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作者:Leo Tolstoy | 字数:27094 字

"ButIjustwishtosay,toavoidmisunderstandings,thatyouarequitemistakenifyoureckonmeormymotheramongsuchpeople。Weareverypoor,butformyownpartatanyrate,fortheveryreasonthatyourfatherisrich,Idon’tregardmyselfasarelationofhis,andneitherInormymotherwouldeveraskortakeanythingfromhim。"

ForalongtimePierrecouldnotunderstand,butwhenhedid,hejumpedupfromthesofa,seizedBorisundertheelbowinhisquick,clumsyway,and,blushingfarmorethanBoris,begantospeakwithafeelingofmingledshameandvexation。

"Well,thisisstrange!DoyousupposeI……whocouldthink?……I

knowverywell……"

ButBorisagaininterruptedhim。

"IamgladIhavespokenoutfully。Perhapsyoudidnotlikeit?Youmustexcuseme,"saidhe,puttingPierreateaseinsteadofbeingputateasebyhim,"butIhopeIhavenotoffendedyou。Ialwaysmakeitaruletospeakout……Well,whatansweramItotake?WillyoucometodinnerattheRostovs’?"

AndBoris,havingapparentlyrelievedhimselfofanonerousdutyandextricatedhimselffromanawkwardsituationandplacedanotherinit,becamequitepleasantagain。

"No,butIsay,"saidPierre,calmingdown,"youareawonderfulfellow!Whatyouhavejustsaidisgood,verygood。Ofcourseyoudon’tknowme。Wehavenotmetforsuchalongtime……notsincewewerechildren。YoumightthinkthatI……Iunderstand,quiteunderstand。Icouldnothavedoneitmyself,Ishouldnothavehadthecourage,butit’ssplendid。Iamverygladtohavemadeyouracquaintance。It’squeer,"headdedafterapause,"thatyoushouldhavesuspectedme!"Hebegantolaugh。"Well,whatofit!Ihopewe’llgetbetteracquainted,"andhepressedBoris’hand。"Doyouknow,I

havenotoncebeenintoseethecount。Hehasnotsentforme……I

amsorryforhimasaman,butwhatcanonedo?"

"AndsoyouthinkNapoleonwillmanagetogetanarmyacross?"askedBoriswithasmile。

PierresawthatBoriswishedtochangethesubject,andbeingofthesamemindhebeganexplainingtheadvantagesanddisadvantagesoftheBoulogneexpedition。

AfootmancameintosummonBoris—theprincesswasgoing。Pierre,inordertomakeBoris’betteracquaintance,promisedtocometodinner,andwarmlypressinghishandlookedaffectionatelyoverhisspectaclesintoBoris’eyes。AfterhehadgonePierrecontinuedpacingupanddowntheroomforalongtime,nolongerpiercinganimaginaryfoewithhisimaginarysword,butsmilingattheremembranceofthatpleasant,intelligent,andresoluteyoungman。

Asoftenhappensinearlyyouth,especiallytoonewholeadsalonelylife,hefeltanunaccountabletendernessforthisyoungmanandmadeuphismindthattheywouldbefriends。

PrinceVasilisawtheprincessoff。Sheheldahandkerchieftohereyesandherfacewastearful。

"Itisdreadful,dreadful!"shewassaying,"butcostmewhatitmayIshalldomyduty。Iwillcomeandspendthenight。Hemustnotbeleftlikethis。Everymomentisprecious。Ican’tthinkwhyhisniecesputitoff。PerhapsGodwillhelpmetofindawaytopreparehim!……Adieu,Prince!MayGodsupportyou……"

"Adieu,mabonne,"answeredPrinceVasiliturningawayfromher。

"Oh,heisinadreadfulstate,"saidthemothertohersonwhentheywereinthecarriage。"Hehardlyrecognizesanybody。"

"Idon’tunderstand,Mamma—whatishisattitudetoPierre?"askedtheson。

"Thewillwillshowthat,mydear;ourfatealsodependsonit。"

"Butwhydoyouexpectthathewillleaveusanything?"

"Ah,mydear!Heissorich,andwearesopoor!"

"Well,thatishardlyasufficientreason,Mamma……"

"Oh,Heaven!Howillheis!"exclaimedthemother。

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CHAPTERXVII

AfterAnnaMikhaylovnahaddrivenoffwithhersontovisitCountCyrilVladimirovichBezukhov,CountessRostovasatforalongtimeallaloneapplyingherhandkerchieftohereyes。Atlastsherang。

"Whatisthematterwithyou,mydear?"shesaidcrosslytothemaidwhokeptherwaitingsomeminutes。"Don’tyouwishtoserveme?ThenI’llfindyouanotherplace。"

Thecountesswasupsetbyherfriend’ssorrowandhumiliatingpoverty,andwasthereforeoutofsorts,astateofmindwhichwithheralwaysfoundexpressionincallinghermaid"mydear"andspeakingtoherwithexaggeratedpoliteness。

"Iamverysorry,ma’am,"answeredthemaid。

"Askthecounttocometome。"

Thecountcamewaddlingintoseehiswifewitharatherguiltylookasusual。

"Well,littlecountess?Whatasauteofgameaumaderewearetohave,mydear!Itastedit。ThethousandrublesIpaidforTaraswerenotill—spent。Heisworthit!"

Hesatdownbyhiswife,hiselbowsonhiskneesandhishandsrufflinghisgrayhair。

"Whatareyourcommands,littlecountess?"

"Yousee,mydear……What’sthatmess?"shesaid,pointingtohiswaistcoat。"It’s,thesaute,mostlikely,"sheaddedwithasmile。

"Well,yousee,Count,Iwantsomemoney。"

Herfacebecamesad。

"Oh,littlecountess!"……andthecountbeganbustlingtogetouthispocketbook。

"Iwantagreatdeal,Count!Iwantfivehundredrubles,"andtakingouthercambrichandkerchiefshebeganwipingherhusband’swaistcoat。

"Yes,immediately,immediately!Hey,who’sthere?"hecalledoutinatoneonlyusedbypersonswhoarecertainthatthosetheycallwillrushtoobeythesummons。"SendDmitritome!"

Dmitri,amanofgoodfamilywhohadbeenbroughtupinthecount’shouseandnowmanagedallhisaffairs,steppedsoftlyintotheroom。

"ThisiswhatIwant,mydearfellow,"saidthecounttothedeferentialyoungmanwhohadentered。"Bringme……"hereflectedamoment,"yes,bringmesevenhundredrubles,yes!Butmind,don’tbringmesuchtatteredanddirtynotesaslasttime,butnicecleanonesforthecountess。"

"Yes,Dmitri,cleanones,please,"saidthecountess,sighingdeeply。

"Whenwouldyoulikethem,yourexcellency?"askedDmitri。"Allowmetoinformyou……But,don’tbeuneasy,"headded,noticingthatthecountwasbeginningtobreatheheavilyandquicklywhichwasalwaysasignofapproachinganger。"Iwasforgetting……Doyouwishitbroughtatonce?"

"Yes,yes;justso!Bringit。Giveittothecountess。"

"WhatatreasurethatDmitriis,"addedthecountwithasmilewhentheyoungmanhaddeparted。"Thereisneverany’impossible’withhim。That’sathingIhate!Everythingispossible。"

"Ah,money,Count,money!Howmuchsorrowitcausesintheworld,"

saidthecountess。"ButIamingreatneedofthissum。"

"You,mylittlecountess,areanotoriousspendthrift,"saidthecount,andhavingkissedhiswife’shandhewentbacktohisstudy。

WhenAnnaMikhaylovnareturnedfromCountBezukhov’sthemoney,allincleannotes,waslyingreadyunderahandkerchiefonthecountess’littletable,andAnnaMikhaylovnanoticedthatsomethingwasagitatingher。

"Well,mydear?"askedthecountess。

"Oh,whataterriblestateheisin!Onewouldnotknowhim,heissoill!Iwasonlythereafewmomentsandhardlysaidaword……"

"Annette,forheaven’ssakedon’trefuseme,"thecountessbegan,withablushthatlookedverystrangeonherthin,dignified,elderlyface,andshetookthemoneyfromunderthehandkerchief。

AnnaMikhaylovnainstantlyguessedherintentionandstoopedtobereadytoembracethecountessattheappropriatemoment。

"ThisisforBorisfromme,forhisoutfit。"

AnnaMikhaylovnawasalreadyembracingherandweeping。Thecountesswepttoo。Theyweptbecausetheywerefriends,andbecausetheywerekindhearted,andbecausethey—friendsfromchildhood—hadtothinkaboutsuchabasethingasmoney,andbecausetheiryouthwasover……

