoamuseshimselfinthissensiblemanner!Andhewassaidtobesowelleducatedandclever。Thisisallthathisforeigneducationhasdoneforhim!IhopethathereinMoscownoonewillreceivehim,inspiteofhismoney。Theywantedtointroducehimtome,butIquitedeclined:Ihavemydaughterstoconsider。"
"Whydoyousaythisyoungmanissorich?"askedthecountess,turningawayfromthegirls,whoatonceassumedanairofinattention。"Hischildrenareallillegitimate。IthinkPierrealsoisillegitimate。"
Thevisitormadeagesturewithherhand。
"Ishouldthinkhehasascoreofthem。"
PrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaintervenedintheconversation,evidentlywishingtoshowherconnectionsandknowledgeofwhatwentoninsociety。
"Thefactofthematteris,"saidshesignificantly,andalsoinahalfwhisper,"everyoneknowsCountCyril’sreputation……Hehaslostcountofhischildren,butthisPierrewashisfavorite。"
"Howhandsometheoldmanstillwasonlyayearago!"remarkedthecountess。"Ihaveneverseenahandsomerman。"
"Heisverymuchalterednow,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。"Well,asI
wassaying,PrinceVasiliisthenextheirthroughhiswife,butthecountisveryfondofPierre,lookedafterhiseducation,andwrotetotheEmperorabouthim;sothatinthecaseofhisdeath—andheissoillthathemaydieatanymoment,andDr。LorrainhascomefromPetersburg—nooneknowswhowillinherithisimmensefortune,PierreorPrinceVasili。Fortythousandserfsandmillionsofrubles!IknowitallverywellforPrinceVasilitoldmehimself。
Besides,CyrilVladimirovichismymother’ssecondcousin。He’salsomyBory’sgodfather,"sheadded,asifsheattachednoimportanceatalltothefact。
"PrinceVasiliarrivedinMoscowyesterday。Ihearhehascomeonsomeinspectionbusiness,"remarkedthevisitor。
"Yes,butbetweenourselves,"saidtheprincess,thatisapretext。ThefactishehascometoseeCountCyrilVladimirovich,hearinghowillheis。"
"Butdoyouknow,mydear,thatwasacapitaljoke,"saidthecount;
andseeingthattheeldervisitorwasnotlistening,heturnedtotheyoungladies。"Icanjustimaginewhatafunnyfigurethatpolicemancut!"
Andashewavedhisarmstoimpersonatethepoliceman,hisportlyformagainshookwithadeepringinglaugh,thelaughofonewhoalwayseatswelland,inparticular,drinkswell。"Sodocomeanddinewithus!"hesaid。
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Silenceensued。Thecountesslookedathercallers,smilingaffably,butnotconcealingthefactthatshewouldnotbedistressediftheynowroseandtooktheirleave。Thevisitor’sdaughterwasalreadysmoothingdownherdresswithaninquiringlookathermother,whensuddenlyfromthenextroomwereheardthefootstepsofboysandgirlsrunningtothedoorandthenoiseofachairfallingover,andagirlofthirteen,hidingsomethinginthefoldsofhershortmuslinfrock,dartedinandstoppedshortinthemiddleoftheroom。Itwasevidentthatshehadnotintendedherflighttobringhersofar。
Behindherinthedoorwayappearedastudentwithacrimsoncoatcollar,anofficeroftheGuards,agirloffifteen,andaplumprosy—facedboyinashortjacket。
Thecountjumpedupand,swayingfromsidetoside,spreadhisarmswideandthrewthemroundthelittlegirlwhohadrunin。
"Ah,heresheis!"heexclaimedlaughing。"Mypet,whosenamedayitis。Mydearpet!"
"Machere,thereisatimeforeverything,"saidthecountesswithfeignedseverity。"Youspoilher,Ilya,"sheadded,turningtoherhusband。
"Howdoyoudo,mydear?Iwishyoumanyhappyreturnsofyournameday,"saidthevisitor。"Whatacharmingchild,"sheadded,addressingthemother。
Thisblack—eyed,wide—mouthedgirl,notprettybutfulloflife—
withchildishbareshoulderswhichafterherrunheavedandshookherbodice,withblackcurlstossedbackward,thinbarearms,littlelegsinlace—frilleddrawers,andfeetinlowslippers—wasjustatthatcharmingagewhenagirlisnolongerachild,thoughthechildisnotyetayoungwoman。Escapingfromherfathersherantohideherflushedfaceinthelaceofhermother’smantilla—notpayingtheleastattentiontohersevereremark—andbegantolaugh。Shelaughed,andinfragmentarysentencestriedtoexplainaboutadollwhichsheproducedfromthefoldsofherfrock。
"Doyousee?……Mydoll……Mimi……Yousee……"wasallNatashamanagedtoutter(tohereverythingseemedfunny)。Sheleanedagainsthermotherandburstintosuchaloud,ringingfitoflaughterthateventheprimvisitorcouldnothelpjoiningin。
"Nowthen,goawayandtakeyourmonstrositywithyou,"saidthemother,pushingawayherdaughterwithpretendedsternness,andturningtothevisitorsheadded:"Sheismyyoungestgirl。"
Natasha,raisingherfaceforamomentfromhermother’smantilla,glancedupatherthroughtearsoflaughter,andagainhidherface。
Thevisitor,compelledtolookonatthisfamilyscene,thoughtitnecessarytotakesomepartinit。
"Tellme,mydear,"saidshetoNatasha,"isMimiarelationofyours?Adaughter,Isuppose?"
Natashadidnotlikethevisitor’stoneofcondescensiontochildishthings。Shedidnotreply,butlookedatherseriously。
Meanwhiletheyoungergeneration:Boris,theofficer,AnnaMikhaylovna’sson;Nicholas,theundergraduate,thecount’seldestson;Sonya,thecount’sfifteen—year—oldniece,andlittlePetya,hisyoungestboy,hadallsettleddowninthedrawingroomandwereobviouslytryingtorestrainwithintheboundsofdecorumtheexcitementandmirththatshoneinalltheirfaces。Evidentlyinthebackrooms,fromwhichtheyhaddashedoutsoimpetuously,theconversationhadbeenmoreamusingthanthedrawing—roomtalkofsocietyscandals,theweather,andCountessApraksina。Nowandthentheyglancedatoneanother,hardlyabletosuppresstheirlaughter。
Thetwoyoungmen,thestudentandtheofficer,friendsfromchildhood,wereofthesameageandbothhandsomefellows,thoughnotalike。Boriswastallandfair,andhiscalmandhandsomefacehadregular,delicatefeatures。Nicholaswasshortwithcurlyhairandanopenexpression。Darkhairswerealreadyshowingonhisupperlip,andhiswholefaceexpressedimpetuosityandenthusiasm。Nicholasblushedwhenheenteredthedrawingroom。Heevidentlytriedtofindsomethingtosay,butfailed。Borisonthecontraryatoncefoundhisfooting,andrelatedquietlyandhumorouslyhowhehadknowthatdollMimiwhenshewasstillquiteayounglady,beforehernosewasbroken;howshehadagedduringthefiveyearshehadknownher,andhowherheadhadcrackedrightacrosstheskull。HavingsaidthisheglancedatNatasha。Sheturnedawayfromhimandglancedatheryoungerbrother,whowasscrewinguphiseyesandshakingwithsuppressedlaughter,andunabletocontrolherselfanylonger,shejumpedupandrushedfromtheroomasfastashernimblelittlefeetwouldcarryher。Borisdidnotlaugh。
"Youweremeaningtogoout,weren’tyou,Mamma?Doyouwantthecarriage?"heaskedhismotherwithasmile。
"Yes,yes,goandtellthemtogetitready,"sheanswered,returninghissmile。
BorisquietlylefttheroomandwentinsearchofNatasha。Theplumpboyranafterthemangrily,asifvexedthattheirprogramhadbeendisturbed。
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Theonlyyoungpeopleremaininginthedrawingroom,notcountingtheyoungladyvisitorandthecountess’eldestdaughter(whowasfouryearsolderthanhersisterandbehavedalreadylikeagrown—upperson),wereNicholasandSonya,theniece。Sonyawasaslenderlittlebrunettewithatenderlookinhereyeswhichwereveiledbylonglashes,thickblackplaitscoilingtwiceroundherhead,andatawnytintinhercomplexionandespeciallyinthecolorofherslenderbutgracefulandmusculararmsandneck。Bythegraceofhermovements,bythesoftnessandflexibilityofhersmalllimbs,andbyacertaincoynessandreserveofmanner,sheremindedoneofapretty,half—grownkittenwhichpromisestobecomeabeautifullittlecat。Sheevidentlyconsidereditpropertoshowaninterestinthegeneralconversationbysmiling,butinspiteofherselfhereyesundertheirthicklonglasheswatchedhercousinwhowasgoingtojointhearmy,withsuchpassionategirlishadorationthathersmilecouldnotforasingleinstantimposeuponanyone,anditwasclearthatthekittenhadsettleddownonlytospringupwithmoreenergyandagainplaywithhercousinassoonastheytoocould,likeNatashaandBoris,escapefromthedrawingroom。
"Ahyes,mydear,"saidthecount,addressingthevisitorandpointingtoNicholas,"hisfriendBorishasbecomeanofficer,andsoforfriendship’ssakeheisleavingtheuniversityandme,hisoldfather,andenteringthemilitaryservice,mydear。AndtherewasaplaceandeverythingwaitingforhimintheArchivesDepartment!
Isn’tthatfriendship?"remarkedthecountinaninquiringtone。
"Buttheysaythatwarhasbeendeclared,"repliedthevisitor。
"They’vebeensayingsoalongwhile,"saidthecount,"andthey’llsaysoagainandagain,andthatwillbetheendofit。Mydear,there’sfriendshipforyou,"herepeated。"He’sjoiningthehussars。"
Thevisitor,notknowingwhattosay,shookherhead。
"It’snotatallfromfriendship,"declaredNicholas,flaringupandturningawayasiffromashamefulaspersion。"Itisnotfromfriendshipatall;Isimplyfeelthatthearmyismyvocation。"
Heglancedathiscousinandtheyoungladyvisitor;andtheywerebothregardinghimwithasmileofapprobation。
"Schubert,thecolonelofthePavlogradHussars,isdiningwithustoday。HehasbeenhereonleaveandistakingNicholasbackwithhim。
Itcan’tbehelped!"saidthecount,shrugginghisshouldersandspeakingplayfullyofamatterthatevidentlydistressedhim。
"Ihavealreadytoldyou,Papa,"saidhisson,"thatifyoudon’twishtoletmego,I’llstay。ButIknowIamnouseanywhereexceptinthearmy;Iamnotadiplomatoragovernmentclerk。—Idon’tknowhowtohidewhatIfeel。"AshespokehekeptglancingwiththeflirtatiousnessofahandsomeyouthatSonyaandtheyoungladyvisitor。
Thelittlekitten,feastinghereyesonhim,seemedreadyatanymomenttostarthergambolsagainanddisplayherkittenishnature。
"Allright,allright!"saidtheoldcount。"Healwaysflaresup!