Butthosetearswerepleasanttothemboth。

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CHAPTERXVIII

CountessRostova,withherdaughtersandalargenumberofguests,wasalreadyseatedinthedrawingroom。ThecounttookthegentlemenintohisstudyandshowedthemhischoicecollectionofTurkishpipes。

Fromtimetotimehewentouttoask:"Hasn’tshecomeyet?"TheywereexpectingMaryaDmitrievnaAkhrosimova,knowninsocietyasleterribledragon,aladydistinguishednotforwealthorrank,butforcommonsenseandfrankplainnessofspeech。MaryaDmitrievnawasknowntotheImperialfamilyaswellastoallMoscowandPetersburg,andbothcitieswonderedather,laughedprivatelyatherrudenesses,andtoldgoodstoriesabouther,whilenonethelessallwithoutexceptionrespectedandfearedher。

Inthecount’sroom,whichwasfulloftobaccosmoke,theytalkedofwarthathadbeenannouncedinamanifesto,andabouttherecruiting。Noneofthemhadyetseenthemanifesto,buttheyallknewithadappeared。Thecountsatonthesofabetweentwoguestswhoweresmokingandtalking。Heneithersmokednortalked,butbendinghisheadfirsttoonesideandthentotheotherwatchedthesmokerswithevidentpleasureandlistenedtotheconversationofhistwoneighbors,whomheeggedonagainsteachother。

Oneofthemwasasallow,clean—shavencivilianwithathinandwrinkledface,alreadygrowingold,thoughhewasdressedlikeamostfashionableyoungman。Hesatwithhislegsuponthesofaasifquiteathomeand,havingstuckanambermouthpiecefarintohismouth,wasinhalingthesmokespasmodicallyandscrewinguphiseyes。Thiswasanoldbachelor,Shinshin,acousinofthecountess’,amanwith"asharptongue"astheysaidinMoscowsociety。Heseemedtobecondescendingtohiscompanion。Thelatter,afresh,rosyofficeroftheGuards,irreproachablywashed,brushed,andbuttoned,heldhispipeinthemiddleofhismouthandwithredlipsgentlyinhaledthesmoke,lettingitescapefromhishandsomemouthinrings。ThiswasLieutenantBerg,anofficerintheSemenovregimentwithwhomBoriswastotraveltojointhearmy,andaboutwhomNatashahad,teasedhereldersisterVera,speakingofBergasher"intended。"

Thecountsatbetweenthemandlistenedattentively。Hisfavoriteoccupationwhennotplayingboston,acardgamehewasveryfondof,wasthatoflistener,especiallywhenhesucceededinsettingtwoloquacioustalkersatoneanother。

"Well,then,oldchap,montreshonorableAlphonseKarlovich,"

saidShinshin,laughingironicallyandmixingthemostordinaryRussianexpressionswiththechoicestFrenchphrases—whichwasapeculiarityofhisspeech。"Vouscomptezvousfairedesrentessurl’etat;*youwanttomakesomethingoutofyourcompany?"

*Youexpecttomakeanincomeoutofthegovernment。

"No,PeterNikolaevich;Ionlywanttoshowthatinthecavalrytheadvantagesarefarlessthanintheinfantry。Justconsidermyownpositionnow,PeterNikolaevich……"

Bergalwaysspokequietly,politely,andwithgreatprecision。Hisconversationalwaysrelatedentirelytohimself;hewouldremaincalmandsilentwhenthetalkrelatedtoanytopicthathadnodirectbearingonhimself。Hecouldremainsilentforhourswithoutbeingatallputoutofcountenancehimselformakingothersuncomfortable,butassoonastheconversationconcernedhimselfhewouldbegintotalkcircumstantiallyandwithevidentsatisfaction。

"Considermyposition,PeterNikolaevich。WereIinthecavalryI

shouldgetnotmorethantwohundredrubleseveryfourmonths,evenwiththerankoflieutenant;butasitisIreceivetwohundredandthirty,"saidhe,lookingatShinshinandthecountwithajoyful,pleasantsmile,asifitwereobvioustohimthathissuccessmustalwaysbethechiefdesireofeveryoneelse。

"Besidesthat,PeterNikolaevich,byexchangingintotheGuardsI

shallbeinamoreprominentposition,"continuedBerg,"andvacanciesoccurmuchmorefrequentlyintheFootGuards。Thenjustthinkwhatcanbedonewithtwohundredandthirtyrubles!Ievenmanagetoputalittleasideandtosendsomethingtomyfather,"hewenton,emittingasmokering。

"Labalanceyest……*AGermanknowshowtoskinaflint,astheproverbsays,"remarkedShinshin,movinghispipetotheothersideofhismouthandwinkingatthecount。

*Sothatsquaresmatters。

Thecountburstoutlaughing。TheotherguestsseeingthatShinshinwastalkingcameuptolisten。Berg,obliviousofironyorindifference,continuedtoexplainhowbyexchangingintotheGuardshehadalreadygainedasteponhisoldcomradesoftheCadetCorps;

howinwartimethecompanycommandermightgetkilledandhe,asseniorinthecompany,mighteasilysucceedtothepost;howpopularhewaswitheveryoneintheregiment,andhowsatisfiedhisfatherwaswithhim。Bergevidentlyenjoyednarratingallthis,anddidnotseemtosuspectthatothers,too,mighthavetheirowninterests。

Butallhesaidwassoprettilysedate,andthenaiveteofhisyouthfulegotismwassoobvious,thathedisarmedhishearers。

"Well,myboy,you’llgetalongwhereveryougo—footorhorse—thatI’llwarrant,"saidShinshin,pattinghimontheshoulderandtakinghisfeetoffthesofa。

Bergsmiledjoyously。Thecount,byhisguests,wentintothedrawingroom。

Itwasjustthemomentbeforeabigdinnerwhentheassembledguests,expectingthesummonstozakuska,*avoidengaginginanylongconversationbutthinkitnecessarytomoveaboutandtalk,inordertoshowthattheyarenotatallimpatientfortheirfood。Thehostandhostesslooktowardthedoor,andnowandthenglanceatoneanother,andthevisitorstrytoguessfromtheseglanceswho,orwhat,theyarewaitingfor—someimportantrelationwhohasnotyetarrived,oradishthatisnotyetready。

*Horsd’oeuvres。

Pierrehadcomejustatdinnertimeandwassittingawkwardlyinthemiddleofthedrawingroomonthefirstchairhehadcomeacross,blockingthewayforeveryone。Thecountesstriedtomakehimtalk,buthewentonnaivelylookingaroundthroughhisspectaclesasifinsearchofsomebodyandansweredallherquestionsinmonosyllables。Hewasinthewayandwastheonlyonewhodidnotnoticethefact。Mostoftheguests,knowingoftheaffairwiththebear,lookedwithcuriosityatthisbig,stout,quietman,wonderinghowsuchaclumsy,modestfellowcouldhaveplayedsuchaprankonapoliceman。

"Youhaveonlylatelyarrived?"thecountessaskedhim。

"Oui,madame,"repliedhe,lookingaroundhim。

"Youhavenotyetseenmyhusband?"

"Non,madame。"Hesmiledquiteinappropriately。

"YouhavebeeninParisrecently,Ibelieve?Isupposeit’sveryinteresting。"

"Veryinteresting。"

ThecountessexchangedglanceswithAnnaMikhaylovna。Thelatterunderstoodthatshewasbeingaskedtoentertainthisyoungman,andsittingdownbesidehimshebegantospeakabouthisfather;butheansweredher,ashehadthecountess,onlyinmonosyllables。Theotherguestswereallconversingwithoneanother。"TheRazumovskis……Itwascharming……Youareverykind……CountessApraksina……"washeardonallsides。Thecountessroseandwentintotheballroom。

"MaryaDmitrievna?"camehervoicefromthere。

"Herself,"cametheanswerinaroughvoice,andMaryaDmitrievnaenteredtheroom。

Alltheunmarriedladiesandeventhemarriedonesexcepttheveryoldestrose。MaryaDmitrievnapausedatthedoor。Tallandstout,holdinghighherfifty—year—oldheadwithitsgraycurls,shestoodsurveyingtheguests,andleisurelyarrangedherwidesleevesasifrollingthemup。MaryaDmitrievnaalwaysspokeinRussian。

"Healthandhappinesstoherwhosenamedaywearekeepingandtoherchildren,"shesaid,inherloud,full—tonedvoicewhichdrownedallothers。"Well,youoldsinner,"shewenton,turningtothecountwhowaskissingherhand,"you’refeelingdullinMoscow,I

daresay?Nowheretohuntwithyourdogs?Butwhatistobedone,oldman?Justseehowthesenestlingsaregrowingup,"andshepointedtothegirls。"Youmustlookforhusbandsforthemwhetheryoulikeitornot……"