ThisBuonapartehasturnedalltheirheads;theyallthinkofhowherosefromanensignandbecameEmperor。Well,well,Godgrantit,"
headded,notnoticinghisvisitor’ssarcasticsmile。
TheeldersbegantalkingaboutBonaparte。JulieKaraginaturnedtoyoungRostov。
"Whatapityyouweren’tattheArkharovs’onThursday。Itwassodullwithoutyou,"saidshe,givinghimatendersmile。
Theyoungman,flattered,satdownnearertoherwithacoquettishsmile,andengagedthesmilingJulieinaconfidentialconversationwithoutatallnoticingthathisinvoluntarysmilehadstabbedtheheartofSonya,whoblushedandsmiledunnaturally。Inthemidstofhistalkheglancedroundather。Shegavehimapassionatelyangryglance,andhardlyabletorestrainhertearsandmaintaintheartificialsmileonherlips,shegotupandlefttheroom。AllNicholas’animationvanished。Hewaitedforthefirstpauseintheconversation,andthenwithadistressedfacelefttheroomtofindSonya。
"Howplainlyalltheseyoungpeopleweartheirheartsontheirsleeves!"saidAnnaMikhaylovna,pointingtoNicholasashewentout。"Cousinage—dangereuxvoisinage;"*sheadded。
*Cousinhoodisadangerousneighborhood。
"Yes,"saidthecountesswhenthebrightnesstheseyoungpeoplehadbroughtintotheroomhadvanished;andasifansweringaquestionnoonehadputbutwhichwasalwaysinhermind,"andhowmuchsuffering,howmuchanxietyonehashadtogothroughthatwemightrejoiceinthemnow!Andyetreallytheanxietyisgreaternowthanthejoy。Oneisalways,alwaysanxious!Especiallyjustatthisage,sodangerousbothforgirlsandboys。"
"Italldependsonthebringingup,"remarkedthevisitor。
"Yes,you’requiteright,"continuedthecountess。"TillnowI
havealways,thankGod,beenmychildren’sfriendandhadtheirfullconfidence,"saidshe,repeatingthemistakeofsomanyparentswhoimaginethattheirchildrenhavenosecretsfromthem。"IknowIshallalwaysbemydaughters’firstconfidante,andthatifNicholas,withhisimpulsivenature,doesgetintomischief(aboycan’thelpit),hewillallthesameneverbelikethosePetersburgyoungmen。"
"Yes,theyaresplendid,splendidyoungsters,"chimedinthecount,whoalwayssolvedquestionsthatseemedtohimperplexingbydecidingthateverythingwassplendid。"Justfancy:wantstobeanhussar。What’sonetodo,mydear?"
"Whatacharmingcreatureyouryoungergirlis,"saidthevisitor;
"alittlevolcano!"
"Yes,aregularvolcano,"saidthecount。"Takesafterme!Andwhatavoiceshehas;thoughshe’smydaughter,ItellthetruthwhenIsayshe’llbeasinger,asecondSalomoni!WehaveengagedanItaliantogiveherlessons。"
"Isn’tshetooyoung?Ihaveheardthatitharmsthevoicetotrainitatthatage。"
"Ohno,notatalltooyoung!"repliedthecount。"Why,ourmothersusedtobemarriedattwelveorthirteen。"
"Andshe’sinlovewithBorisalready。Justfancy!"saidthecountesswithagentlesmile,lookingatBoris’andwenton,evidentlyconcernedwithathoughtthatalwaysoccupiedher:"NowyouseeifI
weretobeseverewithherandtoforbidit……goodnessknowswhattheymightbeuptoonthesly"(shemeantthattheywouldbekissing),"butasitis,Iknoweverywordsheutters。Shewillcomerunningtomeofherownaccordintheeveningandtellmeeverything。
PerhapsIspoilher,butreallythatseemsthebestplan。WithhereldersisterIwasstricter。"
"Yes,Iwasbroughtupquitedifferently,"remarkedthehandsomeelderdaughter,CountessVera,withasmile。
ButthesmiledidnotenhanceVera’sbeautyassmilesgenerallydo;onthecontraryitgaveheranunnatural,andthereforeunpleasant,expression。Verawasgood—looking,notatallstupid,quickatlearning,waswellbroughtup,andhadapleasantvoice;whatshesaidwastrueandappropriate,yet,strangetosay,everyone—
thevisitorsandcountessalike—turnedtolookatherasifwonderingwhyshehadsaidit,andtheyallfeltawkward。
"Peoplearealwaystoocleverwiththeireldestchildrenandtrytomakesomethingexceptionalofthem,"saidthevisitor。
"What’sthegoodofdenyingit,mydear?OurdearcountesswastoocleverwithVera,"saidthecount。"Well,whatofthat?She’sturnedoutsplendidlyallthesame,"headded,winkingatVera。
Theguestsgotupandtooktheirleave,promisingtoreturntodinner。
"Whatmanners!Ithoughttheywouldnevergo,"saidthecountess,whenshehadseenherguestsout。
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WhenNatasharanoutofthedrawingroomsheonlywentasfarastheconservatory。Thereshepausedandstoodlisteningtotheconversationinthedrawingroom,waitingforBoristocomeout。Shewasalreadygrowingimpatient,andstampedherfoot,readytocryathisnotcomingatonce,whensheheardtheyoungman’sdiscreetstepsapproachingneitherquicklynorslowly。AtthisNatashadashedswiftlyamongtheflowertubsandhidthere。
Borispausedinthemiddleoftheroom,lookedround,brushedalittledustfromthesleeveofhisuniform,andgoinguptoamirrorexaminedhishandsomeface。Natasha,verystill,peeredoutfromherambush,waitingtoseewhathewoulddo。Hestoodalittlewhilebeforetheglass,smiled,andwalkedtowardtheotherdoor。Natashawasabouttocallhimbutchangedhermind。"Lethimlookforme,"
thoughtshe。HardlyhadBorisgonethanSonya,flushed,intears,andmutteringangrily,cameinattheotherdoor。Natashacheckedherfirstimpulsetorunouttoher,andremainedinherhidingplace,watching—asunderaninvisiblecap—toseewhatwentonintheworld。
Shewasexperiencinganewandpeculiarpleasure。Sonya,mutteringtoherself,keptlookingroundtowardthedrawing—roomdoor。ItopenedandNicholascamein。
"Sonya,whatisthematterwithyou?Howcanyou?"saidhe,runninguptoher。
"It’snothing,nothing;leavemealone!"sobbedSonya。
"Ah,Iknowwhatitis。"
"Well,ifyoudo,somuchthebetter,andyoucangobacktoher!"