Well,"saidshe,"how’smyCossack?"(MaryaDmitrievnaalwayscalledNatashaaCossack)andshestrokedthechild’sarmasshecameupfearlessandgaytokissherhand。"Iknowshe’sascampofagirl,butIlikeher。"

Shetookapairofpear—shapedrubyearringsfromherhugereticuleand,havinggiventhemtotherosyNatasha,whobeamedwiththepleasureofhersaint’s—dayfete,turnedawayatonceandaddressedherselftoPierre。

"Eh,eh,friend!Comehereabit,"saidshe,assumingasofthightoneofvoice。"Comehere,myfriend……"andsheominouslytuckeduphersleevesstillhigher。Pierreapproached,lookingatherinachildlikewaythroughhisspectacles。

"Comenearer,comenearer,friend!Iusedtobetheonlyonetotellyourfatherthetruthwhenhewasinfavor,andinyourcaseit’smyevidentduty。"Shepaused。Allweresilent,expectantofwhatwastofollow,forthiswasdearlyonlyaprelude。

"Afinelad!Myword!Afinelad!……Hisfatherliesonhisdeathbedandheamuseshimselfsettingapolicemanastrideabear!Forshame,sir,forshame!Itwouldbebetterifyouwenttothewar。"

Sheturnedawayandgaveherhandtothecount,whocouldhardlykeepfromlaughing。

"Well,Isupposeitistimewewereattable?"saidMaryaDmitrievna。

ThecountwentinfirstwithMaryaDmitrievna,thecountessfollowedonthearmofacolonelofhussars,amanofimportancetothembecauseNicholaswastogowithhimtotheregiment;thencameAnnaMikhaylovnawithShinshin。BerggavehisarmtoVera。ThesmilingJulieKaraginawentinwithNicholas。Afterthemothercouplesfollowed,fillingthewholedininghall,andlastofallthechildren,tutors,andgovernessesfollowedsingly。Thefootmenbeganmovingabout,chairsscraped,thebandstruckupinthegallery,andtheguestssettleddownintheirplaces。Thenthestrainsofthecount’shouseholdbandwerereplacedbytheclatterofknivesandforks,thevoicesofvisitors,andthesoftstepsofthefootmen。AtoneendofthetablesatthecountesswithMaryaDmitrievnaonherrightandAnnaMikhaylovnaonherleft,theotherladyvisitorswerefartherdown。Attheotherendsatthecount,withthehussarcolonelonhisleftandShinshinandtheothermalevisitorsonhisright。Midwaydownthelongtableononesidesatthegrownupyoungpeople:VerabesideBerg,andPierrebesideBoris;andontheotherside,thechildren,tutors,andgovernesses。Frombehindthecrystaldecantersandfruitvasesthecountkeptglancingathiswifeandhertallcapwithitslight—blueribbons,andbusilyfilledhisneighbors’glasses,notneglectinghisown。Thecountessinturn,withoutomittingherdutiesashostess,threwsignificantglancesfrombehindthepineapplesatherhusbandwhosefaceandbaldheadseemedbytheirrednesstocontrastmorethanusualwithhisgrayhair。Attheladies’

endanevenchatterofvoiceswasheardallthetime,atthemen’sendthevoicessoundedlouderandlouder,especiallythatofthecolonelofhussarswho,growingmoreandmoreflushed,ateanddranksomuchthatthecountheldhimupasapatterntotheotherguests。BergwithtendersmileswassayingtoVerathatloveisnotanearthlybutaheavenlyfeeling。BoriswastellinghisnewfriendPierrewhotheguestswereandexchangingglanceswithNatasha,whowassittingopposite。Pierrespokelittlebutexaminedthenewfaces,andateagreatdeal。Ofthetwosoupshechoseturtlewithsavorypattiesandwentontothegamewithoutomittingasingledishoroneofthewines。Theselatterthebutlerthrustmysteriouslyforward,wrappedinanapkin,frombehindthenextman’sshouldersandwhispered:"DryMadeira"……"Hungarian"……or"Rhinewine"asthecasemightbe。Ofthefourcrystalglassesengravedwiththecount’smonogramthatstoodbeforehisplate,Pierreheldoutoneatrandomanddrankwithenjoyment,gazingwithever—increasingamiabilityattheotherguests。

Natasha,whosatopposite,waslookingatBorisasgirlsofthirteenlookattheboytheyareinlovewithandhavejustkissedforthefirsttime。SometimesthatsamelookfellonPierre,andthatfunnylivelylittlegirl’slookmadehiminclinedtolaughwithoutknowingwhy。

NicholassatatsomedistancefromSonya,besideJulieKaragina,towhomhewasagaintalkingwiththesameinvoluntarysmile。Sonyaworeacompanysmilebutwasevidentlytormentedbyjealousy;nowsheturnedpale,nowblushedandstrainedeverynervetooverhearwhatNicholasandJulieweresayingtooneanother。Thegovernesskeptlookingrounduneasilyasifpreparingtoresentanyslightthatmightbeputuponthechildren。TheGermantutorwastryingtorememberallthedishes,wines,andkindsofdessert,inordertosendafulldescriptionofthedinnertohispeopleinGermany;andhefeltgreatlyoffendedwhenthebutlerwithabottlewrappedinanapkinpassedhimby。Hefrowned,tryingtoappearasifhedidnotwantanyofthatwine,butwasmortifiedbecausenoonewouldunderstandthatitwasnottoquenchhisthirstorfromgreedinessthathewantedit,butsimplyfromaconscientiousdesireforknowledge。

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CHAPTERXIX

Atthemen’sendofthetablethetalkgrewmoreandmoreanimated。ThecoloneltoldthemthatthedeclarationofwarhadalreadyappearedinPetersburgandthatacopy,whichhehadhimselfseen,hadthatdaybeenforwardedbycouriertothecommanderinchief。

"AndwhythedeucearewegoingtofightBonaparte?"remarkedShinshin。"HehasstoppedAustria’scackleandIfearitwillbeourturnnext。"

Thecolonelwasastout,tall,plethoricGerman,evidentlydevotedtotheserviceandpatrioticallyRussian。HeresentedShinshin’sremark。

"Itisforthereasson,mygootsir,"saidhe,speakingwithaGermanaccent,"forthereassonzatzeEmperorknowszat。HedeclaresinzemanifesstozathecannotfiewwizindifferencezedangervreateningRussiaandzatzesafetyanddignityofzeEmpireasvellaszesanctityofitsalliances……"hespokethislastwordwithparticularemphasisasifinitlaythegistofthematter。

Thenwiththeunerringofficialmemorythatcharacterizedhimherepeatedfromtheopeningwordsofthemanifesto:……andthewish,whichconstitutestheEmperor’ssoleandabsoluteaim—toestablishpeaceinEuropeonfirmfoundations—hasnowdecidedhimtodespatchpartofthearmyabroadandtocreateanewconditionfortheattainmentofthatpurpose。

"Zat,mydearsir,isvy……"heconcluded,drinkingatumblerofwinewithdignityandlookingtothecountforapproval。

"Connaissez—vousleProverbe:*’Jerome,Jerome,donotroam,butturnspindlesathome!’?"saidShinshin,puckeringhisbrowsandsmiling。"Celanousconvientamerveille。*[2]Suvorovnow—heknewwhathewasabout;yettheybeathimaplatecouture,*[3]andwherearewetofindSuvorovsnow?Jevousdemandeunpeu,"*[4]saidhe,continuallychangingfromFrenchtoRussian。

*Doyouknowtheproverb?

*[2]Thatsuitsusdowntotheground。

*[3]Hollow。

*[4]Ijustaskyouthat。

"Vemustvighttothelasttr—r—opofourplood!"saidthecolonel,thumpingthetable;"andvemusttieforourEmperor,andzenallvillpevell。Andvemustdiscussitaslittleaspo—o—ossible"……

hedweltparticularlyonthewordpossible……"aspo—o—ossible,"heended,againturningtothecount。"Zatishowveoldhussarslookatit,andzere’sanendofit!Andhowdoyou,ayoungmanandayounghussar,howdoyoujudgeofit?"headded,addressingNicholas,whowhenheheardthatthewarwasbeingdiscussedhadturnedfromhispartnerwitheyesandearsintentonthecolonel。

"Iamquiteofyouropinion,"repliedNicholas,flamingup,turninghisplateroundandmovinghiswineglassesaboutwithasmuchdecisionanddesperationasthoughhewereatthatmomentfacingsomegreatdanger。"IamconvincedthatweRussiansmustdieorconquer,"heconcluded,conscious—aswereothers—afterthewordswereutteredthathisremarksweretooenthusiasticandemphaticfortheoccasionandwerethereforeawkward。

"Whatyousaidjustnowwassplendid!"saidhispartnerJulie。

SonyatrembledalloverandblushedtoherearsandbehindthemanddowntoherneckandshoulderswhileNicholaswasspeaking。

Pierrelistenedtothecolonel’sspeechandnoddedapprovingly。

"That’sfine,"saidhe。

"Theyoungman’sarealhussar!"shoutedthecolonel,againthumpingthetable。

"Whatareyoumakingsuchanoiseaboutoverthere?"MaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoicesuddenlyinquiredfromtheotherendofthetable。"Whatareyouthumpingthetablefor?"shedemandedofthehussar,"andwhyareyouexcitingyourself?DoyouthinktheFrencharehere?"

"Iamspeakingzetruce,"repliedthehussarwithasmile。

"It’sallaboutthewar,"thecountshouteddownthetable。"Youknowmyson’sgoing,MaryaDmitrievna?Mysonisgoing。"

"IhavefoursonsinthearmybutstillIdon’tfret。ItisallinGod’shands。YoumaydieinyourbedorGodmayspareyouinabattle,"repliedMaryaDmitrievna’sdeepvoice,whicheasilycarriedthewholelengthofthetable。

"That’strue!"

Oncemoretheconversationsconcentrated,theladies’attheoneendandthemen’sattheother。

"Youwon’task,"Natasha’slittlebrotherwassaying;"Iknowyouwon’task!"

"Iwill,"repliedNatasha。

Herfacesuddenlyflushedwithrecklessandjoyousresolution。Shehalfrose,byaglanceinvitingPierre,whosatopposite,tolistentowhatwascoming,andturningtohermother:

"Mamma!"rangouttheclearcontraltonotesofherchildishvoice,audiblethewholelengthofthetable。

"Whatisit?"askedthecountess,startled;butseeingbyherdaughter’sfacethatitwasonlymischief,sheshookafingerathersternlywithathreateningandforbiddingmovementofherhead。

Theconversationwashushed。

"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"andNatasha’svoicesoundedstillmorefirmandresolute。

Thecountesstriedtofrown,butcouldnot。MaryaDmitrievnashookherfatfinger。

"Cossack!"shesaidthreateningly。

Mostoftheguests,uncertainhowtoregardthissally,lookedattheelders。

"Youhadbettertakecare!"saidthecountess。

"Mamma!Whatsweetsarewegoingtohave?"Natashaagaincriedboldly,withsaucygaiety,confidentthatherprankwouldbetakeningoodpart。

SonyaandfatlittlePetyadoubledupwithlaughter。

"Yousee!Ihaveasked,"whisperedNatashatoherlittlebrotherandtoPierre,glancingathimagain。

"Icepudding,butyouwon’tgetany,"saidMaryaDmitrievna。

NatashasawtherewasnothingtobeafraidofandsoshebravedevenMaryaDmitrievna。

"MaryaDmitrievna!Whatkindoficepudding?Idon’tlikeicecream。"

"Carrotices。"

"No!Whatkind,MaryaDmitrievna?Whatkind?"shealmostscreamed;

"Iwanttoknow!"

MaryaDmitrievnaandthecountessburstoutlaughing,andalltheguestsjoinedin。Everyonelaughed,notatMaryaDmitrievna’sanswerbutattheincredibleboldnessandsmartnessofthislittlegirlwhohaddaredtotreatMaryaDmitrievnainthisfashion。

Natashaonlydesistedwhenshehadbeentoldthattherewouldbepineappleice。Beforetheices,champagnewasservedround。Thebandagainstruckup,thecountandcountesskissed,andtheguests,leavingtheirseats,wentupto"congratulate"thecountess,andreachedacrossthetabletoclinkglasseswiththecount,withthechildren,andwithoneanother。Againthefootmenrushedabout,chairsscraped,andinthesameorderinwhichtheyhadenteredbutwithredderfaces,theguestsreturnedtothedrawingroomandtothecount’sstudy。

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CHAPTERXX

Thecardtablesweredrawnout,setsmadeupforboston,andthecount’svisitorssettledthemselves,someinthetwodrawingrooms,someinthesittingroom,someinthelibrary。

Thecount,holdinghiscardsfanwise,kepthimselfwithdifficultyfromdroppingintohisusualafter—dinnernap,andlaughedateverything。Theyoungpeople,atthecountess’instigation,gatheredroundtheclavichordandharp。Juliebygeneralrequestplayedfirst。Aftershehadplayedalittleairwithvariationsontheharp,shejoinedtheotheryoungladiesinbeggingNatashaandNicholas,whowerenotedfortheirmusicaltalent,tosingsomething。Natasha,whowastreatedasthoughsheweregrownup,wasevidentlyveryproudofthisbutatthesametimefeltshy。

"Whatshallwesing?"shesaid。

"’TheBrook,’"suggestedNicholas。

"Well,then,let’sbequick。Boris,comehere,"saidNatasha。"ButwhereisSonya?"

Shelookedroundandseeingthatherfriendwasnotintheroomrantolookforher。

RunningintoSonya’sroomandnotfindingherthere,Natasharantothenursery,butSonyawasnotthereeither。Natashaconcludedthatshemustbeonthechestinthepassage。ThechestinthepassagewastheplaceofmourningfortheyoungerfemalegenerationintheRostovhousehold。AndthereinfactwasSonyalyingfacedownwardonNurse’sdirtyfeatherbedonthetopofthechest,crumplinghergauzypinkdressunderher,hidingherfacewithherslenderfingers,andsobbingsoconvulsivelythatherbarelittleshouldersshook。

Natasha’sface,whichhadbeensoradiantlyhappyallthatsaint’sday,suddenlychanged:hereyesbecamefixed,andthenashiverpasseddownherbroadneckandthecornersofhermouthdrooped。

"Sonya!Whatisit?Whatisthematter?……Oo……Oo……Oo……!"AndNatasha’slargemouthwidened,makingherlookquiteugly,andshebegantowaillikeababywithoutknowingwhy,exceptthatSonyawascrying。Sonyatriedtoliftherheadtoanswerbutcouldnot,andhidherfacestilldeeperinthebed。Natashawept,sittingontheblue—stripedfeatherbedandhuggingherfriend。WithaneffortSonyasatupandbeganwipinghereyesandexplaining。

"Nicholasisgoingawayinaweek’stime,his……papers……havecome……hetoldmehimself……butstillIshouldnotcry,"andsheshowedapapersheheldinherhand—withtheversesNicholashadwritten,"still,Ishouldnotcry,butyoucan’t……noonecanunderstand……whatasoulhehas!"

Andshebegantocryagainbecausehehadsuchanoblesoul。

"It’sallverywellforyou……Iamnotenvious……IloveyouandBorisalso,"shewenton,gainingalittlestrength;"heisnice……

therearenodifficultiesinyourway……ButNicholasismycousin……

onewouldhaveto……theMetropolitanhimself……andeventhenitcan’tbedone。Andbesides,ifshetellsMamma"(Sonyalookeduponthecountessashermotherandcalledherso)"thatIamspoilingNicholas’careerandamheartlessandungrateful,whiletruly……Godismywitness,"andshemadethesignofthecross,"Ilovehersomuch,andallofyou,onlyVera……Andwhatfor?WhathaveIdonetoher?IamsogratefultoyouthatIwouldwillinglysacrificeeverything,onlyIhavenothing……"

Sonyacouldnotcontinue,andagainhidherfaceinherhandsandinthefeatherbed。Natashabeganconsolingher,butherfaceshowedthatsheunderstoodallthegravityofherfriend’strouble。

"Sonya,"shesuddenlyexclaimed,asifshehadguessedthetruereasonofherfriend’ssorrow,"I’msureVerahassaidsomethingtoyousincedinner?Hasn’tshe?"