"So—o—onya!Lookhere!Howcanyoutorturemeandyourselflikethat,foramerefancy?"saidNicholastakingherhand。
Sonyadidnotpullitaway,andleftoffcrying。Natasha,notstirringandscarcelybreathing,watchedfromherambushwithsparklingeyes。"Whatwillhappennow?"thoughtshe。
"Sonya!Whatisanyoneintheworldtome?Youaloneareeverything!"saidNicholas。"AndIwillproveittoyou。"
"Idon’tlikeyoutotalklikethat。"
"Well,then,Iwon’t;onlyforgiveme,Sonya!"Hedrewhertohimandkissedher。
"Oh,hownice,"thoughtNatasha;andwhenSonyaandNicholashadgoneoutoftheconservatoryshefollowedandcalledBoristoher。
"Boris,comehere,"saidshewithaslyandsignificantlook。"I
havesomethingtotellyou。Here,here!"andsheledhimintotheconservatorytotheplaceamongthetubswhereshehadbeenhiding。
Borisfollowedher,smiling。
"Whatisthesomething?"askedhe。
Shegrewconfused,glancedround,and,seeingthedollshehadthrowndownononeofthetubs,pickeditup。
"Kissthedoll,"saidshe。
Borislookedattentivelyandkindlyathereagerface,butdidnotreply。
"Don’tyouwantto?Well,then,comehere,"saidshe,andwentfurtherinamongtheplantsandthrewdownthedoll。"Closer,closer!"
shewhispered。
Shecaughttheyoungofficerbyhiscuffs,andalookofsolemnityandfearappearedonherflushedface。
"Andme?Wouldyouliketokissme?"shewhisperedalmostinaudibly,glancingupathimfromunderherbrows,smiling,andalmostcryingfromexcitement。
Borisblushed。
"Howfunnyyouare!"hesaid,bendingdowntoherandblushingstillmore,buthewaitedanddidnothing。
Suddenlyshejumpedupontoatubtobehigherthanhe,embracedhimsothatbothherslenderbarearmsclaspedhimabovehisneck,and,tossingbackherhair,kissedhimfullonthelips。
Thensheslippeddownamongtheflowerpotsontheothersideofthetubsandstood,hangingherhead。
"Natasha,"hesaid,"youknowthatIloveyou,but……"
"Youareinlovewithme?"Natashabrokein。
"Yes,Iam,butpleasedon’tletusdolikethat……Inanotherfouryears……thenIwillaskforyourhand。"
Natashaconsidered。
"Thirteen,fourteen,fifteen,sixteen,"shecountedonherslenderlittlefingers。"Allright!Thenit’ssettled?"
Asmileofjoyandsatisfactionlituphereagerface。
"Settled!"repliedBoris。
"Forever?"saidthelittlegirl。"Tilldeathitself?"
Shetookhisarmandwithahappyfacewentwithhimintotheadjoiningsittingroom。
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Afterreceivinghervisitors,thecountesswassotiredthatshegaveorderstoadmitnomore,buttheporterwastoldtobesuretoinvitetodinnerallwhocame"tocongratulate。"Thecountesswishedtohaveatete—a—tetetalkwiththefriendofherchildhood,PrincessAnnaMikhaylovna,whomshehadnotseenproperlysinceshereturnedfromPetersburg。AnnaMikhaylovna,withhertear—wornbutpleasantface,drewherchairnearertothatofthecountess。
"WithyouIwillbequitefrank,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。"Therearenotmanyleftofusoldfriends!That’swhyIsovalueyourfriendship。"
AnnaMikhaylovnalookedatVeraandpaused。Thecountesspressedherfriend’shand。
"Vera,"shesaidtohereldestdaughterwhowasevidentlynotafavorite,"howisityouhavesolittletact?Don’tyouseeyouarenotwantedhere?Gototheothergirls,or……"
ThehandsomeVerasmiledcontemptuouslybutdidnotseematallhurt。
"Ifyouhadtoldmesooner,Mamma,Iwouldhavegone,"sherepliedassherosetogotoherownroom。
Butasshepassedthesittingroomshenoticedtwocouplessitting,onepairateachwindow。Shestoppedandsmiledscornfully。
SonyawassittingclosetoNicholaswhowascopyingoutsomeversesforher,thefirsthehadeverwritten。BorisandNatashawereattheotherwindowandceasedtalkingwhenVeraentered。SonyaandNatashalookedatVerawithguilty,happyfaces。
Itwaspleasantandtouchingtoseetheselittlegirlsinlove;
butapparentlythesightofthemrousednopleasantfeelinginVera。
"HowoftenhaveIaskedyounottotakemythings?"shesaid。"Youhavearoomofyourown,"andshetooktheinkstandfromNicholas。
"Inaminute,inaminute,"hesaid,dippinghispen。
"Youalwaysmanagetodothingsatthewrongtime,"continuedVera。"Youcamerushingintothedrawingroomsothateveryonefeltashamedofyou。"
Thoughwhatshesaidwasquitejust,perhapsforthatveryreasonnoonereplied,andthefoursimplylookedatoneanother。Shelingeredintheroomwiththeinkstandinherhand。
"AndatyouragewhatsecretscantherebebetweenNatashaandBoris,orbetweenyoutwo?It’sallnonsense!"
"Now,Vera,whatdoesitmattertoyou?"saidNatashaindefense,speakingverygently。
Sheseemedthatdaytobemorethaneverkindandaffectionatetoeveryone。
"Verysilly,"saidVera。"Iamashamedofyou。Secretsindeed!"
"Allhavesecretsoftheirown,"answeredNatasha,gettingwarmer。
"Wedon’tinterferewithyouandBerg。"
"Ishouldthinknot,"saidVera,"becausetherecanneverbeanythingwronginmybehavior。ButI’lljusttellMammahowyouarebehavingwithBoris。"
"NatalyaIlynichnabehavesverywelltome,"remarkedBoris。"Ihavenothingtocomplainof。"
"Don’t,Boris!Youaresuchadiplomatthatitisreallytiresome,"saidNatashainamortifiedvoicethattrembledslightly。
(Sheusedtheword"diplomat,"whichwasjustthenmuchinvogueamongthechildren,inthespecialsensetheyattachedtoit。)"Whydoesshebotherme?"Andsheadded,turningtoVera,"You’llneverunderstandit,becauseyou’veneverlovedanyone。Youhavenoheart!YouareaMadamedeGenlisandnothingmore"(thisnickname,bestowedonVerabyNicholas,wasconsideredverystinging),"andyourgreatestpleasureistobeunpleasanttopeople!GoandflirtwithBergasmuchasyouplease,"shefinishedquickly。
"Ishallatanyratenotrunafterayoungmanbeforevisitors……"
"Well,nowyou’vedonewhatyouwanted,"putinNicholas—"saidunpleasantthingstoeveryoneandupsetthem。Let’sgotothenursery。"
Allfour,likeaflockofscaredbirds,gotupandlefttheroom。
"Theunpleasantthingsweresaidtome,"remarkedVera,"Isaidnonetoanyone。"
"MadamedeGenlis!MadamedeGenlis!"shoutedlaughingvoicesthroughthedoor。
ThehandsomeVera,whoproducedsuchanirritatingandunpleasanteffectoneveryone,smiledand,evidentlyunmovedbywhathadbeensaidtoher,wenttothelookingglassandarrangedherhairandscarf。Lookingatherownhandsomefacesheseemedtobecomestillcolderandcalmer。
Inthedrawingroomtheconversationwasstillgoingon。
"Ah,mydear,"saidthecountess,"mylifeisnotallroseseither。Don’tIknowthatattheratewearelivingourmeanswon’tlastlong?It’salltheClubandhiseasygoingnature。Eveninthecountrydowegetanyrest?Theatricals,hunting,andheavenknowswhatbesides!Butdon’tlet’stalkaboutme;tellmehowyoumanagedeverything。Ioftenwonderatyou,Annette—howatyourageyoucanrushoffaloneinacarriagetoMoscow,toPetersburg,tothoseministersandgreatpeople,andknowhowtodealwiththemall!It’squiteastonishing。Howdidyougetthingssettled?Icouldn’tpossiblydoit。"
"Ah,mylove,"answeredAnnaMikhaylovna,"Godgrantyouneverknowwhatitistobeleftawidowwithoutmeansandwithasonyoulovetodistraction!Onelearnsmanythingsthen,"sheaddedwithacertainpride。"Thatlawsuittaughtmemuch。WhenIwanttoseeoneofthosebigpeopleIwriteanote:’PrincessSo—and—SodesiresaninterviewwithSoand—So,’andthenItakeacabandgomyselftwo,three,orfourtimes—tillIgetwhatIwant。Idon’tmindwhattheythinkofme。"
"Well,andtowhomdidyouapplyaboutBory?"askedthecountess。
"YouseeyoursisalreadyanofficerintheGuards,whilemyNicholasisgoingasacadet。There’snoonetointeresthimselfforhim。Towhomdidyouapply?"
"ToPrinceVasili。Hewassokind。Heatonceagreedtoeverything,andputthematterbeforetheEmperor,"saidPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaenthusiastically,quiteforgettingallthehumiliationshehadenduredtogainherend。
"HasPrinceVasiliagedmuch?"askedthecountess。"IhavenotseenhimsinceweactedtogetherattheRumyantsovs’theatricals。I
expecthehasforgottenme。Hepaidmeattentionsinthosedays,"saidthecountess,withasmile。
"Heisjustthesameasever,"repliedAnnaMikhaylovna,"overflowingwithamiability。Hispositionhasnotturnedhisheadatall。Hesaidtome,’IamsorryIcandosolittleforyou,dearPrincess。Iamatyourcommand。’Yes,heisafinefellowandaverykindrelation。But,Nataly,youknowmyloveformyson:Iwoulddoanythingforhishappiness!Andmyaffairsareinsuchabadwaythatmypositionisnowaterribleone,"continuedAnnaMikhaylovna,sadly,droppinghervoice。"MywretchedlawsuittakesallIhaveandmakesnoprogress。Wouldyoubelieveit,Ihaveliterallynotapennyanddon’tknowhowtoequipBoris。"Shetookoutherhandkerchiefandbegantocry。"Ineedfivehundredrubles,andhaveonlyonetwenty—five—rublenote。Iaminsuchastate……MyonlyhopenowisinCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov。Ifhewillnotassisthisgodson—youknowheisBory’sgodfather—andallowhimsomethingforhismaintenance,allmytroublewillhavebeenthrownaway……I
shallnotbeabletoequiphim。"
Thecountess’eyesfilledwithtearsandsheponderedinsilence。
"Ioftenthink,though,perhapsit’sasin,"saidtheprincess,"thatherelivesCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhovsorich,allalone……thattremendousfortune……andwhatishislifeworth?It’saburdentohim,andBory’slifeisonlyjustbeginning……"
"SurelyhewillleavesomethingtoBoris,"saidthecountess。
"Heavenonlyknows,mydear!Theserichgrandeesaresoselfish。
Still,IwilltakeBorisandgotoseehimatonce,andIshallspeaktohimstraightout。Letpeoplethinkwhattheywillofme,it’sreallyallthesametomewhenmyson’sfateisatstake。"Theprincessrose。"It’snowtwoo’clockandyoudineatfour。Therewilljustbetime。"
AndlikeapracticalPetersburgladywhoknowshowtomakethemostoftime,AnnaMikhaylovnasentsomeonetocallherson,andwentintotheanteroomwithhim。
"Good—by,mydear,"saidshetothecountesswhosawhertothedoor,andaddedinawhispersothathersonshouldnothear,"Wishmegoodluck。"
"AreyougoingtoCountCyrilVladimirovich,mydear?"saidthecountcomingoutfromthedininghallintotheanteroom,andheadded:
"Ifheisbetter,askPierretodinewithus。Hehasbeentothehouse,youknow,anddancedwiththechildren。Besuretoinvitehim,mydear。WewillseehowTarasdistinguisheshimselftoday。HesaysCountOrlovnevergavesuchadinnerasourswillbe!"