"Yes,theseversesNicholaswrotehimselfandIcopiedsomeothers,andshefoundthemonmytableandsaidshe’dshowthemtoMamma,andthatIwasungrateful,andthatMammawouldneverallowhimtomarryme,butthathe’llmarryJulie。Youseehowhe’sbeenwithherallday……Natasha,whathaveIdonetodeserveit?……"

Andagainshebegantosob,morebitterlythanbefore。Natashaliftedherup,huggedher,and,smilingthroughhertears,begancomfortingher。

"Sonya,don’tbelieveher,darling!Don’tbelieveher!DoyourememberhowweandNicholas,allthreeofus,talkedinthesittingroomaftersupper?Why,wesettledhoweverythingwastobe。Idon’tquiterememberhow,butdon’tyourememberthatitcouldallbearrangedandhowniceitallwas?There’sUncleShinshin’sbrotherhasmarriedhisfirstcousin。Andweareonlysecondcousins,youknow。

AndBorissaysitisquitepossible。YouknowIhavetoldhimallaboutit。Andheissocleverandsogood!"saidNatasha。"Don’tyoucry,Sonya,dearlove,darlingSonya!"andshekissedherandlaughed。

"Vera’sspiteful;nevermindher!Andallwillcomerightandshewon’tsayanythingtoMamma。Nicholaswilltellherhimself,andhedoesn’tcareatallforJulie。"

Natashakissedheronthehair。

Sonyasatup。Thelittlekittenbrightened,itseyesshone,anditseemedreadytoliftitstail,jumpdownonitssoftpaws,andbeginplayingwiththeballofworstedasakittenshould。

"Doyouthinkso?……Really?Truly?"shesaid,quicklysmoothingherfrockandhair。

"Really,truly!"answeredNatasha,pushinginacrisplockthathadstrayedfromunderherfriend’splaits。

Bothlaughed。

"Well,let’sgoandsing’TheBrook。’"

"Comealong!"

"Doyouknow,thatfatPierrewhosatoppositemeissofunny!"saidNatasha,stoppingsuddenly。"Ifeelsohappy!"

Andshesetoffatarunalongthepassage。

Sonya,shakingoffsomedownwhichclungtoherandtuckingawaytheversesinthebosomofherdressclosetoherbonylittlechest,ranafterNatashadownthepassageintothesittingroomwithflushedfaceandlight,joyoussteps。Atthevisitors’requesttheyoungpeoplesangthequartette,"TheBrook,"withwhicheveryonewasdelighted。

ThenNicholassangasonghehadjustlearned:

Atnighttimeinthemoon’sfairglowHowsweet,asfancieswanderfree,Tofeelthatinthisworldthere’soneWhostillisthinkingbutofthee!

ThatwhileherfingerstouchtheharpWaftingsweetmusicmusicthelea,Itisfortheethusswellsherheart,Sighingitsmessageouttothee……

Adayortwo,thenblissunspoilt,Butoh!tillthenIcannotlive!……

Hehadnotfinishedthelastversebeforetheyoungpeoplebegantogetreadytodanceinthelargehall,andthesoundofthefeetandthecoughingofthemusicianswereheardfromthegallery。

Pierrewassittinginthedrawing—roomwhereShinshinhadengagedhim,asamanrecentlyreturnedfromabroad,inapoliticalconversationinwhichseveralothersjoinedbutwhichboredPierre。

WhenthemusicbeganNatashacameinandwalkingstraightuptoPierresaid,laughingandblushing:

"Mammatoldmetoaskyoutojointhedancers。"

"Iamafraidofmixingthefigures,"Pierrereplied;"butifyouwillbemyteacher……"Andloweringhisbigarmheofferedittotheslenderlittlegirl。

Whilethecoupleswerearrangingthemselvesandthemusicianstuningup,Pierresatdownwithhislittlepartner。Natashawasperfectlyhappy;shewasdancingwithagrown—upman,whohadbeenabroad。Shewassittinginaconspicuousplaceandtalkingtohimlikeagrown—uplady。Shehadafaninherhandthatoneoftheladieshadgivenhertohold。Assumingquitetheposeofasocietywoman(heavenknowswhenandwhereshehadlearnedit)shetalkedwithherpartner,fanningherselfandsmilingoverthefan。

"Dear,dear!Justlookather!"exclaimedthecountessasshecrossedtheballroom,pointingtoNatasha。

Natashablushedandlaughed。

"Well,really,Mamma!Whyshouldyou?Whatistheretobesurprisedat?"

InthemidstofthethirdecossaisetherewasaclatterofchairsbeingpushedbackinthesittingroomwherethecountandMaryaDmitrievnahadbeenplayingcardswiththemajorityofthemoredistinguishedandoldervisitors。Theynow,stretchingthemselvesaftersittingsolong,andreplacingtheirpursesandpocketbooks,enteredtheballroom。FirstcameMaryaDmitrievnaandthecount,bothwithmerrycountenances。Thecount,withplayfulceremonysomewhatinballetstyle,offeredhisbentarmtoMaryaDmitrievna。Hedrewhimselfup,asmileofdebonairgallantrylituphisfaceandassoonasthelastfigureoftheecossaisewasended,heclappedhishandstothemusiciansandshouteduptotheirgallery,addressingthefirstviolin:

"Semen!DoyouknowtheDanielCooper?"

Thiswasthecount’sfavoritedance,whichhehaddancedinhisyouth。(Strictlyspeaking,DanielCooperwasonefigureoftheanglaise。)

"LookatPapa!"shoutedNatashatothewholecompany,andquiteforgettingthatshewasdancingwithagrown—uppartnershebenthercurlyheadtoherkneesandmadethewholeroomringwithherlaughter。

Andindeedeverybodyintheroomlookedwithasmileofpleasureatthejovialoldgentleman,whostandingbesidehistallandstoutpartner,MaryaDmitrievna,curvedhisarms,beattime,straightenedhisshoulders,turnedouthistoes,tappedgentlywithhisfoot,and,byasmilethatbroadenedhisroundfacemoreandmore,preparedtheonlookersforwhatwastofollow。AssoonastheprovocativelygaystrainsofDanielCooper(somewhatresemblingthoseofamerrypeasantdance)begantosound,allthedoorwaysoftheballroomweresuddenlyfilledbythedomesticserfs—themenononesideandthewomenontheother—whowithbeamingfaceshadcometoseetheirmastermakingmerry。

"Justlookatthemaster!Aregulareagleheis!"loudlyremarkedthenurse,asshestoodinoneofthedoorways。

Thecountdancedwellandknewit。Buthispartnercouldnotanddidnotwanttodancewell。Herenormousfigurestooderect,herpowerfularmshangingdown(shehadhandedherreticuletothecountess),andonlyhersternbuthandsomefacereallyjoinedinthedance。Whatwasexpressedbythewholeofthecount’splumpfigure,inMaryaDmitrievnafoundexpressiononlyinhermoreandmorebeamingfaceandquiveringnose。Butifthecount,gettingmoreandmoreintotheswingofit,charmedthespectatorsbytheunexpectednessofhisadroitmaneuversandtheagilitywithwhichhecaperedaboutonhislightfeet,MaryaDmitrievnaproducednolessimpressionbyslightexertions—theleastefforttomovehershouldersorbendherarmswhenturning,orstampherfoot—whicheveryoneappreciatedinviewofhersizeandhabitualseverity。Thedancegrewlivelierandlivelier。Theothercouplescouldnotattractamoment’sattentiontotheirownevolutionsanddidnoteventrytodoso。AllwerewatchingthecountandMaryaDmitrievna。Natashakeptpullingeveryonebysleeveordress,urgingthemto"lookatPapa!"thoughasitwastheynevertooktheireyesoffthecouple。Intheintervalsofthedancethecount,breathingdeeply,wavedandshoutedtothemusicianstoplayfaster。Faster,faster,andfaster;lightly,morelightly,andyetmorelightlywhirledthecount,flyingroundMaryaDmitrievna,nowonhistoes,nowonhisheels;until,turninghispartnerroundtoherseat,heexecutedthefinalpas,raisinghissoftfootbackwards,bowinghisperspiringhead,smilingandmakingawidesweepwithhisarm,amidathunderofapplauseandlaughterledbyNatasha。Bothpartnersstoodstill,breathingheavilyandwipingtheirfaceswiththeircambrichandkerchiefs。

"That’showweusedtodanceinourtime,machere,"saidthecount。

"ThatwasaDanielCooper!"exclaimedMaryaDmitrievna,tuckinguphersleevesandpuffingheavily。

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CHAPTERXXI

WhileintheRostovs’ballroomthesixthanglaisewasbeingdanced,toatuneinwhichthewearymusiciansblundered,andwhiletiredfootmenandcooksweregettingthesupper,CountBezukhovhadasixthstroke。Thedoctorspronouncedrecoveryimpossible。Afteramuteconfession,communionwasadministeredtothedyingman,preparationsmadeforthesacramentofunction,andinhishousetherewasthebustleandthrillofsuspenseusualatsuchmoments。Outsidethehouse,beyondthegates,agroupofundertakers,whohidwheneveracarriagedroveup,waitedinexpectationofanimportantorderforanexpensivefuneral。TheMilitaryGovernorofMoscow,whohadbeenassiduousinsendingaides—de—camptoinquireafterthecount’shealth,camehimselfthateveningtobidalastfarewelltothecelebratedgrandeeofCatherine’scourt,CountBezukhov。

Themagnificentreceptionroomwascrowded。EveryonestooduprespectfullywhentheMilitaryGovernor,havingstayedabouthalfanhouralonewiththedyingman,passedout,slightlyacknowledgingtheirbowsandtryingtoescapeasquicklyasfromtheglancesfixedonhimbythedoctors,clergy,andrelativesofthefamily。PrinceVasili,whohadgrownthinnerandpalerduringthelastfewdays,escortedhimtothedoor,repeatingsomethingtohimseveraltimesinlowtones。

WhentheMilitaryGovernorhadgone,PrinceVasilisatdownallaloneonachairintheballroom,crossingoneleghighovertheother,leaninghiselbowonhiskneeandcoveringhisfacewithhishand。Aftersittingsoforawhileherose,and,lookingabouthimwithfrightenedeyes,wentwithunusuallyhurriedstepsdownthelongcorridorleadingtothebackofthehouse,totheroomoftheeldestprincess。

Thosewhowereinthedimlylitreceptionroomspokeinnervouswhispers,and,wheneveranyonewentintoorcamefromthedyingman’sroom,grewsilentandgazedwitheyesfullofcuriosityorexpectancyathisdoor,whichcreakedslightlywhenopened。

"Thelimitsofhumanlife……arefixedandmaynotbeo’erpassed,"

saidanoldpriesttoaladywhohadtakenaseatbesidehimandwaslisteningnaivelytohiswords。

"Iwonder,isitnottoolatetoadministerunction?"askedthelady,addingthepriest’sclericaltitle,asifshehadnoopinionofherownonthesubject。

"Ah,madam,itisagreatsacrament,"repliedthepriest,passinghishandoverthethingrizzledstrandsofhaircombedbackacrosshisbaldhead。

"Whowasthat?TheMilitaryGovernorhimself?"wasbeingaskedattheothersideoftheroom。"Howyoung—lookingheis!"

"Yes,andheisoversixty。Ihearthecountnolongerrecognizesanyone。Theywishedtoadministerthesacramentofunction。"

"Iknewsomeonewhoreceivedthatsacramentseventimes。"

ThesecondprincesshadjustcomefromthesickroomwithhereyesredfromweepingandsatdownbesideDr。Lorrain,whowassittinginagracefulposeunderaportraitofCatherine,leaninghiselbowonatable。

"Beautiful,"saidthedoctorinanswertoaremarkabouttheweather。"Theweatherisbeautiful,Princess;andbesides,inMoscowonefeelsasifonewereinthecountry。"

"Yes,indeed,"repliedtheprincesswithasigh。"Sohemayhavesomethingtodrink?"

Lorrainconsidered。

"Hashetakenhismedicine?"

"Yes。"

Thedoctorglancedathiswatch。

"Takeaglassofboiledwaterandputapinchofcreamoftartar,"

andheindicatedwithhisdelicatefingerswhathemeantbyapinch。

"Derehasnefferbeenagase,"aGermandoctorwassayingtoanaide—de—camp,"datoneliffsafterdesirdstroke。"

"Andwhatawell—preservedmanhewas!"remarkedtheaide—de—camp。

"Andwhowillinherithiswealth?"headdedinawhisper。

"Itvon’tgobegging,"repliedtheGermanwithasmile。

Everyoneagainlookedtowardthedoor,whichcreakedasthesecondprincesswentinwiththedrinkshehadpreparedaccordingtoLorrain’sinstructions。TheGermandoctorwentuptoLorrain。

"Doyouthinkhecanlasttillmorning?"askedtheGerman,addressingLorraininFrenchwhichhepronouncedbadly。

Lorrain,pursinguphislips,wavedaseverelynegativefingerbeforehisnose。

"Tonight,notlater,"saidheinalowvoice,andhemovedawaywithadecoroussmileofself—satisfactionatbeingableclearlytounderstandandstatethepatient’scondition。

MeanwhilePrinceVasilihadopenedthedoorintotheprincess’room。

Inthisroomitwasalmostdark;onlytwotinylampswereburningbeforetheiconsandtherewasapleasantscentofflowersandburntpastilles。Theroomwascrowdedwithsmallpiecesoffurniture,whatnots,cupboards,andlittletables。Thequiltofahigh,whitefeatherbedwasjustvisiblebehindascreen。Asmalldogbegantobark。

"Ah,isityou,cousin?"

Sheroseandsmoothedherhair,whichwasasusualsoextremelysmooththatitseemedtobemadeofonepiecewithherheadandcoveredwithvarnish。

"Hasanythinghappened?"sheasked。"Iamsoterrified。"

"No,thereisnochange。Ionlycametohaveatalkaboutbusiness,Catiche,"*mutteredtheprince,seatinghimselfwearilyonthechairshehadjustvacated。"Youhavemadetheplacewarm,I

mustsay,"heremarked。"Well,sitdown:let’shaveatalk。"

*Catherine。

"Ithoughtperhapssomethinghadhappened,"shesaidwithherunchangingstonilysevereexpression;and,sittingdownoppositetheprince,shepreparedtolisten。

"Iwishedtogetanap,moncousin,butIcan’t。"

"Well,mydear?"saidPrinceVasili,takingherhandandbendingitdownwardsaswashishabit。

Itwasplainthatthis"well?"referredtomuchthattheybothunderstoodwithoutnaming。

Theprincess,whohadastraight,rigidbody,abnormallylongforherlegs,lookeddirectlyatPrinceVasiliwithnosignofemotioninherprominentgrayeyes。Thensheshookherheadandglancedupattheiconswithasigh。Thismighthavebeentakenasanexpressionofsorrowanddevotion,orofwearinessandhopeofrestingbeforelong。PrinceVasiliunderstooditasanexpressionofweariness。

"AndI?"hesaid;"doyouthinkitiseasierforme?Iamaswornoutasaposthorse,butstillImusthaveatalkwithyou,Catiche,averyserioustalk。"

PrinceVasilisaidnomoreandhischeeksbegantotwitchnervously,nowononeside,nowontheother,givinghisfaceanunpleasantexpressionwhichwasnevertobeseenonitinadrawingroom。Hiseyestooseemedstrange;atonemomenttheylookedimpudentlyslyandatthenextglancedroundinalarm。

Theprincess,holdingherlittledogonherlapwithherthinbonyhands,lookedattentivelyintoPrinceVasili’seyesevidentlyresolvednottobethefirsttobreaksilence,ifshehadtowaittillmorning。

"Well,yousee,mydearprincessandcousin,CatherineSemenovna,"

continuedPrinceVasili,returningtohistheme,apparentlynotwithoutaninnerstruggle;"atsuchamomentasthisonemustthinkofeverything。Onemustthinkofthefuture,ofallofyou……Iloveyouall,likechildrenofmyown,asyouknow。"

Theprincesscontinuedtolookathimwithoutmoving,andwiththesamedullexpression。

"Andthenofcoursemyfamilyhasalsotobeconsidered,"PrinceVasiliwenton,testilypushingawayalittletablewithoutlookingather。"Youknow,Catiche,thatwe—youthreesisters,Mamontov,andmywife—arethecount’sonlydirectheirs。Iknow,Iknowhowharditisforyoutotalkorthinkofsuchmatters。Itisnoeasierforme;

but,mydear,Iamgettingonforsixtyandmustbepreparedforanything。DoyouknowIhavesentforPierre?Thecount,"pointingtohisportrait,"definitelydemandedthatheshouldbecalled。"

PrinceVasililookedquestioninglyattheprincess,butcouldnotmakeoutwhethershewasconsideringwhathehadjustsaidorwhethershewassimplylookingathim。

"ThereisonethingIconstantlyprayGodtogrant,moncousin,"shereplied,"anditisthatHewouldbemercifultohimandwouldallowhisnoblesoulpeacefullytoleavethis……"

"Yes,yes,ofcourse,"interruptedPrinceVasiliimpatiently,rubbinghisbaldheadandangrilypullingbacktowardhimthelittletablethathehadpushedaway。"But……inshort,thefactis……youknowyourselfthatlastwinterthecountmadeawillbywhichheleftallhisproperty,nottoushisdirectheirs,buttoPierre。"

"Hehasmadewillsenough!"quietlyremarkedtheprincess。"ButhecannotleavetheestatetoPierre。Pierreisillegitimate。"

"But,mydear,"saidPrinceVasilisuddenly,clutchingthelittletableandbecomingmoreanimatedandtalkingmorerapidly:"whatifaletterhasbeenwrittentotheEmperorinwhichthecountasksforPierre’slegitimation?Doyouunderstandthatinconsiderationofthecount’sservices,hisrequestwouldbegranted?……"

Theprincesssmiledaspeopledowhothinktheyknowmoreaboutthesubjectunderdiscussionthanthosetheyaretalkingwith。