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"MydearBoris,"saidPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnatohersonasCountessRostova’scarriageinwhichtheywereseateddroveoverthestrawcoveredstreetandturnedintothewidecourtyardofCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov’shouse。"MydearBoris,"saidthemother,drawingherhandfrombeneathheroldmantleandlayingittimidlyandtenderlyonherson’sarm,"beaffectionateandattentivetohim。
CountCyrilVladimirovichisyourgodfatherafterall,yourfuturedependsonhim。Rememberthat,mydear,andbenicetohim,asyousowellknowhowtobe。"
"IfonlyIknewthatanythingbesideshumiliationwouldcomeofit……"answeredhersoncoldly。"ButIhavepromisedandwilldoitforyoursake。"
Althoughthehallportersawsomeone’scarriagestandingattheentrance,afterscrutinizingthemotherandson(whowithoutaskingtobeannouncedhadpassedstraightthroughtheglassporchbetweentherowsofstatuesinniches)andlookingsignificantlyatthelady’soldcloak,heaskedwhethertheywantedthecountortheprincesses,and,hearingthattheywishedtoseethecount,saidhisexcellencywasworsetoday,andthathisexcellencywasnotreceivinganyone。
"Wemayaswellgoback,"saidthesoninFrench。
"Mydear!"exclaimedhismotherimploringly,againlayingherhandonhisarmasifthattouchmightsootheorrousehim。
Borissaidnomore,butlookedinquiringlyathismotherwithouttakingoffhiscloak。
"Myfriend,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnaingentletones,addressingthehallporter,IknowCountCyrilVladimirovichisveryill……that’swhyIhavecome……Iamarelation。Ishallnotdisturbhim,myfriend……IonlyneedseePrinceVasiliSergeevich:heisstayinghere,ishenot?Pleaseannounceme。"
Thehallportersullenlypulledabellthatrangupstairs,andturnedaway。
"PrincessDrubetskayatoseePrinceVasiliSergeevich,"hecalledtoafootmandressedinkneebreeches,shoes,andaswallow—tailcoat,whorandownstairsandlookedoverfromthehalfwaylanding。
ThemothersmoothedthefoldsofherdyedsilkdressbeforealargeVenetianmirrorinthewall,andinhertrodden—downshoesbrisklyascendedthecarpetedstairs。
"Mydear,"shesaidtoherson,oncemorestimulatinghimbyatouch,"youpromisedme!"
Theson,loweringhiseyes,followedherquietly。
Theyenteredthelargehall,fromwhichoneofthedoorsledtotheapartmentsassignedtoPrinceVasili。
Justasthemotherandson,havingreachedthemiddleofthehall,wereabouttoasktheirwayofanelderlyfootmanwhohadsprungupastheyentered,thebronzehandleofoneofthedoorsturnedandPrinceVasilicameout—wearingavelvetcoatwithasinglestaronhisbreast,aswashiscustomwhenathome—takingleaveofagood—looking,dark—hairedman。ThiswasthecelebratedPetersburgdoctor,Lorrain。
"Thenitiscertain?"saidtheprince。
"Prince,humanumesterrare,*but……"repliedthedoctor,swallowinghisr’s,andpronouncingtheLatinwordswithaFrenchaccent。
*Toerrishuman。
"Verywell,verywell……"
SeeingAnnaMikhaylovnaandherson,PrinceVasilidismissedthedoctorwithabowandapproachedthemsilentlyandwithalookofinquiry。Thesonnoticedthatanexpressionofprofoundsorrowsuddenlycloudedhismother’sface,andhesmiledslightly。
"Ah,Prince!Inwhatsadcircumstanceswemeetagain!Andhowisourdearinvalid?"saidshe,asthoughunawareofthecoldoffensivelookfixedonher。
PrinceVasilistaredatherandatBorisquestioninglyandperplexed。Borisbowedpolitely。PrinceVasiliwithoutacknowledgingthebowturnedtoAnnaMikhaylovna,answeringherquerybyamovementoftheheadandlipsindicatingverylittlehopeforthepatient。
"Isitpossible?"exclaimedAnnaMikhaylovna。"Oh,howawful!Itisterribletothink……Thisismyson,"sheadded,indicatingBoris。
"Hewantedtothankyouhimself。"
Borisbowedagainpolitely。
"Believeme,Prince,amother’sheartwillneverforgetwhatyouhavedoneforus。"
"IamgladIwasabletodoyouaservice,mydearAnnaMikhaylovna,"saidPrinceVasili,arranginghislacefrill,andintoneandmanner,hereinMoscowtoAnnaMikhaylovnawhomhehadplacedunderanobligation,assuminganairofmuchgreaterimportancethanhehaddoneinPetersburgatAnnaScherer’sreception。
"Trytoservewellandshowyourselfworthy,"addedhe,addressingBoriswithseverity。"Iamglad……Areyouhereonleave?"hewentoninhisusualtoneofindifference。
"Iamawaitingorderstojoinmynewregiment,yourexcellency,"
repliedBoris,betrayingneitherannoyanceattheprince’sbrusquemannernoradesiretoenterintoconversation,butspeakingsoquietlyandrespectfullythattheprincegavehimasearchingglance。
"Areyoulivingwithyourmother?"