"Icantellyoumore,"continuedPrinceVasili,seizingherhand,"thatletterwaswritten,thoughitwasnotsent,andtheEmperorknewofit。Theonlyquestionis,hasitbeendestroyedornot?Ifnot,thenassoonasallisover,"andPrinceVasilisighedtointimatewhathemeantbythewordsallisover,"andthecount’spapersareopened,thewillandletterwillbedeliveredtotheEmperor,andthepetitionwillcertainlybegranted。Pierrewillgeteverythingasthelegitimateson。"

"Andourshare?"askedtheprincesssmilingironically,asifanythingmighthappen,onlynotthat。

"But,mypoorCatiche,itisasclearasdaylight!Hewillthenbethelegalheirtoeverythingandyouwon’tgetanything。Youmustknow,mydear,whetherthewillandletterwerewritten,andwhethertheyhavebeendestroyedornot。Andiftheyhavesomehowbeenoverlooked,yououghttoknowwheretheyare,andmustfindthem,because……"

"Whatnext?"theprincessinterrupted,smilingsardonicallyandnotchangingtheexpressionofhereyes。"Iamawoman,andyouthinkweareallstupid;butIknowthis:anillegitimatesoncannotinherit……unbatard!"*sheadded,asifsupposingthatthistranslationofthewordwouldeffectivelyprovetoPrinceVasilitheinvalidityofhiscontention。

*Abastard。

"Well,really,Catiche!Can’tyouunderstand!Youaresointelligent,howisityoudon’tseethatifthecounthaswrittenalettertotheEmperorbegginghimtorecognizePierreaslegitimate,itfollowsthatPierrewillnotbePierrebutwillbecomeCountBezukhov,andwilltheninheriteverythingunderthewill?Andifthewillandletterarenotdestroyed,thenyouwillhavenothingbuttheconsolationofhavingbeendutifulettoutcequis’ensuit!*

That’scertain。"

*Andallthatfollowstherefrom。

"Iknowthewillwasmade,butIalsoknowthatitisinvalid;andyou,moncousin,seemtoconsidermeaperfectfool,"saidtheprincesswiththeexpressionwomenassumewhentheysupposetheyaresayingsomethingwittyandstinging。

"MydearPrincessCatherineSemenovna,"beganPrinceVasiliimpatiently,"Icameherenottowranglewithyou,buttotalkaboutyourinterestsaswithakinswoman,agood,kind,truerelation。AndI

tellyouforthetenthtimethatifthelettertotheEmperorandthewillinPierre’sfavorareamongthecount’spapers,then,mydeargirl,youandyoursistersarenotheiresses!Ifyoudon’tbelieveme,thenbelieveanexpert。IhavejustbeentalkingtoDmitriOnufrich"

(thefamilysolicitor)"andhesaysthesame。"

Atthisasuddenchangeevidentlytookplaceintheprincess’ideas;

herthinlipsgrewwhite,thoughhereyesdidnotchange,andhervoicewhenshebegantospeakpassedthroughsuchtransitionsassheherselfevidentlydidnotexpect。

"Thatwouldbeafinething!"saidshe。"IneverwantedanythingandIdon’tnow。"

Shepushedthelittledogoffherlapandsmoothedherdress。

"Andthisisgratitude—thisisrecognitionforthosewhohavesacrificedeverythingforhissake!"shecried。"It’ssplendid!

Fine!Idon’twantanything,Prince。"

"Yes,butyouarenottheonlyone。Thereareyoursisters……"

repliedPrinceVasili。

Buttheprincessdidnotlistentohim。

"Yes,Iknewitlongagobuthadforgotten。IknewthatIcouldexpectnothingbutmeanness,deceit,envy,intrigue,andingratitude—theblackestingratitude—inthishouse……"

"Doyouordoyounotknowwherethatwillis?"insistedPrinceVasili,hischeekstwitchingmorethanever。

"Yes,Iwasafool!Istillbelievedinpeople,lovedthem,andsacrificedmyself。Butonlythebase,thevilesucceed!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing!"

Theprinceeswishedtorise,buttheprinceheldherbythehand。

Shehadtheairofonewhohassuddenlylostfaithinthewholehumanrace。Shegavehercompanionanangryglance。

"Thereisstilltime,mydear。Youmustremember,Catiche,thatitwasalldonecasuallyinamomentofanger,ofillness,andwasafterwardsforgotten。Ourduty,mydear,istorectifyhismistake,toeasehislastmomentsbynotlettinghimcommitthisinjustice,andnottolethimdiefeelingthatheisrenderingunhappythosewho……"

"Whosacrificedeverythingforhim,"chimedintheprincess,whowouldagainhaverisenhadnottheprincestillheldherfast,"thoughhenevercouldappreciateit。No,moncousin,"sheaddedwithasigh,"Ishallalwaysrememberthatinthisworldonemustexpectnoreward,thatinthisworldthereisneitherhonornorjustice。Inthisworldonehastobecunningandcruel。"

"Nowcome,come!Bereasonable。Iknowyourexcellentheart。"

"No,Ihaveawickedheart。"

"Iknowyourheart,"repeatedtheprince。"Ivalueyourfriendshipandwishyoutohaveasgoodanopinionofme。Don’tupsetyourself,andletustalksensiblywhilethereisstilltime,beitadayorbeitbutanhour……Tellmeallyouknowaboutthewill,andaboveallwhereitis。Youmustknow。Wewilltakeitatonceandshowittothecount。Hehas,nodoubt,forgottenitandwillwishtodestroyit。

Youunderstandthatmysoledesireisconscientiouslytocarryouthiswishes;thatismyonlyreasonforbeinghere。Icamesimplytohelphimandyou。"

"NowIseeitall!Iknowwhohasbeenintriguing—Iknow!"criedtheprincess。

"That’snotthepoint,mydear。"

"It’sthatprotegeofyours,thatsweetPrincessDrubetskaya,thatAnnaMikhaylovnawhomIwouldnottakeforahousemaid……theinfamous,vilewoman!"

"Donotletusloseanytime……"

"Ah,don’ttalktome!Lastwintershewheedledherselfinhereandtoldthecountsuchvile,disgracefulthingsaboutus,especiallyaboutSophie—Ican’trepeatthem—thatitmadethecountquiteillandhewouldnotseeusforawholefortnight。Iknowitwasthenhewrotethisvile,infamouspaper,butIthoughtthethingwasinvalid。"

"We’vegottoitatlast—whydidyounottellmeaboutitsooner?"

"It’sintheinlaidportfoliothathekeepsunderhispillow,"

saidtheprincess,ignoringhisquestion。"NowIknow!Yes;ifI

haveasin,agreatsin,itishatredofthatvilewoman!"almostshriekedtheprincess,nowquitechanged。"Andwhatdoesshecomewormingherselfinherefor?ButIwillgiveherapieceofmymind。

Thetimewillcome!"

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CHAPTERXXII

Whiletheseconversationsweregoingoninthereceptionroomandtheprincess’room,acarriagecontainingPierre(whohadbeensentfor)andAnnaMikhaylovna(whofounditnecessarytoaccompanyhim)

wasdrivingintothecourtofCountBezukhov’shouse。Asthewheelsrolledsoftlyoverthestrawbeneaththewindows,AnnaMikhaylovna,havingturnedwithwordsofcomforttohercompanion,realizedthathewasasleepinhiscornerandwokehimup。Rousinghimself,PierrefollowedAnnaMikhaylovnaoutofthecarriage,andonlythenbegantothinkoftheinterviewwithhisdyingfatherwhichawaitedhim。

Henoticedthattheyhadnotcometothefrontentrancebuttothebackdoor。Whilehewasgettingdownfromthecarriagestepstwomen,wholookedliketradespeople,ranhurriedlyfromtheentranceandhidintheshadowofthewall。Pausingforamoment,Pierrenoticedseveralothermenofthesamekindhidingintheshadowofthehouseonbothsides。ButneitherAnnaMikhaylovnanorthefootmannorthecoachman,whocouldnothelpseeingthesepeople,tookanynoticeofthem。"Itseemstobeallright,"Pierreconcluded,andfollowedAnnaMikhaylovna。Shehurriedlyascendedthenarrowdimlylitstonestaircase,callingtoPierre,whowaslaggingbehind,tofollow。

Thoughhedidnotseewhyitwasnecessaryforhimtogotothecountatall,stilllesswhyhehadtogobythebackstairs,yetjudgingbyAnnaMikhaylovna’sairofassuranceandhaste,Pierreconcludedthatitwasallabsolutelynecessary。Halfwayupthestairstheywerealmostknockedoverbysomemenwho,carryingpails,camerunningdownstairs,theirbootsclattering。ThesemenpressedclosetothewalltoletPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnapassanddidnotevincetheleastsurpriseatseeingthemthere。

"Isthisthewaytotheprincesses’apartments?"askedAnnaMikhaylovnaofoneofthem。

"Yes,"repliedafootmaninaboldloudvoice,asifanythingwerenowpermissible;"thedoortotheleft,ma’am。"

"Perhapsthecountdidnotaskforme,"saidPierrewhenhereachedthelanding。"I’dbettergotomyownroom。"

AnnaMikhaylovnapausedandwaitedforhimtocomeup。

"Ah,myfriend!"shesaid,touchinghisarmasshehaddoneherson’swhenspeakingtohimthatafternoon,"believemeIsuffernolessthanyoudo,butbeaman!"