"IamlivingatCountessRostova’s,"repliedBoris,againadding,"yourexcellency。"
"Thatis,withIlyaRostovwhomarriedNatalyShinshina,"saidAnnaMikhaylovna。
"Iknow,Iknow,"answeredPrinceVasiliinhismonotonousvoice。"I
nevercouldunderstandhowNatalymadeuphermindtomarrythatunlickedbear!Aperfectlyabsurdandstupidfellow,andagamblertoo,Iamtold。"
"Butaverykindman,Prince,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnawithapatheticsmile,asthoughshetooknewthatCountRostovdeservedthiscensure,butaskedhimnottobetoohardonthepooroldman。"Whatdothedoctorssay?"askedtheprincessafterapause,herwornfaceagainexpressingdeepsorrow。
"Theygivelittlehope,"repliedtheprince。
"AndIshouldsoliketothankUncleonceforallhiskindnesstomeandBoris。Heishisgodson,"sheadded,hertonesuggestingthatthisfactoughttogivePrinceVasilimuchsatisfaction。
PrinceVasilibecamethoughtfulandfrowned。AnnaMikhaylovnasawthathewasafraidoffindinginherarivalforCountBezukhov’sfortune,andhastenedtoreassurehim。
"IfitwerenotformysincereaffectionanddevotiontoUncle,"
saidshe,utteringthewordwithpeculiarassuranceandunconcern,"Iknowhischaracter:noble,upright……butyouseehehasnoonewithhimexcepttheyoungprincesses……Theyarestillyoung……"Shebentherheadandcontinuedinawhisper:"Hasheperformedhisfinalduty,Prince?Howpricelessarethoselastmoments!Itcanmakethingsnoworse,anditisabsolutelynecessarytopreparehimifheissoill。Wewomen,Prince,"andshesmiledtenderly,"alwaysknowhowtosaythesethings。Iabsolutelymustseehim,howeverpainfulitmaybeforme。Iamusedtosuffering。"
Evidentlytheprinceunderstoodher,andalsounderstood,ashehaddoneatAnnaPavlovna’s,thatitwouldbedifficulttogetridofAnnaMikhaylovna。
"Wouldnotsuchameetingbetootryingforhim,dearAnnaMikhaylovna?"saidhe。"Letuswaituntilevening。Thedoctorsareexpectingacrisis。"
"Butonecannotdelay,Prince,atsuchamoment!Considerthatthewelfareofhissoulisatstake。Ah,itisawful:thedutiesofaChristian……"
Adoorofoneoftheinnerroomsopenedandoneoftheprincesses,thecount’sniece,enteredwithacold,sternface。Thelengthofherbodywasstrikinglyoutofproportiontohershortlegs。PrinceVasiliturnedtoher。
"Well,howishe?"
"Stillthesame;butwhatcanyouexpect,thisnoise……"saidtheprincess,lookingatAnnaMikhaylovnaasatastranger。
"Ah,mydear,Ihardlyknewyou,"saidAnnaMikhaylovnawithahappysmile,amblinglightlyuptothecount’sniece。"Ihavecome,andamatyourservicetohelpyounursemyuncle。Iimaginewhatyouhavegonethrough,"andshesympatheticallyturneduphereyes。
Theprincessgavenoreplyanddidnotevensmile,butlefttheroomatAnnaMikhaylovnatookoffherglovesand,occupyingthepositionshehadconquered,settleddowninanarmchair,invitingPrinceVasilitotakeaseatbesideher。
"Boris,"shesaidtohersonwithasmile,"Ishallgointoseethecount,myuncle;butyou,mydear,hadbettergotoPierremeanwhileanddon’tforgettogivehimtheRostovs’invitation。Theyaskhimtodinner。Isupposehewon’tgo?"shecontinued,turningtotheprince。
"Onthecontrary,"repliedtheprince,whohadplainlybecomedepressed,"Ishallbeonlytoogladifyourelievemeofthatyoungman……Hereheis,andthecounthasnotonceaskedforhim。"
Heshruggedhisshoulders。AfootmanconductedBorisdownoneflightofstairsandupanother,toPierre’srooms。
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Pierre,afterall,hadnotmanagedtochooseacareerforhimselfinPetersburg,andhadbeenexpelledfromthereforriotousconductandsenttoMoscow。ThestorytoldabouthimatCountRostov’swastrue。
Pierrehadtakenpartintyingapolicemantoabear。HehadnowbeenforsomedaysinMoscowandwasstayingasusualathisfather’shouse。ThoughheexpectedthatthestoryofhisescapadewouldbealreadyknowninMoscowandthattheladiesabouthisfather—
whowereneverfavorablydisposedtowardhim—wouldhaveusedittoturnthecountagainsthim,heneverthelessonthedayofhisarrivalwenttohisfather’spartofthehouse。Enteringthedrawingroom,wheretheprincessesspentmostoftheirtime,hegreetedtheladies,twoofwhomweresittingatembroideryframeswhileathirdreadaloud。Itwastheeldestwhowasreading—theonewhohadmetAnnaMikhaylovna。Thetwoyoungeroneswereembroidering:bothwererosyandprettyandtheydifferedonlyinthatonehadalittlemoleonherlipwhichmadehermuchprettier。Pierrewasreceivedasifhewereacorpseoraleper。Theeldestprincesspausedinherreadingandsilentlystaredathimwithfrightenedeyes;thesecondassumedpreciselythesameexpression;whiletheyoungest,theonewiththemole,whowasofacheerfulandlivelydisposition,bentoverherframetohideasmileprobablyevokedbytheamusingscenesheforesaw。Shedrewherwooldownthroughthecanvasand,scarcelyabletorefrainfromlaughing,stoopedasiftryingtomakeoutthepattern。
"Howdoyoudo,cousin?"saidPierre。"Youdon’trecognizeme?"
"Irecognizeyouonlytoowell,toowell。"
"Howisthecount?CanIseehim?"askedPierre,awkwardlyasusual,butunabashed。
"Thecountissufferingphysicallyandmentally,andapparentlyyouhavedoneyourbesttoincreasehismentalsufferings。"
"CanIseethecount?"Pierreagainasked。
"Hm……Ifyouwishtokillhim,tokillhimoutright,youcanseehim……Olga,goandseewhetherUncle’sbeefteaisready—itisalmosttime,"sheadded,givingPierretounderstandthattheywerebusy,andbusymakinghisfathercomfortable,whileevidentlyhe,Pierre,wasonlybusycausinghimannoyance。
Olgawentout。Pierrestoodlookingatthesisters;thenhebowedandsaid:"ThenIwillgotomyrooms。YouwillletmeknowwhenIcanseehim。"
Andhelefttheroom,followedbythelowbutringinglaughterofthesisterwiththemole。
NextdayPrinceVasilihadarrivedandsettledinthecount’shouse。
HesentforPierreandsaidtohim:"Mydearfellow,ifyouaregoingtobehavehereasyoudidinPetersburg,youwillendverybadly;thatisallIhavetosaytoyou。Thecountisvery,veryill,andyoumustnotseehimatall。"
SincethenPierrehadnotbeendisturbedandhadspentthewholetimeinhisroomsupstairs。
WhenBorisappearedathisdoorPierrewaspacingupanddownhisroom,stoppingoccasionallyatacornertomakemenacinggesturesatthewall,asifrunningaswordthroughaninvisiblefoe,andglaringsavagelyoverhisspectacles,andthenagainresuminghiswalk,mutteringindistinctwords,shrugginghisshouldersandgesticulating。
"Englandisdonefor,"saidhe,scowlingandpointinghisfingeratsomeoneunseen。"Mr。Pitt,asatraitortothenationandtotherightsofman,issentencedto……"ButbeforePierre—whoatthatmomentimaginedhimselftobeNapoleoninpersonandtohavejusteffectedthedangerouscrossingoftheStraitsofDoverandcapturedLondon—couldpronouncePitt’ssentence,hesawawell—builtandhandsomeyoungofficerenteringhisroom。Pierrepaused。HehadleftMoscowwhenBoriswasaboyoffourteen,andhadquiteforgottenhim,butinhisusualimpulsiveandheartywayhetookBorisbythehandwithafriendlysmile。
"Doyourememberme?"askedBorisquietlywithapleasantsmile。
"Ihavecomewithmymothertoseethecount,butitseemsheisnotwell。"
"Yes,itseemsheisill。Peoplearealwaysdisturbinghim,"
answeredPierre,tryingtorememberwhothisyoungmanwas。
BorisfeltthatPierredidnotrecognizehimbutdidnotconsideritnecessarytointroducehimself,andwithoutexperiencingtheleastembarrassmentlookedPierrestraightintheface。
"CountRostovasksyoutocometodinnertoday,"saidhe,afteraconsiderablepausewhichmadePierrefeeluncomfortable。
"Ah,CountRostov!"exclaimedPierrejoyfully。"Thenyouarehisson,Ilya?Onlyfancy,Ididn’tknowyouatfirst。DoyourememberhowwewenttotheSparrowHillswithMadameJacquot?……It’ssuchanage……"
"Youaremistaken,"saidBorisdeliberately,withaboldandslightlysarcasticsmile。"IamBoris,sonofPrincessAnnaMikhaylovnaDrubetskaya。Rostov,thefather,isIlya,andhissonisNicholas。IneverknewanyMadameJacquot。"
Pierreshookhisheadandarmsasifattackedbymosquitoesorbees。
"Ohdear,whatamIthinkingabout?I’vemixedeverythingup。OnehassomanyrelativesinMoscow!SoyouareBoris?Ofcourse。Well,nowweknowwhereweare。AndwhatdoyouthinkoftheBoulogneexpedition?TheEnglishwillcomeoffbadly,youknow,ifNapoleongetsacrosstheChannel。Ithinktheexpeditionisquitefeasible。
IfonlyVilleneuvedoesn’tmakeamessofthings!
BorisknewnothingabouttheBoulogneexpedition;hedidnotreadthepapersanditwasthefirsttimehehadheardVilleneuve’sname。
"WehereinMoscowaremoreoccupiedwithdinnerpartiesandscandalthanwithpolitics,"saidheinhisquietironicaltone。"Iknownothingaboutitandhavenotthoughtaboutit。Moscowischieflybusywithgossip,"hecontinued。"Justnowtheyaretalkingaboutyouandyourfather。"
Pierresmiledinhisgood—naturedwayasifafraidforhiscompanion’ssakethatthelattermightsaysomethinghewouldafterwardsregret。ButBorisspokedistinctly,clearly,anddryly,lookingstraightintoPierre’seyes。
"Moscowhasnothingelsetodobutgossip,"Boriswenton。
"Everybodyiswonderingtowhomthecountwillleavehisfortune,thoughhemayperhapsoutliveusall,asIsincerelyhopehewill……"
"Yes,itisallveryhorrid,"interruptedPierre,"veryhorrid。"
Pierrewasstillafraidthatthisofficermightinadvertentlysaysomethingdisconcertingtohimself。
"Anditmustseemtoyou,"saidBorisflushingslightly,butnotchanginghistoneorattitude,"itmustseemtoyouthateveryoneistryingtogetsomethingoutoftherichman?"
"Soitdoes,"thoughtPierre。