"Butreally,hadn’tIbettergoaway?"heasked,lookingkindlyatheroverhisspectacles。

"Ah,mydearfriend!Forgetthewrongsthatmayhavebeendoneyou。Thinkthatheisyourfather……perhapsintheagonyofdeath。"

Shesighed。"Ihavelovedyoulikeasonfromthefirst。Trustyourselftome,Pierre。Ishallnotforgetyourinterests。"

Pierredidnotunderstandaword,buttheconvictionthatallthishadtobegrewstronger,andhemeeklyfollowedAnnaMikhaylovnawhowasalreadyopeningadoor。

Thisdoorledintoabackanteroom。Anoldman,aservantoftheprincesses,satinacornerknittingastocking。Pierrehadneverbeeninthispartofthehouseanddidnotevenknowoftheexistenceoftheserooms。AnnaMikhaylovna,addressingamaidwhowashurryingpastwithadecanteronatrayas"mydear"and"mysweet,"askedabouttheprincess’healthandthenledPierrealongastonepassage。Thefirstdoorontheleftledintotheprincesses’apartments。Themaidwiththedecanterinherhastehadnotclosedthedoor(everythinginthehousewasdoneinhasteatthattime),andPierreandAnnaMikhaylovnainpassinginstinctivelyglancedintotheroom,wherePrinceVasiliandtheeldestprincessweresittingclosetogethertalking。Seeingthempass,PrinceVasilidrewbackwithobviousimpatience,whiletheprincessjumpedupandwithagestureofdesperationslammedthedoorwithallhermight。

ThisactionwassounlikeherusualcomposureandthefeardepictedonPrinceVasili’sfacesooutofkeepingwithhisdignitythatPierrestoppedandglancedinquiringlyoverhisspectaclesathisguide。AnnaMikhaylovnaevincednosurprise,sheonlysmiledfaintlyandsighed,asiftosaythatthiswasnomorethanshehadexpected。

"Beaman,myfriend。Iwilllookafteryourinterests,"saidsheinreplytohislook,andwentstillfasteralongthepassage。

Pierrecouldnotmakeoutwhatitwasallabout,andstilllesswhat"watchingoverhisinterests"meant,buthedecidedthatallthesethingshadtobe。Fromthepassagetheywentintoalarge,dimlylitroomadjoiningthecount’sreceptionroom。ItwasoneofthosesumptuousbutcoldapartmentsknowntoPierreonlyfromthefrontapproach,buteveninthisroomtherenowstoodanemptybath,andwaterhadbeenspilledonthecarpet。Theyweremetbyadeaconwithacenserandbyaservantwhopassedoutontiptoewithoutheedingthem。

TheywentintothereceptionroomfamiliartoPierre,withtwoItalianwindowsopeningintotheconservatory,withitslargebustandfulllengthportraitofCatherinetheGreat。Thesamepeoplewerestillsittinghereinalmostthesamepositionsasbefore,whisperingtooneanother。Allbecamesilentandturnedtolookatthepaletear—wornAnnaMikhaylovnaassheentered,andatthebigstoutfigureofPierrewho,hanginghishead,meeklyfollowedher。

AnnaMikhaylovna’sfaceexpressedaconsciousnessthatthedecisivemomenthadarrived。WiththeairofapracticalPetersburgladyshenow,keepingPierreclosebesideher,enteredtheroomevenmoreboldlythanthatafternoon。Shefeltthatasshebroughtwithherthepersonthedyingmanwishedtosee,herownadmissionwasassured。

Castingarapidglanceatallthoseintheroomandnoticingthecount’sconfessorthere,sheglideduptohimwithasortofamble,notexactlybowingyetseemingtogrowsuddenlysmaller,andrespectfullyreceivedtheblessingfirstofoneandthenofanotherpriest。

"Godbethankedthatyouareintime,"saidshetooneofthepriests;"allwerelativeshavebeeninsuchanxiety。Thisyoungmanisthecount’sson,"sheaddedmoresoftly。"Whataterriblemoment!"

Havingsaidthisshewentuptothedoctor。

"Deardoctor,"saidshe,"thisyoungmanisthecount’sson。Isthereanyhope?"

Thedoctorcastarapidglanceupwardsandsilentlyshruggedhisshoulders。AnnaMikhaylovnawithjustthesamemovementraisedhershouldersandeyes,almostclosingthelatter,sighed,andmovedawayfromthedoctortoPierre。Tohim,inaparticularlyrespectfulandtenderlysadvoice,shesaid:

"TrustinHismercy!"andpointingoutasmallsofaforhimtositandwaitforher,shewentsilentlytowardthedoorthateveryonewaswatchinganditcreakedveryslightlyasshedisappearedbehindit。

Pierre,havingmadeuphismindtoobeyhismonitressimplicitly,movedtowardthesofashehadindicated。AssoonasAnnaMikhaylovnahaddisappearedhenoticedthattheeyesofallintheroomturnedtohimwithsomethingmorethancuriosityandsympathy。Henoticedthattheywhisperedtooneanother,castingsignificantlooksathimwithakindofaweandevenservility。Adeferencesuchashehadneverbeforereceivedwasshownhim。Astrangelady,theonewhohadbeentalkingtothepriests,roseandofferedhimherseat;anaide—de—camppickedupandreturnedaglovePierrehaddropped;thedoctorsbecamerespectfullysilentashepassedby,andmovedtomakewayforhim。AtfirstPierrewishedtotakeanotherseatsoasnottotroublethelady,andalsotopickuptheglovehimselfandtopassroundthedoctorswhowerenoteveninhisway;butallatoncehefeltthatthiswouldnotdo,andthattonighthewasapersonobligedtoperformsomesortofawfulritewhicheveryoneexpectedofhim,andthathewasthereforeboundtoaccepttheirservices。Hetookthegloveinsilencefromtheaide—de—camp,andsatdowninthelady’schair,placinghishugehandssymmetricallyonhiskneesinthenaiveattitudeofanEgyptianstatue,anddecidedinhisownmindthatallwasasitshouldbe,andthatinordernottolosehisheadanddofoolishthingshemustnotactonhisownideastonight,butmustyieldhimselfupentirelytothewillofthosewhowereguidinghim。

NottwominuteshadpassedbeforePrinceVasiliwithheaderectmajesticallyenteredtheroom。Hewaswearinghislongcoatwiththreestarsonhisbreast。Heseemedtohavegrownthinnersincethemorning;hiseyesseemedlargerthanusualwhenheglancedroundandnoticedPierre。Hewentuptohim,tookhishand(athingheneverusedtodo),anddrewitdownwardsasifwishingtoascertainwhetheritwasfirmlyfixedon。

"Courage,courage,myfriend!Hehasaskedtoseeyou。Thatiswell!"andheturnedtogo。

ButPierrethoughtitnecessarytoask:"Howis……"andhesitated,notknowingwhetheritwouldbepropertocallthedyingman"thecount,"yetashamedtocallhim"father。"

"Hehadanotherstrokeabouthalfanhourago。Courage,myfriend……"

Pierre’smindwasinsuchaconfusedstatethattheword"stroke"

suggestedtohimablowfromsomething。HelookedatPrinceVasiliinperplexity,andonlylatergraspedthatastrokewasanattackofillness。PrinceVasilisaidsomethingtoLorraininpassingandwentthroughthedoorontiptoe。Hecouldnotwalkwellontiptoeandhiswholebodyjerkedateachstep。Theeldestprincessfollowedhim,andthepriestsanddeaconsandsomeservantsalsowentinatthedoor。Throughthatdoorwasheardanoiseofthingsbeingmovedabout,andatlastAnnaMikhaylovna,stillwiththesameexpression,palebutresoluteinthedischargeofduty,ranoutandtouchingPierrelightlyonthearmsaid:

"Thedivinemercyisinexhaustible!Unctionisabouttobeadministered。Come。"

Pierrewentinatthedoor,steppingonthesoftcarpet,andnoticedthatthestrangelady,theaide—de—camp,andsomeoftheservants,allfollowedhimin,asiftherewerenownofurtherneedforpermissiontoenterthatroom。